Three

Happy 3 month old iman izmeer!



I still love to call you boobie baby even you are no longer latching on it, and please dont grow up so fast baby,mommy,abah and kakak never get enough of you.

we love you izmeer!

and this is specially for mama, ayah, kakak qistina and brother aliff

although we are far apart and we never meet each other, but we are very close at heart rite cousins?we just cant wait to see you!(bila?tu tanya mommy dan abah yg sdg berhempas pulas menabung utk tabung kemanusiaan london ;p)

Mental

Bayangkan ini:

Tido hanya 4 jam setiap hari. Setiap pagi adalah hidup dlm kegopohan dan kekecohan kerana tidak mendgr alarm clock. Bingkas bangun dan menyiapkan diri sendiri sambil menjerang air utk anak mandi (rumah saya tiada water heater). Melihat jam yg sudah menunjukkan pukul 6.50am,gerak tgn dan kaki semakin pantas.Didlm kesuraman blk begitu pantas menconteng2 muka dgn harapan kelihatan anggun walaupun ketiak sudah berpeluh2. Sambil itu si montos di dlm playpen sudah bergerak-gerak. Kakinya spt sdg mengayuh basikal dan tgnnya menggapai2 di udara minta di angkat.



Kejutkan kakak dan mendukungnya ke blk air lantas burr burr simbah air dan mandi. Di ketika ini si montos sudah menjerit. sgt kelam kabut. Suami di manakah dikau?oh sdg mandi didlm blk air dgn tenangnya sambil menggosok dan membelai2 tubuh. Tidak mengapa.



Cpt2 pakaikan uniform kakak dan membancuh susu si montos. On tv utk kakak. Bg montos susu sebotol and salinkan diaper. Montos kenyang dan kegirangan. Jam sudah pukul 7.20am. Bergegas pakai baju dan seluar,alamak berkedut pula,tidak mengapa gosok di bahagian hadapan shj. Berlari turun ke bwh,oh itu dia si suami, dgn penuh ketenangan sdg mkn cereal di dining table. Kiss2 montos yg masih lg kegirangan. Si suami masih jua meneruskan ketenangannya dgn memakai stoking dan kasut lantas memasukkan montos ke dlm kereta. Salam tgn suami yg bertenang itu. Bye2 montos,bye2 suami(suami hantar montos ke daycare).



Start engine kereta saya pula, campakkan segala bag ke dlm kereta. Alamak sakit perut pula. Spt mahu terber. Tidak mengapa ,thnkan shj. Jam menunjukkan pukul 7.35am. Tiba di daycare utk menghantar kakak. Oh genggaman tgnnya semakin kuat, tidak mahu saya melepaskannya. Menjerit2 apabila saya menyerahkannya kpd penjaga, 'taknak,taknak!pls mommy hntr kakak,kakak suka mommy,kakak syg mommy’ begitu katanya sambil menangis. Sgt dramaqueen tp cukup buatkan hati mommy sebak dan berat. Lama juga hendak menenangkannya,10min berlalu terpaksa meninggalkannya jua dan drive ke office.



Dgn fikiran berkecamuk fikirkan anak, memandu laju masuk ke federal hiway. Slps tol batu 3 shah alam, deretan kereta ssaaaaangat byk spt tiada berpenghujung.Oh my..Hati yg gundah bertukar panas. Maka bermula lah sesi mencarut berbakul2. Sudah pukul 8.10am. Masih tersiput2 di fed hiway. Hati berdebar2 sempatkah smpi ke ofis seblm 8.30pg?Sudah terbyg muka bos jinjang yg gila kerja itu. 8.15am, di jambatan kabel sunway. Komfem lah tak smpt sampai ke PJ seblm 8.30am. Hela nafas dalam2. Bertenang dan membuka cermin kereta. MasyaAllah,jelmaan mamabosan mana pula ini?muka sgt bersepuh dan bercapuk dgn make up yg tidak sekata,rambut pula saling tak tumpah spt penyapu. Inilah akibat bersolek di dlm suram.Sudahlah jln sgt jem muka pula sgt buruk. Ini sgt menyedihkan.



honk honk maki maki memecut membrek memecut, tibalah saya di parking lot ofis. Perlu berjln 10min ke ofis pula. Tidak boleh berjln ini,perlu berlari2 anak. Oh kedengaran pekerja ofis sebelah mengusik ‘lari kak long,lari’ shadaaap u,aku dah la penat ng tension. Spt mahu dilempang-lempangkan sahaja mereka itu tetapi tidak berani pula. Hanya teruskan sahaja larian.



