Bubbles of Life

Puasa dan raya

2009-09-17T11:28:00.015+08:00

how's my puasa this year?

hectic, super duper busy.

Busy kt ofis and busy kt rumah.

kadang2 rasa takde masa nak bernafas.

semuanya tak sempat.

tak sempat update blog.

tak sempat shopping secara berleluasa.

tak sempat ulit diri.

tak sempat berterawih erkk (mak mesti menangis baca ni)

tapi saya merasa agak bangga jugak krn dlm bdn penat2 tu smpt jugak saya rush blk rumah dan memasak juadah buka puasa. I dare to say almost everyday memasak,dgn baju ofis make up gemerlapan masuk dapur pegang senduk ketung ketang ala2 jamie oliver.cuma adalah a few days yg berbuka di luar,ada buka di rumah mak mentua,dan juga attend function2 bukak puasa di hotel2. (nomee,i bukak pose kt grand blue wave friday 11th,tak smpt nak rasa 50% disc huaaa). oh dan thn ni rekod kena outstation entertain client bukak puasa di bt pahat,di Katerina Hotel.dpt lah bermlm di rumah mak abah kt muar. dpt jugak hilangkan rasa rindu yg mencengkam kt mak abah,bukak fridge tgk sisa2 makanan yg mak peram then ambik bau helmet abah..ahh..rindunya..

even bln ramadhan bdn ni penat skit drpd biasa,plus tak cukup tido sbb every nite tido pkl 1pagi then bgn pukul 4pagi goreng nasik utk sahur,tp rasa syahdu tetap ada bila ramadhan semaikn hampir pergi. slalu terfikir ntah ada umur ntah tak utk berjumpa dgn bln ramadhan thn dpn, berpeluang kah lagi berbuka bersama suami dan anak2 tercinta, berpeluang kah lagi bersahur pukul 4 pagi mkn 2 pinggan nasik goreng sambil suami menjeling dan berkata 'ni sahur ke buka'?

berpeluangkah utk merasa ini2 semua lagi di thn hadapan?Wallahualam..

momen2 di atas akan sgt dirindui..

momen anak kecil berumur 9bln girang menemankan mummy dan abahnya bersahur pd pukul 5pagi juga akan dirindui..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA,MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN DARI MARFUZA, RANO ARIFF,IMAN IRINA DAN...

IMAN IZMEER!

oh saya tak tipu psl izmeer pun bgn sahur,tgklah waktu kt pic tu,pastu tgk muka kegirangan dia

p/s:raya ni nak tempek bedak asas byk2 kt bwh mata.

And now, everyone can fly..

2009-08-12T16:46:00.020+08:00

Yes, termasuklah encik omar dan puan zalitah, ayahanda dan bonda saya yg tercinta. Thanks to Air Asia X yg dah menerbangkan mak dan abah ke London on 25th July.

My parents are going to stay there for 3mth temankan my sis sefamily kt sana,sambil jalan2 makan angin. 3 month k, not 3 days, not 3 weeks...meaning puasa dan beraya di sana, meninggalkan kami 3 beradik terkontang kanting di malaysia tanpa arah dan tujuan (wah sgt loser bunyiknya)

MELOPONG JE LAH BLK KAMPUNG HADAP MARDIANA DGN ISKANDAR SIDEK.

rindunya kt mak abah, rindu suasana balik kg mak abah excited sambut kepulangan cucu2, rindu kt lauk pauk mak masak, rindu kt hidangan sarapan pagi yg penuh semeja di beli oleh abah,rindu bebelan dan nasihat mak, rindu bau helmet abah, rindu segala galanya..

puan marniza happy ya dpt kidnap mak ng abah

qistina yg comel, mummy rinduuu sgt kt awak ng alip

car boot sale

sakan shopping kt car boot sale

how i wish i can join mak ngan abah huwaaaa!!

ini lah yg paling dirindui sekarang, sarapan pagi yg penuh satu meja bila anak2 blk kampung, tiada lagi saat2 indah sebegini selama 3 bulan uhuhu..

tiada pilihan lain lagi.. terpaksa menghadap muka mardiana sahaja instead of menghadap makanan penuh di meja,oh tidaaaaakkk..

