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Kani tendered her resignation last Friday..

Meaning I’m going to lost of one my closest friend, or shall I say the one and only closest buddy I have in this office..

I’m so sad..really..i feel so empty inside me, really laa..rasa dunia opis ni kosong secara tetiba,abis la aku takde geng pasni..serius rasa teruk ni-ok this is the real scenario in my office:

Engineering Dept: there’s only me, a lady ALONE in this dept, dah la sorang2 lady,sorang2 melayu jugak kat sini- the rest are all Chinese guys,so how to ‘geng’ with them kan?diaorg asik nak mkn Bak Kut Teh je so how laaa

Service Dept: hah!yg ni bagus,ada 4 org melayu tp perangai sesekor cam haram (sori la bhs kasar skit) why I said like this?empat-empat ekor melayu ni (3 lelaki 1 pompuan) sumenya mencuri sparepart and diaorg jual kat contractor dgn harga rendah-keji tak keji?esp yg pakai tudung tu,apahal tu?rambut kau beria2 nak tutup, tp kau mkn duit haram, berpuluh2 ribu kau dah telan, tlg la jgnla menggunakan tudung tu nak meng'cover' perangai buruk kau tu,keji hokeh-so..tau la kan kenapa aku taknak geng ng diaorg ni..aku taknak esok dgn aku2 skali org cop pencurik,so better set a gap!

Admin & Account: hah jap nak jenguk..Ah Kong, Ah Lian, Ah Beng, Ah Kaw, Ah Boon, Ah Soh, Ah Fatt..Kani!hah!Kani je sesorg Indian lady terselit di kalangan ah beng2 itu..dah tu jer komuniti2 kat opis aku ni selain dr all the bosses and managers and also cleaner..

So now u guys faham why I’m so closed with her kan?i only have her in this office to share all my happiness n sadness-she’s the one who always lend her ears listening to all my frustrations, sadness and my crappy idea.. she’s the one who laugh at my stupid jokes no matter how stupid is that stupid jokes, she’s the one who always give me encouragement and moral support whenever I feel down with my work, she’s my lunch partner, my crime partner, my kantin partner and now she’s going to leave me..memang betul2 terasa lah…even sometimes Kani msg-ed me saying she’s on MC or on leave aku dah rasa malas nak pegi opis, apatah lg bila dia takde nnti..mmg kosong..

Sounded like I’m so anti-social punya orgkan?limit and devote myself to only one person..no..it’s not like that..i’m friendly with everyone here,aku ni ramah tamah sng bergaul dgn org (perasan tak?haha) but I’m talking bout a soulmate ere, someone that u can trust so much to share all the feeling inside you and u feel secure about it-tu yg aku jumpa kat Kani, takde kat ah beng2 atau ah lian2 lain kat opis ni or even pencuri2 itu..

And tadi,I had lunch with my ex-colleague Jayson,we all rapat dulu,kalau lunch mesti kluar bertiga..me, Jayson(Chinese) and Kani(Indian) hah complete la 3 sekawankan?but Jayson left us early this year for a better offer and now he’ll be moving to JB,stay there for good..and he dropped by to had lunch with me and bid me farewell since he’ll be leaving to JB this coming Saturday and aku tak tau bila lg aku dpt chance nak jumpa dia..and kani is leaving me too..sedih tak sedih..?apsal sume org nak chow tinggalkan aku ni?i think now is the rite time for me to find a new job,a new working place,a new environment..i'm so desperado!

Kani,wish u all the best in your TESL programme,I still have approximately 2weeks to spend with my dear Cikgu Kani before she leave..sob..sob,cikgu Kani,gonna miss u very very much..

anyone has a job vacancy?babysitter?maid?tea lady?anyone?i'm so desperately need to get out from this place,pls help me..uhuhu

I'm off to Cherating tomorrow!another cuti2 m'sia for me n my little Irina,but this one is fully sponsored by hubby's co!hihi-menyibuk ikut hubby outstationkan?will be back to office on Friday..so cherating,here i come!!!

take care ya all!

cuti-cuti pangkor!