Tettt,punch card pukul 8.50pagi.



Oh saya lambat lagi utk kali yg ke5 pd minggu ini. Dr kejauhan sudah ternmpk kelibat bos mundar mandir di meja menunggu saya sambil tgn memegang file. Perut yg lapar semakin lapar..tunggu lah sehingga jam 12.30 hari nnti,sementara itu makanlah hati dulu,mungkin boleh menjadi kenyang.



Begini lah kehidupan saya sehari2. Saya boleh menjadi mental jika ia berterusan berlaku. Oh tidak mengapa,esok sudah cuti. Bukan sahaja cuti tapi saya ada sesuatu yg menarik utk dilakukan esok.

Selamat Berhujung minggu rakan2. Semoga hujung minggu kita akan menjadi hari yg merehatkan dan mendamaikan.*tersenyum kelat*

The price of Motherhood

So this blog has not been updated for quite a while now. Say, my last update was last month! isk isk, blame it on motherhood and the likes of it. Even though I am blessed enough to have my mother, mother-in law and husband to help me out, motherhood is still NO BIG DEAL. Try it to believe it.

But despite it all, I am glad I am still managed to handle between my 2 boys, my daughter and the house errant,yupp everything seems to be in good control . Cuma masa utk menjaga diri sendiri shj yg berkurangan uhuhu (read:ada panda bear berkeliaran di pinggiran usj)

i have so many things to tell but so little time to write(read:bos aku isi perut nazi)-so to cut it short,basically i already start working since last week after cny. Iman Izmeer is already 2 mth 10days now.We already held his aqiqah ceremony during cny break in muar(photos to be uploaded later in the next entry). He is now weigh at 6kg dan kadar pengembangan badannya sungguh menggerunkan eh silap memberangsangkan. He drinks 4oz milk every 2 hours and 1 pack of anmum milk lasts for 5days.(read:apa read read,sikit lg dah nak masuk kategori bankrup tau tak? ;p)

lama kami tak kluar anak beranak spend a good time,so yesterday we went to jaya jusco bkt tinggi (tmpt fav) saja jln2-u know,i started siap2kan anak,pack brg sumer pukul 9.30pg, pukul 11.30pagi baru boleh kluar,wahhh penangan betul bersiap dgn 2 org anakkn(sally,how u do it lah?)

taking a nap while mommy and kakak bersiap

we are ready to go!

before we go, menggetik2 dulu di dlm bilik (read:mak dia jer sorang yg ovvverrrr)

iman irina is now our photographer,my pic n hubby dia la yg snap (read:handphone usang mommy semakin jahanam)

getik bersama suami pula (read:itu bukan peha,itu lengan mafuza)

we had such a nice and peaceful lunch (read:windmill restaurant raaaaawwk)

( read:dia ni tido sbb tu la peaceful)

marfuza + r.a = r.a version perempuan & r.a version halus (read 1:anak2 aku mcm takde rupa aku punggg-read 2:genetik org terengganu kuat kot)

my precioussssss(read:kau boleh tak jgn suruh org read read?)

ok,dat was yesterday.

Today marks the 1st day iman irina starts her kindie lesson. We enrolled her at smart reader centre, sec23 shah alam.

I woke her up at 7.20am,bathe her and send her to daycare. The transporter picked her around 8am and there's another 4 kids inside the car from the same 'taman'. We cant send her to the kindie by ourselves since both of us have to go to office very early in the morning,dats why we opt for another transportation. Dont ask me my feeling tgk anak i 1st time naik kereta beramai2 pergi kindie.Sebak (mcm la anak aku nak pegi berperangkan).Hmm besar dah anak dara i.I drove and followed the car from behind and met her at the nursery. When the class started,i slowly i walked off and make a move to the office.

with her classmate, 3 yr old twin shameentra and her bro, shameen,cute sgt!

sbb register lmbt, baru dpt uniform td. So change to uniform. Irina sayang, u are officially a smart reader kid now!

'we are smart reder kids bla bla bla' they are all very cute and lovely!


i admit that i'm very lack of sleep nowadays, i never have chance to enjoy my free time, i always rush between taking care of the kids, cooking, house keeping and all, and i always fall asleep while feeding the baby,but it's all worthwhile to see my kids grow in front of my eyes. The feeling is PRICELESS. (read:en r.a,nak hadiaaaaaah) ;p!