New year,not-so-new me

Happy 2009 everyone!

I think it’s not too late to wish a very happy new year. As for me, 2008 offered a lot of good thing in my life, and I just wish 2009 will be another promising year. I celebrated the new year eve waaaay different compared to 10 years ago. Yupp,10 years ago iaitu pd thn 1999 semasa marfuza berusia 21thn. Sweeeet 21.

If 10 years ago marfuza excited dress up to join the crowd for celebration, but 2009 eve marfuza excited dress up her daughter and son in pyjama to go to bed.

If 10 years ago marfuza berbau semerbak mewangi utk keluar bersama rakan2, but mlm menjelang 2009 marfuza berbau semerbak masam dgn muntah susu baby.

If 10 years ago marfuza sibuk menyapu make up di muka, mlm 2009 marfuza sibuk menyapu minyak urat.

If 10 years ago marfuza memegang botol mineral di celahan manusia2 yg membanjiri bintang walk, mlm menjelang 2009 marfuza memegang botol susu to feed her baby sambil membygkan berada di bintang walk.

If 10 years ago marfuza menjerit kegirangan di jalanan sambil menyahut happy new year!,mlm menjelang 2009 marfuza menjerit ketensionan sambil berkata tido laaah! to her daughter and son.

If 10 years ago marfuza menyambut new year dgn music2 yg hype, but 2009,marfuza menyambut new year dgn suara anak2 menangis..

2 scenario yg sgt berbeza bukan?

but did I feel regret?NO. NEVER. Staying at home with 2 kids has made me rethink the path I want to take in life. Even the fact that I’m no longer having much fun like 10years ago, I’m very sure that I’m now heading the right way.yupp. this is what I want and I am thankful for everything that has come my way.

Even if the body is out of shape.
Even if I will not get to enjoy my freetime.
Even if half of my salary goes to the kids.
Even if my nights are now sleepless.
Even if I have an eye bag.
Even if I will have dark circle around my eyes.
Even if look like a panda bear.
I am still thankful..

One thing for sure, it is no longer a path leading to nowhere. Not like 10 years ago.So.. NO REGRETS AT ALL!

p/s:Today marks the last day of my confinement,yahuuu!oh ya, i’m still in muar and only be back to KL on 18th Jan.

p/p/s:I miss my husband very much. He took 1 week off last week and spend the whole week in muar with the wife,daughter and son.He’s now in kl and back to work. Hmm..a husband’s got to do what a husband’s got to do rite?

p/p/p/s:I already break the confinement rule. I followed hubby to Malacca last Sunday for his collegue’s wedding. Not only that,I also drank a glass of sirap ais.Ampun mak. Cuaca panas. Iman anakmu senipis duitnya sekarang.

p/p/p/p/s:I miss to pose with my daughter. This is our happy/silly faces yg bebas kegirangan on the way to melaka. Anyone misses us?No?uhuhu...






Again, happy new year!

Prison Break

Confinement sucks. I think it should be called imprisonment instead of confinement. My confinement period is already a month so no wonder I am already feeling so restless and frantic staying at home. Keras hokay. Jiwa terseksa nih. My confinement period makes me think about the sins I have committed in life so far. Mcm sdg menerima pembalasan dunia. yupp so chronic like that.



Imagine..

1) Not being allowed to bath frequently (paling terer sekali sehari,itupun before 5pm) for 44days

2)Being stomach wrapped(berbengkung) very tightly everyday for 44days straight. (ni pasni kalau perut gendut jugak tak tau laa nak ckp apa)

3)Having to apply ‘pilis’ on the forehead everyday for 44 days straight. (haha,actually i only applied this for 1 week.The last one was when dry crisps of pilis went into my eyes, and nearly into Izmeer’s mouth! oh and the smell stinks too,pening kepala gue)

4) Having to swallow the jamu dan segala mak nenek pati ikan haruan dan gamat everyday for 44days.