Since last Monday was selangor public holiday (b'day sultan), we took the opportunity to go bercuti and we chose pangkor as our destination. It's about a week me n hubby planned for this vacation and even it was quite stressful booking a place and all(cuti sekolah beb,byk tmpt fully-booked),but alhamdulillah we still managed to have our mini cuti2 malaysia-i think it's good for three of us esp for the babe to have this joyful break considering how less we spend quality time with her for the past few weeks-sooo..this is it,three of us deserved this break!

we were off to pangkor on sunday morning,and after 3.5 hrs journey we reached Lumut around 1.30pm. We had lunch at Lumut, met my sister Ija n family who coincidently spending their holiday at pangkor too,and around 2pm we were on the ferry making our way to pangkor and reached the hotel around 3!-overall, it was a fantastic and great vacation even it was only 1 nite-the babe?fuhhh,she'd been very very very energatic mayb sbb dia teruja and i could say that this is the most tiring vacation i've ever had!most tiring but still most happening and exciting!tgk anak happy, ilang mak punya letih dek non oii..so here it goes,cuti2 irina!

Date: 10 & 11 December 2006 (Sunday & Monday)


had our 'big breakfast' at mcd damansara before making our journey to north-mommy's 'big breakfast' is not that big anymore since mommy have to share it with that little one above huhu

we were on the fery to pangkor-irina selain dr muka kelegaman akibat kepanasan yg membakar,itu juga adalah muka ketakutan dgr bunyi enjin feri yg meletop2,but for a while only,the rest, she was doing just fine enjoying the nice scenery..(lihatlah patung barney itu,menghantui betulkan?sampai ke pangkor tu..)

ambil angin ptg di pantai pasir bogak, ramai giler manusia,happening!

ok la..meh sini nak mengaku..irina adalah takut kpd pantai dan adalah geli kpd pasir pantai,meronta2tidak mahu membuka kasut dan memijak pasir yg halus itu..kenapa nak...kenapa uhuhu..gmbr diatas adalah satu tindakan perendaman yg terpaksa diambil bagi mengelakkan percutian di pulau nan indah ini menjadi sia2..

ok,another pengakuan terbuka..irina adalah sgt jakun dan teruja apabila bermandi di swimming pool-sat tadi menangis taknak mandi pantai kan,la ni menangis meraung taknak kluar dr swimming pool pulak-alaa..terpaksala mommy membuat muka cool menarik irina yg meraung2 taknak kuar,malu hokeh..

Malamnya,we all jalan2 tgk pemandangan malam pulau..the hotel location is quite strategic,nearby the beach and makan2 place, so even takde kereta pun taklah rasa patah kaki-ingat nak jalan2 lagi n lepak at the hotel punya karaoke lounge (heheh ada hati tu) but irina potong stim, dia dah poo-poo and the smell was very strong jadi terpaksa la kitaorg blk bilik jer..

breakfast time!

lps breakfast,another one round of swimming pool session..and another round of crying and shouting, hence another round of mommy mengcover malu..huhuk

time to go back..hmmm..not much time for us to explore the whole pulau-plan to sewa motor and pusing2 satu pulau tiga beranak, but then we realised irina takut motor jugak,dgr bunyi enjin motor pun dah peluk lutut abah..adoii..pantai-freak, motor-freak, pasir-freak,kenape..kenapeee..

irina merenung dr kejauhan pulau pangkor yg ditinggalkan..it's not that 'bye-bye pangkor' but it's 'bye-bye swimming pool' for irina..

conclusion:Fantastic, fabulous and memorable!thanks dear for this great vacation!cupp cupp!!

tidak..saya bukan workaholic..

Ok.

Sila lah lihat time di bawah..it's 7pm already,and aku kat opis lagi..

iyer,di waktu2 hening begini menjelang maghrib aku still lg 'tertonggoh' kat meja aku taip blog..

konon mcm aku stayback sbb byk keje la kan,ni bos jepun dpn aku ni jeling2 je dgr aku ketuk2 keyboard, gaya seorg profesionalist yg begitu berkarisma, stayback krn byk paperwork2 yg perlu disiapkan padehal..aku taip blog..heheh

y aku taip blog at this time?sbb aku cuba mengisi masa dan nak kelihatan busy...