Renjis renjis di pilis

2009-07-28T10:30:00.019+08:00

Selamat Pengantin baru kpd adik saya yang tersayang-walaupun-selalu-rasa-macam-nak-sekel-tunjal-kepala-dia iaitu mardiana omar dan hubbynya iskandar sidek. walaupun dah 2minggu berlalu(2minggu pengantin baru lg ke?) i think it was the memorable event ever sbb itu lah majlis perkahwinan yg terakhir dlm keluarga encik omar dimana anak bongsu kesygannya yg dah byk cekik airmata makabah(wah sempat tikam lg ;p) sudah menamatkan zaman bujangnya seterusnya menjadi isteri org.

sedih juga sbb kakak saya marniza serta suaminya dan anak2 qistina dan aliff tiada utk sama2 meraikan hari bersejarah ini. Walaupun begitu akak,along dan kak ija ada amanat utk disampaikan kpd adik:

JANGAN INGAT DAH KAHWIN BOLEH MELEPASKAN DIRI DARI BULIAN KAKAK KAKAK,ALONG CEPAT KUMPUL STOKIN SURUH DIA BASUH, PASTU GI KEMAS BILIK AKAK,TUKAR LANGSIR PASTU PASANG CADAR OREN MERIAH TU,HAH MOP LANTAI BILIK SKALI

OK, mari kita mulakan cerita bergambar, sila bertahan kerana byk gmbr2 perasan cun disini

Venue: Kediaman En Omar dan Puan Zalitah, Muar Johor
Date: 11th July 2009

hah baru je ckp, kuar dah gmbr prasan model

ni satu lg,perghh tak menahan..

uish,laki sapa la percubaan jadik artis rock kapak ni

anak sapa pulak la yg comot ni..how i wish qistina and aliff could join us that day,sure diaorg happy dpt berkumpul dgn cousin2 lain..

utk kelihatan tidak melahap makan nasik beriyani 2 pinggan,sila lah makan di ceruk dapur,agak2 ada org tegur,sila masukkan kepala ke dlm tudung saji yg dh siap standby di blakang

us without beloved sister puan marniza,tak cukup korum,we miss u mar!!! uhuhuhu..

adik2 kompang yg sgt lah comel,berkompang sambil menari

majlis bersanding

ayahanda tercinta menepung tawar

giliran bonda tercinta pulak..handbag berkilat besar tu ialah kepunyaan mak pengantin,kakak pengantin tolong pegangkan sekejap,al maklum lah byk sampul duit kt dlm ya..

posing yg errrr..takpe lah anda di maafkan kerana pengantin baru..

sekali lagi utk adik bongsu saya mardiana omar, selamat menempuh alam perkahwinan,semoga sentiasa beroleh keberkatan dlm rumahtangga,semoga dikurniakan anak2 yg soleh/solehah dan beriman spt iman irina,semoga berkekalan..amin ya rabbal aaalamin..

Semoga 40thn akan dtg akak masih nmpk senyuman dan kasih syg yg sama spt dlm gmbr ni..

but of coz version senyuman takde gigi..

dan version ukurlilit pinggang yg dah menebal 2kali ganda errkk..

Little Angel..

2009-07-07T16:05:00.006+08:00

Uzhair syg,

Maafkan auntie atas kelekaan dan kealpaan..

Maafkan auntie atas kelewatan menulis tentang kehadiran uzhair yg sememangnya sgt di raikan. Auntie sepatutnya menulis tentang uzhair sebln 3 minggu yg lepas.