5) Being forced to drink ‘ubat periuk’ (air rebusan akar kayu dan segala daunan2 yg ntah dr mana dtgnya) everyday for 44 days straight. (the taste?hoho!rasa mcm nak terjun bangunan lps minum)

6) Having to avoid spicy food, seafood, sayuran2 sejuk, frozen food (fastfood jauh sekali ya, jgn mimpi! again my mom said) ah,sng cerita almost everything edible and delectable for 44days straight.

7) Having to drink nothing but a hot/warm drink everyday for 44 days straight.(cold drink?gassy drink?puuuun jgn mimpi jugak my mom said..)

8)having to apply minyak urat all over the body everynite for 44days straight.

9) having to wear socks and slipper everyday for 44 days straight.

ok,this is the worst:

10) Being stuck at home everyday for 44 days straight.

wah,no kidding, I only went out once to my sister's house yg sekangkang kera, besides that,hanya perukan di rumah shj huhu. Oh u know,tmrw will be a month check up for izmeer,i'm sooo look forward to bring izmeer to clinic so that i can see the outside world haha,takpernah aku seronok nak gi clinic,giler bunyik dah mcm org takde life huhu

i admit that i'm not going through the confinement 100% traditionally, ni pun even ada ngelat skit2 i already feel like choking! so to my fren sally,nadiahkhair and my SIL,miera yg sdg pregnant,all the best in your confinement period nnti ya ;P

oh ya,happy one month birthday to my beloved son..

mommy, abah and kakak would like to see more of you izmeer darling

mommy,let's go and celebrate my birthday at the clinic!

Birthday

i find it hard to update my entry nowadays.

I have lot of stories to tell, lots of pics to upload but none that i managed to do,thanks to my 2 demanding babies.

Oh it has been 16days since i gave birth to izmeer. i shall say that he's such a darling to us,he's so baik lah,tak byk ragam,alhamdulillah sgt2, he's not like his sister during confinement period,adalah sgt menguji keimanan dan kesabaran kakaknya itu ya;kuat menangis, tak tido mlm, sentiasa nak berpegang, hampir2 i meroyan dgn kain batik berlari2 keliling rumah beserta rambut yg bergerbangan,ya sebegitu dahsyat penangannya.

overall, we are all doing ok. I'm recuperating from the operation n alhamdulillah luka pun dah sembuh and i dah boleh berbengkung. Kakak loves to have her brother around and plays her sister act very well;help mummy to feed the baby, help mummy to change diaper,help tokmak to bathe the baby;she just loves her role as a sister,suruh saja amikkan baju adik,or bottle adik or calming down adik if he cries,she will do dgn rela hati. She's really my angel lah even kdg2 ada juga bunga2 jealous dia kt adik,tu biasa la,but overall semua terkawal.

oh ya,last monday(1st Dec) was hubby's bday,HAPPY BIRTHDAY EN R.A DARLING, he's 34 already,aiyah i just can believe it,feel like he's still 24;his age when we 1st time met.

And Happy belated birthday (3rd dec) to my eldest sister MARZURAH OMAR aka Along aka Ah Long.

along adalah kakak yg best and she's generous too. She offered me a handbag at guess boutique last month when she came to kl n i teman-ed her to look for her dinner clutch. Ya sambil membelek2 handbag di rak dgn selamba along berkata 'pilihla handbag mana kau nak, hadiah bday ni,bwh rm500' and i was like 'hapa?ni dialog drama ke apa ni?'dan dlm keadaan diri spt di awang-awangan laju je la kan aku memilih huhu,thanks ya along-so dat's my along aka ah long yg mana spt ah long2 yg lain dia juga adalah suka meminjamkan duitnya kpd adik beradiknya. so to along, happy 37th bday, semoga sentiasa dirahmati dan next year bwkla adikmu ini ke butik coach pula ya ;p

a simple yet meaningful bday celebration..

no present yet for my dearest hubby,tunggu i habis confinement n blk kl,i'll get one for him.

Meanwhile,anggaplah ini sebagai hadiah bday dulu ya,kita share and nikmati bday present ni sama2,bleh?