I love my washing machine box

It’s been a while since my last updatekan.

yupp fren I’m still alive and never been admitted to any hospital yet due to either sesak nafas, sakit jantung or critical-meroyan case, so alhamdulillah on that. It’s just that I merely get caught by police when hubby reported that I was no where to be seen for a whole 3 days which in fact I’d been hiding myself inside the washing machine box as one of the attempt to get away from all the chaos. Oh adalah merasa sgt bernasib baik juga kerana tidak end up di mana2 mental hospital ;p

As what I wrote in my previous entry, this month is really a tough month for me to deal with. Ok I’m going to list down again my November schedule:

1) kenduri doa selamat kt muar – alhamdulillah done (last weekend)

2) keberangkatan mak dan abah ke makkah- tonite..check in pukul 2.30 pg.So the whole clan of pak omar will be coming to kl and gather at my house since it’s quite nearby to Kelana Jaya. Agak mengerikan juga utk menyambut tetamu dewasa seramai 15-20 org dgn keadaan rumah yg sgtlah spt sarang buaya dimana kotak2 bertaburan di sana sini. Yer, confirm akan ada yg duduk terselit di celah kotak pd mlm ini dan adik, kamu tidak akan terlepas.

Rungsing dgn keadaan rumah is one thing, but I think keadaan jiwa yg sgt kacau ni sebenarnya berpunca dprd pemergian mak dan abah mlm ni.. serious aku tak keruan skang, it’s a mix up feeling;bersyukur dan happy for mak abah sbb hajat nak buat haji tercapai juga akhirnya..

but deep inside me ada rasa risau dan takut..u know what I mean..mayb sbb aku trauma arwah atok pergi sana 10thn lps and he never come back after that..no it’s not that aku mintak jadi yg bukan2 but I cant help from having that feeling..pls folk, pls pray that my parents selamat pergi dan kembali dgn mendpt haji mabrur..insyaAllah..

oh another fren of mine said this “u shudn’t feel sad, in fact u shud b happy sbb yr parents are among the luckiest person yg terpilih utk menjadi tetamu Allah..” oh god..u r so true dear, thanks very much for the comfort word..

3) New house renovation process- grill, lampu, kipas, built in cabinet, plaster ceiling all done alhamdulillah, tinggal kitchen cabinet dan awning kt belakang rumah tak siap lg,hopefully settle hari ni so that tmrw I can wash the house and move in on Saturday as per our original plan.

4) Pindah this coming Saturday – must be a very tiring day..i’m taking leave tmrw and also next Monday to settle hal pindah randah, lorry pun dah booked..so hopefully cuti 4 hari tu akan diutilizedkan sepenuhnya utk pack dan unpack brg-terus teringat Rafiqah said last time,unpack lagi tension drpd pack,betul la,menciiii..

5) A trip to Osaka the next weekendnya (24th-1st dec) sally,sbb tu la I tak dpt dtg b’day asyraf so sorry huhu..my preparation?zero,yellek(kapla kasi goyang). The temp there is expected to be around 13-14 deg C during night time and I still don’t have any suitable jacket. Mungkin akan membaluti tubuh dgn kain guni shj..oh ya, I got msg from HQ office in Osaka that we might need to take either express train or taxi from kansai international airport to the hotel and the cost is about JPY800 for train and JPY15000 for taxi,and u know how much does it cost if I convert it to RM?It’s about RM450 for the taxi fare!holy shiteee!Hoh lupakan lah shj hasrat utk menshopping t shirt di hard rock Osaka dan membeli all those nice n kinky undergarment..huhu

6) Oh ianya tidak berakhir di no 5,ada lg yg ke-6, the next next weekendnya pulak (8th-9th Dec) after 1 week blk from Osaka, I’ll be going to Bangkok pulak..champion eh?yg pastinya poket adalah sgt kering utk menshopping di sana slps abis kena pau ng jepun,maka harus mengikat diri di kaki katil hotel agar tidak merayap dimana2 shopping spot-mls nak citer byk dah..doakan je la semuanya beres dgn selamat..

So if anyone of u get a msg saying I’ve been warded bcos of hypertension or high blood pressure or maybe lemas kerana menyuruk di dlm kotak mesin basuh selama seminggu,u guys shud already know the reason behind it.oh ya,sila abaikan tajuk yg tiada kena mengena di atas.

Have a nice day fren.Tata.

my November story

Sesak Nafas.

I'm struggling for more air.

I'm almost drowning.

Help..

ah dah start la perlakuan drama queen but i just cant help it. Everything happens at a face pace. i feel like i cannot catch up with time anymore. Everything and anything needs to be done. It's not only my officework, but there's something else,and it's all happen during this month-my november agenda;F.U.L.L.

We need to move out from our current house to the new house latest on Sunday 18th Nov, meaning i only have about 16days to pack things and all and by logic,only 3 weekends available for us (including this coming weekend).The scary part is i haven't done anything yet in terms of persiapan nak berpindah furthermore grill rumah hanya akan siap lg seminggu lebih.So perlu lupakan shj hasrat hendak mengangkut brg sedikit demi sedikit sekiranya rumah tidak bergrill. So nothing much i could do besides pack brg sikit2 and maybe this weekend hanya akan berkeliaran di kedai2 lampu dan langsir shj.

Then come 2nd weekend,we will be back to muar. A kenduri will be held in conjuction with keberangkatan abah dan mak ke mekah to perform Haj. So must go back. it's a MUST.

3rd weekend, this is the critical point,the final dateline-early Friday flight mak abah ke mekah, saturday harus mengemas tak kira mcmana penat sekalipun badan and on sunday by hook or by crook rumah sewa perlu dikosongkan. So now u see why i said sesak dada in a first place?

Summary:
-mengenangkan masa yg suntuk atau boleh dikatakan hampir tiada utk mengemas (unless mengemas di mlm buta slps irina tido pd hari bekerja sehingga bermata lebam dan konfem akan menjelma sebagai panda bear menjelang hari2 terakhir perpindahan)

-mengenangkan renovation process yg agak slow (cuaca tak menentu that's why grill amik masa 2 minggu nak siap..katanya..)

-mengenangkan duit yg dah habis

-mengenangkan mak abah yg akan pergi ke mekah..semoga selamat pergi selamat kembali..ala dah sedih pulak nii..

-mengenangkan jemputan2 opehhouse dan majlis2 yg tak dpt nak hadir

-mengenangkan diri yg berkemungkinan menjadi beruang panda

i wish org2 india yg ramai masa opis kami berpindah pd hari tu tiba2 menjelma kt rumah tolong mengangkut brg segala dan aku hanya perlu bercekak pinggang mengarah itu dan ini...or how i wish aku lah yg berada didlm salah satu kotak yg sudah di bungkus dan hanya menunggu org mengangkut aku utk di bawa ke rumah baru..hmm not bad lah this idea,mungkin perlu melakukan ini sekiranya tahap meroyan sudah maksima ;p

well,my sis ija asked 'why dont u just pay extra rent for this month so u could extent and have extra time untill the end of this mth jadi tidak perlu terkocoh2 berpindah?'

my answer is no bcoz i'll not be around on the 4th weekend and wil be away for a business trip until 1st dec, so no use..

wish me luck ppl, pls pray that everything is scheduled accordingly and work as per plan.

breathe in..
breathe out..
check the mirror
go

Have a nice weekend frens!