my November story

Sesak Nafas.

I'm struggling for more air.

I'm almost drowning.

Help..

ah dah start la perlakuan drama queen but i just cant help it. Everything happens at a face pace. i feel like i cannot catch up with time anymore. Everything and anything needs to be done. It's not only my officework, but there's something else,and it's all happen during this month-my november agenda;F.U.L.L.

We need to move out from our current house to the new house latest on Sunday 18th Nov, meaning i only have about 16days to pack things and all and by logic,only 3 weekends available for us (including this coming weekend).The scary part is i haven't done anything yet in terms of persiapan nak berpindah furthermore grill rumah hanya akan siap lg seminggu lebih.So perlu lupakan shj hasrat hendak mengangkut brg sedikit demi sedikit sekiranya rumah tidak bergrill. So nothing much i could do besides pack brg sikit2 and maybe this weekend hanya akan berkeliaran di kedai2 lampu dan langsir shj.

Then come 2nd weekend,we will be back to muar. A kenduri will be held in conjuction with keberangkatan abah dan mak ke mekah to perform Haj. So must go back. it's a MUST.

3rd weekend, this is the critical point,the final dateline-early Friday flight mak abah ke mekah, saturday harus mengemas tak kira mcmana penat sekalipun badan and on sunday by hook or by crook rumah sewa perlu dikosongkan. So now u see why i said sesak dada in a first place?

Summary:
-mengenangkan masa yg suntuk atau boleh dikatakan hampir tiada utk mengemas (unless mengemas di mlm buta slps irina tido pd hari bekerja sehingga bermata lebam dan konfem akan menjelma sebagai panda bear menjelang hari2 terakhir perpindahan)

-mengenangkan renovation process yg agak slow (cuaca tak menentu that's why grill amik masa 2 minggu nak siap..katanya..)

-mengenangkan duit yg dah habis

-mengenangkan mak abah yg akan pergi ke mekah..semoga selamat pergi selamat kembali..ala dah sedih pulak nii..

-mengenangkan jemputan2 opehhouse dan majlis2 yg tak dpt nak hadir

-mengenangkan diri yg berkemungkinan menjadi beruang panda

i wish org2 india yg ramai masa opis kami berpindah pd hari tu tiba2 menjelma kt rumah tolong mengangkut brg segala dan aku hanya perlu bercekak pinggang mengarah itu dan ini...or how i wish aku lah yg berada didlm salah satu kotak yg sudah di bungkus dan hanya menunggu org mengangkut aku utk di bawa ke rumah baru..hmm not bad lah this idea,mungkin perlu melakukan ini sekiranya tahap meroyan sudah maksima ;p

well,my sis ija asked 'why dont u just pay extra rent for this month so u could extent and have extra time untill the end of this mth jadi tidak perlu terkocoh2 berpindah?'

my answer is no bcoz i'll not be around on the 4th weekend and wil be away for a business trip until 1st dec, so no use..

wish me luck ppl, pls pray that everything is scheduled accordingly and work as per plan.

breathe in..
breathe out..
check the mirror
go

Have a nice weekend frens!