Auntie sepatutnya berkongsi kegembiraan mummy dan daddy uzhair di blog auntie yg tak seberapa ini pd 13hb mei yg lepas. Tapi atas sbb2 kealpaan auntie dgn urusan2 duniawi yg spt tidak berpenghujung, auntie terlepas mengumumkan berita gembira ketibaan uzhair ke dunia. Namun auntie bertekad utk menulis tentang diri uzhair pd isnin dpn iaitu genap 2 bln uzhair menyinari keluarga kita. Auntie dah plan nak letak gmbr2 comel uzhair di Terengganu utk tatapan rakan2 dan keluarga di blog ini. Auntie dah plan nak tulis tentang perkembangan uzhair yg dilahirkan pre-matured 32 minggu,byk yg auntie dah plan nak tulis syg..

Namun auntie tak sangka auntie akan tulis entry ni seminggu lebih awal bukan sebagaimana yg dirancang iaitu isnin dpn dihari kelahiran uzhair yg ke 2 bln. Tapi auntie tetap bertekad utk meneruskan menulis tentang dirimu Uzhair sayang.

Uzhair lahir pre mature 32 weeks, sebagaimana cemasnya mummy dan daddy uzhair,begitu juga auntie dan uncle bahkan seisi keluarga. Tp cemas dan resah kami hilang apabila menatap wajah comel uzhair,you were so small sayang,only 1.8kg but kehadiran uzhair cukup melengkapkan kegembiraan mummy dan daddy yg mmg dah lama menantikan uzhair. Being pre-mature,uzhair keluar masuk hospital mainly bcoz of jaundice,and auntie still boleh recall how I seek advice from auntie noha bout pre mature baby,auntie try to figure out as much fact bout pre mature baby to assist mummy on taking care of you.

Uzhair, As far as I remember you,you are such a wonderful and good baby. Uzhair anak yg baik,jarang menangis, jauh sekali buat mummy dan grandma letih,as what grandma always said, rumah tu tak mcm ada baby dlm pantang,senyap sunyi spt biasa sbb uzhair sgt baik,byk tidur dan tak byk kerenah.

Then the last moment I saw u,uzhair dah gain weight!which was about 2 weeks ago,uzhair dah 2.3kg,dah nmpk berisi,mummy ckp uzhair dah minum susu byk.and the unique thing bout u,u look exactly like ur daddy from side view but also a resemblance of your mummy from front view. How auntie and your mummy giggled and enjoyed looking at you having your beautiful sleep that time.

Everything went well..u went back to tganu for 2 weeks and returned to kl last Saturday. Auntie was supposed to visit u last Saturday nite but Allah telah mempunyai perancanganNya . Auntie sepatutnya dtg hari ahad mlm visit uzhair but Allah ada ketetapanNya sendiri. And auntie put a hope to meet you on Monday nite but again..Allah Maha Besar telah merancang dan menentukan segala-galanya...

When I heard the bad news yesterday at 10.15am,it felt like a sharp blow struck me down, my heart broke into pieces as well as my tears falling down my face. Betapa berat hati kami semua melepaskan uzhair pergi, lagi berat bebanan emosi yg di tanggung mummy dan daddy uzhair. Betapa remuk hati kami sekeluarga,remuk lagi hati mummy yg mengandungkan uzhair dgn segala kepayahan. Uzhair pergi terlalu awal sayang..meninggalkan
mummy,daddy,grandma,grandpa,auntie,uncle rano,uncle remie,kakak irina dan abg izmeer,this is so sudden sayang..

Tapi,kami redha dgn ketentuan ini. Sudah termaktub bhw Shamir Uzhair Bin Ahmad Shawal hanya dipinjam kan kpd kami utk 53hari. Sudah termaktub Shamir Uzhair Bin Ahmad Shawal mejadi hak milik mummy dan daddy mu hanya utk 53hari. Sudah tertulis grandma dan grandpa hanya mampu memeluk membelai dan mencium uzhair selama 53hari. Betapa bertuah insan bernama Shamir Uzhair yg sudah di pilih oleh Allah S.W.T diantara jutaan umatnya utk menjadi ahli syurga..sudah pasti syurga lah tempat mu sayang..