y nak isi masa kat opis dah mcm org takde rumahtangga n family?sbb aku tunggu hubby jemput..tp la ni dia meeting.. dah maghrib buta pun nak meeting jahil apa bos melayu dia ni..huhu

ni lah penangannya pakai satu keta, mmg sejak hubby hantar n jemput selalu je la aku blk lambat,even dia sebenarnya abis keje kul 5,aku kul 6,ikutkan ok je kan,timing cun je kan,tp tu la keje hubby menuntut masa yg lebih drpd yg sepatutnya..dan aku mls nak bising2 nak komplen, ye la nak gaji laki lebih hah ni la pengorbanannya pun..semlm pun blk lmbt gak, mak and along dtg kl n lepak umah ija still i cant managed to meet them huhu..sodeh den..baru ingat nak berpoya2 bersama family..

yg kesian kat irina laa..slalu mommy n abah ambik dia lmbt, dah gelap baru sampai nursery..budak2 pun dah kurang,irina pun dah main sorang2 kat nursery takde geng..what to do syg..ada la jugak yg mensuggestkan idea aku beli keta satu lg,ala kancil pun jadik la kan,lepas aku nak gi blk keje n fetch irina..hmm..still think bout it, tgk la kalau keadaan memaksa..kalu dah sampai satu tahap irina panggil cikgu dia mommy or meraung2 taknak ikut aku blk rumah sbb dia ingat cikgu nursery mommy dia, harus aku beli keta satu lg!

haaaishh..terasa patah kaki..dulu anytime nak cabut,aku cabut..blk awal ambik irina, masak for dinner..now ni mmg tapau je laa..terasa dah lama aku tak meng'mop' dapur..hah pastu aku terasa yg aku skang ni spt gila kuasa dan nama asik stayback je kat opis..mesti diaorg ingat dah nak menjelang appraisal baru la muka aku nak menempek stayback kat opis konon mcm rajin laa, begitu komited dan dedicated!..oh tidaaaak,jgn samakan aku ng colleague2 kiasu yg lain, yg hidup dan mati adalah utk company..dtg pkl 7, blk kul 9mlm, lunchtime tak kluar mkn roti dpn comp,tidak aku tak rela di cap sebagai workaholic dan gila kuasa,aku adalah org yg ada life n aku taknak mati kering kat dpn monitor comp..nasib ada kani, kdg2 kani kesian tgk aku tercongok tunggu hubby, dia selalu offer nak hantar, even rumah dekat but still i feel bad sbb nnti dia kena u turn jauh..

i want my irina now..i want hubby to come and fetch me now..i want to b at home at this moment..i want my own car..uhuhu

ok hubby dah call!nak blk dah!yeay!

Sharing is Caring!

Oh yeah..another birthday entry..

quite a numbers of people that closed to my heart is having their b'day currently besides my own b'day (nov and dec) and now,i mean today..is another birthday of someone that is very very super duper closed to me..how closed is that super super closed?

-we share house
-we share toilet
-we share bed
-we share meal
-we share bank account(kan?kan?)
-we share irina
-we share family
-we share sadness and happiness

so..it's really closed rite?if anything,sure cannot kelentong one,he knows me inside out as well as me knows every inch of him.

Mr R.A, i know u r reading this and i want u to know that even i like to slap u on your errr butt and u like to libas me with your wet towel (we r both sick couple heh?) and even i forced you to say that i look super slim but actually tak ubah spt biskut kembang or even i always torture you to play with my hair and do tocang walaupun u nak tgk tv or even sometimes i feel like mengada2 that i want u to call me baby n u did it even i tau u tak ikhlas,and even tetiba i feel like bersengayut n bergantung kat belakang badan u seolah2 diri ini ringan spt bulu burung (i'm sick or what?) and u merelakan diri diperlakukan sedemikian...haaaishh..still..still hubby u bersabar and banyak layankan perangai tidak senonoh wife kamu ini kerana kamu mungkin..tak kose..jadik layankan saje..or mayb sbb kita sama2 saggy..

thanks for all the sharing, the caring, the caressing hihi and i wish u all the good things in the world la dear!good things for you meaning good thing for me n irina too!

Happy 32nd Birthday ma man..chenta kamu banget!!