Shamir Uzhair our little angel is now resting with the true Angel...Rest in peace sayang..semoga Uzhair,mummy dan daddy akan bertemu si sana kelak..Kami redha melepaskan uzhair pergi..your are deeply missed adik..

Al-Fatihah..

in Loving Memory of Shamir Uzhair: 13th May 09 - 06th July 09

p/s: frens,pls pray for my sister miera marini and her husband shawal during this most difficult moment..semoga doa kita semua dpt memberikan ketenangan dan kekuatan kpd mereka berdua..thanks..

Tribute to MJ

2009-06-26T18:10:00.001+08:00

I remember the year when I hear the song Billy Jean and Beat it for the first time.

It was back to year 1986 at my pak uda’s house when my late cousin arwah abg zul played the song. I was 8 years old then, suka sgt melepak dkt rumah my pakuda since his house ada video player,tv Singer besar and disc player(I don’t know what they called it dat time,but it’s huge with a left n right speaker and only can play the CD,the big-black colored CD). U know my family bukan sng sgt during those years, so to have all this so-called hi tech punya brg yg abah saya tak mampu nak beli,saya adalah sgt kagum dan gemar melepak disitu mendgr lagu dan menonton video P Ramlee instead of duduk rumah sndiri mendgr siaran radio satu RTM yg mak. So di rumah pak uda lah saya mengenali lagu Beat It, Thriller and Billy Jean selain lagu Vogue by Madonna. Dan dr situ juga saya mengenali Superstar Michael Jackson dan Madonna yg masa tu cover albumnya adalah dia menyerupai Marilyn Monroe. Sgt berbeza rasanya apabila dirumah hanya mendgr kaset album Dayangku Intan dan Alleycat.

Still very fresh in my mind how that time abg zul tried to immitate the very famous ‘moonwalk’ by Michael Jackson sambil i jadik penontonnya,how badan dia yg chubby terhenjut2 cuba meniru gaya MJ sambil bertanya kt I ‘ok tak abg zul buat?terer tak?’ and I was like ‘whoaaa terer laa,tak penah lg tgk org berjln mcmni,yeay terer la abg zul!’ sambil I terus berdiri dan try buat ‘moonwalk’ jugak yg of course adalah sebijik spt penguin nak beranak bila I buat.
Then dr situ saya membesar bersama lagu2 michael Jackson. Masih terbyg2 juga akan kekaguman terhadap videoclip beliau Black or White’ dimana ada muka pelbagai bangsa bertukar-tukar,I bet most of u all ingtkan?masa tu I tingakatan dua dan masa form 5 how You Are Not Alone song helped me to go thru my bad time yg sdg mengalami krisis jati diri(wah ayat)

So this mrng when I heard bout the sad and shocking news,I just shiverd and I cant help myself from remembering those memories 20years ago. I teringat arwah abg zul. I teringat arwah makuda dan pakuda. Juga sgt2 teringat zaman susah dan senang saya semasa kanak2 dan remaja. Zaman saya membesar bersama Iagu2 Michael Jackson which I confidently quote that I laugh and i cry with his song.

He’s gone now. He will be deeply missed.

Al-fatihah juga untuk Allahyarham Zulkifli Bin Adam…

What's up with Izmeer?

2009-06-23T15:24:00.037+08:00

i have loads n loads of photos of my two imans but i have no idea of what to write,i mean to write a proper cerita bergambar some sort like dat. sometimes when i have a photo and an idea to write a story related to that photo, the time is not at my side pulak. sudahnya gmbr 2-3bln lepas membasi jer dlm pendrive i. i nak kluarkan gmbr2 tu semua skang.

ok.

i wanna start the entry by wishing a happy 7month old to my beloved rajakepam,iman izmeer. Sesuai dgn usianya yg sudah 7bln,izmeer juga sudah menunjukkan tembelangnya. Tembelang susah nak tidur,mesti menangis dan berguling guling sepuluh pusingan sebelum tido, tembelang suka menjerit, tembelang sentiasa hendak org menghadap muka dia,tembelang tak boleh duduk sorang2 nnti akan menjerit,tembelang suka menarik rambut,tembelang memanjat, tembelang segala tembelang lah. ini lah budaknya yg sgtlah sng hendak dijaga sewaktu pantang tetapi kini adalah mencabar jiwa dan raga like 'tadaaaa mommy this is the real me!bersiap sedia lah!'

it's not to say izmeer is a hard to please baby but compare to 2-3mth back, adalah agak mencabar skang ya. mencabar smpi ke tahap kena beli ini dan goncang dan ayun dan zikir Lailahaillallah seratus kali baru boleh tidur.

izmeer pun dah start merangkak,i can say about 2weeks ago dah. also started to take solid food about 3 weeks ago. there i told u byk benda i miss nak update. hah izmeer pun dah blh utter ma or bah bah once in a while.

ok lah,tidak perlu menceceh byk2. Saya akan memuntahkan segala gambar2 di dlm simpanan. Sila jgn muntah pula ya.

but, one thing that is never change.

The smile on his face.

He still put the same wide spread smile.

sbb tu dia masih lg menyandang gelaran 'mat sengih'.

happy 7mth old my busyuk mat sengih.

Love u loads!

Five Great Years

2009-06-15T14:59:00.016+08:00

it's been a while since the last update.

I planned to write an entry bout my wedding anniversary 3 days after the last entry, which was on 29th May,the day of my 5th wedding anniversary,but somehow marfuza being marfuza, adalah sgt poyo tahap kebusy-annya, bajet busy seorg lady boss yg menguruskan beratus ratus staff serta 10 anak syarikat padahal hanya busy menjadik driver bos pegi site visit.bluergh.

ok la,straight to the point. Bersempena dgn sambutan hari ulangtahun perkahwinan kami yg ke5, this entry is dedicated to my beloved husband en R.A yg sedang bekerja di shah alam dgn ucapan 'cepatlah letak surprise anniversary gift bwh bantal, kalau nak lagi surprise letak kt celah celah lipatan spenda pun boleh,so bgn pagi nak pegi keje bukak laci spenda mar ala ala terkejut dan terharu gitu,mar tunggu tau,letak tau,eh cop,hadiah iphone tu dah beli blom?

i phone takdak, 770i ada, jadik laaa..janji ada 'i' gak kan kt blakang tu

Same like previous years, we celebrated the anniversary stuffing ourselves with good food at..

Road House Grill, Jalan Ampang

sgt special tempat ini, baldi pun naik atas meja ya,cool kan serve roti ngan kacang dlm baldi

steak yg juicy dan sgt sedaaaap,nyumm nyumm

dear my bedmate,thanks for the great dinner and the gift, saya akan berusaha dgn lebih gigih utk menjadi isteri yg baik dan solehah, lebih gigih berusaha utk menjadi tukang masak yg berjaya,lebih gigih berusaha utk menjadi pengasuh terbaik utk anak anak anda, lebih gigih berusaha utk menghilangkan babat2 dan jerawat supaya sentiasa indah di mata anda,dan juga..

lebih gigih berusaha utk meng'pau' anda.

ya anda encik rano ariff.

tahun depan iphone ya.

of course yg latest model punya. ;p

Random

2009-05-26T13:34:00.011+08:00

Baca blog noha td,dgn pertanyaan anda berasa hebat harini?hmm not on my side,here some of the quick notes:

-on my way back home yesterday,my boss called me only to say that i need to attend a site visit at utm jln semarak SHARP 9am (this morning) together with all the drawing and segala mak nenek document,n i was like 'sengal betul la manusia ni,afsal laaa tak ckp ng aku awal2?boleh la aku bwk blk siap2 drawing tu sumer then just go to jln semarak straight frm my house.ni tak,dah tak pepasal aku kena dtg dulu opis pepagi buta amik brg2 sume then only gi jln semarak,menyusahkan laa, tau kan shah alam-pj jem dia mcmana?ni lagi pulak aku nak kena tempuh jln tun razak,jln tun razak yer,bukan jln bentayan muar,menciii

-smart tunnel tu takde la smart sgt, masuk2 tolgate je dah jem,all the way dlm tunnel up to the exit jemm,i dont know sbb nasib aku malang pagi ni ke or mmg tiap2 hari jem dlm tunnel tu,mntk balik 2hengget aku skang,tak berbaloi baloi lnsg

-telah membuat lawak di persimpangan besar dpn tabung haji tu,kan org ni nak cpt so berhimpit2lah kt tgh simpang tu,and tak smpt nak lepas the green light,dia dah tukar red light and my car je seketul ketul di tgh simpang yg besar tu ya,yess,berjaya membuat lawak di tgh2 bandaraya kuala lumpur,perlahan2 drive dan menghimpit ke tepi utk memberi laluan kenderaan lain sambil membuat muka sardin,dah beranak dua pun penyakit jonah tak hilang hilang lg ;p

-i need to go to jkr hq behind bank negara plak pasni,letih pg td tak hilang dah kena drive my boss there-dah tau byk gak selok belok jln dlm kl ni, sikit hari lagi boleh buat part time jadik driver teksi sapu,keta pun dah ala-ala teksi sapu kan

-roti canai dan nescafe tarik yg saya pekena dpn gerai menara celcom dah membuatkan perut ala2 memulas spt mahu mencirit,dah ni nak kena kuar plak,nak memburukkan lg keadaan sakit perut dlm keta tgh2 jem teruk,erkk ngeri

hanya satu je kejadian hebat yg telah berlaku,iaitu my buddy's wedding last sunday nite. Hebat
lah sbb selain dpt mkn lauk pauk kenduri kawin yg nyummm,telah dpt jumpa geng geng lain gak,best best

so to shai and mahathir, selamat pengantin baru,selamat lah menempuh hidup berkeluarga,cpt2 ada baby boleh join 'the lynette club'!

sorang muka sepuh,tepek bedak berkilo kilo bajet cover jerawat,sorang lg kt blakang tu muka berkilat2,dah sesuai la tu

dahla,nak ca alip bot

tata.

Run Irina run!

2009-05-18T16:27:00.016+08:00

Yesterday was irina's kindie sport day. In fact there were 5 smart reader centres based in shah alam took part in this event. It started as early as 8.30am and finished around 12noon.

The main thing is i still cannot believe that yesterday i watched my own daughter participate in school sport. I mean,it feels only yesterday pak Omar dtg sek ren Sultan abu Bakar, berdiri di tepi padang bertepuk tgn sambil berteriak memberi sokongan kpd seorg kanak-kanak hitam comot dan kurus yang tersemput semput berlumba lari dgn berkaki ayam.

rasa mcm baru semalam kedgran mak dgn abah ckp 'wah,best la dpt hadiah kaler, nnti lari laju2 lagi ya' sambil mengusap ngusap kepala kanak2 itu. dan rasa mcm baru semlm jugak kanak2 perempuan hitam rambut jarang dan berbau masam itu menggenggam erat hadiah kaler pensil luna yg dimenanginya sambil bertekad utk berlari dgn lebih laju lg pd thn hadapan.

semuanya rasa mcm baru semlm terjadi.

tuptup jer semlm dah tgk anak sendiri berlari2 participate dlm sukan, and tuptup my turn pulak duduk tepi padang (futsal court actually) berteriak sambil bertepuk tgn memberi sokongan kt anak. Tak lupa juga membuat muka riak apabila team anak menang sambil memekak-mekak di balik jaring court 'good job irina!good job!' Over tak over marfuza semlm.

dahtu boleh pulak nak rasa terharu sampai bergenang air mata. Dgn gaya dramatic ala ala pelakon drama slot samarinda, air mata yg bergenang di balik kaca mata hitam itu dikesat perlahan2 dgn tisu tesco. ye lah mcm tak sangka ini lah dia budaknya yg melalak lalak masa pantang,ini lah dia budaknya yg buat mak dia hampir meroyan berlari2 dgn kain batik,daaah masuk pertandingan sukan ,kejap jer besar dah...

anak makin membesar,umur juga makin bertambah, pangkal umur dah angka 3, masih tak sedar sedar diri jugak,apa lah nak jadik..semakin laju lah air mata yg merembes dibalik kaca mata hitam itu uhuhuk

cukup lah drama sebabak ni. Meh layan gmbr pulak ;p

This saturday ada parent-teacher meeting pulak, nak bincang psl result mid term exam yg baru lepas. Ala ala hari terbuka ambik report card la ni. mana rupa lah pencapaian anak dara sunti saya ni ya.

Jgn air mata meleleh lagi bila tgk result dia sudah laa ;)

Seronok juga dapat menyambut Hari Ibu di katil 3 Kubikal 1 Wad Kanak-kanak Hospital Muar

2009-05-14T17:19:00.010+08:00

Happy Mother's Day!

i love being a mother

(akan sambung menulis ini sebanyak 17 muka surat di buku latihan sekolah) ;p

Cek habaq mai gi mana..?ooo Penang..

2009-05-07T10:53:00.036+08:00

It's good to have a weekend getaway. Getting away from the tiring routine. Getting away from the city madness. Getting away from the work stress. So that's why we decided to go to penang on 1st may and stayed there for 2 nights. Nak lari dari rutin hidup di kl yg melelahkan.

Oklah.

Mengaku.

Sebenarnya nak melantak. Melantak segala makanan2 menarik di penang. U know since last year saya mengidam nak mi udang penang. Since Izmeer sebesar biji kacang di dlm perut. but thinking of the sickness and my weak condition, hasrat itu hanya terpendam shj. Blamed it on my boss yg telah membawa saya mkn mi udang teluk kumbar penang sometimes last year semasa kami outstation. Sejak itu lah mi udang teluk kumbar sentiasa melambai-lambai. Mcm udang dlm pinggan tu berdiri dan menyeru 'mariii marfuzaaaa..mariii...lihatlah diriku ini marfuzaaaaa..' yer mcmtu lah lebih kurang. Jadi insan berperut puaka ini tidak teragak2 memplan utk ke penang sempena cuti hari pekerja yg lalu.

Stay where: Hydro Majestic, Feringghi Beach Penang (formerly known as feringhhi beach resort) i highly recommend this hotel,if u book via internet u'll get cheaper rate.waaaay cheaper than the walk-in rate.

Acara makan2:
-nasi kandar pelita seberang perai (tak sama ng pelita kt sini,mmg kawwww)
-roti benggali(very famous home-made bread kt penang) cicah kari
-mi udang teluk kumbar
-laksa penang
-rojak buah

acara kempunan:
-char kuew tiow (huwaaaa!!)
-sup hameed
-nasi kandar 'line clear'
-pasemboq
-gurney drive(jemmm sgt)
-pasar mlm batu feringghi (hujaaaan)
-padang kota (tak tau celah bedah mana dia terselit)

here goes the pics. i just dump all the photos,here,jgn muntah darah tgk muka pompuan cas cun tu yer ;p

Hydro Majestic, Penang

mariiiii marfuzaaaa...mariiii...

baiklah,saya datang.

1st day we arrived there, cuaca cantik. but 2nd day hujan kt penang. just look at the pic above,komtar n penang bridge mendung jer. That's why byk acara mkn tergendala,ye lah dgn budak2 nyer lg kan,tu yg payah skit tu. Kalau berdua ng hubby komfem selamba jer redah. pasir pantai feringghi pun tak smpt jejak huhu

so dats all cerita penang.Best, nnti nak pegi lg,nak qada' acara2 kempunan tu semua (sesedap rasa ckp,mcm laki ada mesin cap duit blakang rumah).

Weekend ni pun ada getaway jugak. getaway kt jln hj jaib muar,duduk kt rumah tumpangan Haji Omar. of course acara makan2 ada menanti,lontong,soto,mi bandung, murtabak singapore, ikan bakar,mee sup zaidi..

cukup2 lah tu marfuza,bawak-bawaklah intai objek berlapis di balik baju tu,tak reti-reti..

Hujung Minggu yang Hebat

2009-04-30T10:50:00.014+08:00

Hujung minggu yg lepas adalah sgt hebat dan memuaskan hati.

Puas hati kerana rumah telah kemas dan bersih and at the same time telah menshopping. Shopping disini bukan acara shopping yg normal tetapi ia telah menawarkan potongan harga serendah 80%. baju kanak2 boleh didpti serendah rm5 dan sluar jeans rm15. begitu juga dgn brgan2 hiasan rumah spt alas kaki dan sarung bantal yg harganya murah2 belaka. Terima kasih kpd metrojaya warehouse sale yg telah diadakan selama 5hari di stadium melawati shah alam. Sesemenjak keluarga sudah berkembang dan perbelanjaaan rumah sudah meningkat, jualan2 gudang yg menawarkan harga yg rendah sudah sinonim dgn diri. Gigih diri ini berhimpit2 dan berebut2 jua hampirhampir bertarik baju dan rambut demi jualan yg sememangnya murah ini. spend rm200 dpt 20 helai pakaian anak2 ,sgt hebat dan berbaloi bukan?klapp klapp klapp(tepukan perangsang diri sendiri)

sandal crocs adalah 40% diskaun,masih berbaloi utk dimiliki walaupun terpaksa dibyr dgn jerih perih berebut size 6 dan bergelumang dgn peluh ketiak manusia.

Hari Ahad pula di habiskan dgn mengemas rumah sehari suntuk. Setelah membelai diri dgn brgan murah metrojaya, apa salahnya membelai rumah pula. kesemua cadar di bilik tidur ditukar dan dibasuh, selain dr 2 round basuhan utk baju anak2 dan baju kerja. Menyapu dan mengemop lantai atas dan bawah, mengelap habuk di almari, membasuh ketiga2 tandas, melipat baju anak2 wah sgt marathon acara mengemas pd hari itu. Penat tak usah dicakap, tetapi mengenangkan mungkin ia mampu membakar babat sehingga lapisan ke 7, semangat itu telah berjaya dikekalkan. Untuk terus merasa diri adalah hebat spt superwoman, telah mengambil keputusan utk menghabiskan lauk2 basah didlm fridge meaning telah memasak utk lunch. Dlm kepenatan, sambil menumis bawang diri tersenyum mengenangkan babat2 yg mungkin berjaya dibakar.

terima kasih en r.a kerana menggosok baju kerja sendiri

dan terima kasih kerana membantu membasuh toilet

terima kasih jua kepada anak2 yg tidur serentak,amannya laaa hai..

terima kasih dan Alhamdulillah dgn rezeki Allah ini;singgang sotong, telur bungkus yg tak berapa nak bungkus, sayur goreng dan ikan goreng rentung.

Puas hati. Sangat sangat berpuas hati dgn segalagala yg telah berlaku.

Hanya satu sahaja yg tidak memuaskan.

Tentang lapisan babat itu.Sehingga ke hari ini ia masih disitu lagi. Teguh dan kukuh berlapis-lapis. Intai di balik baju skang dan kira..1,2,3... masih 3 lapisan, bukan 2,bukan 1.

benciiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

i'm going to penang tommorrow for a short family holiday, hopefully it will be another great weekend for us.

Selamat Hari Pekerja frens, enjoy your 3days break!

Some Facts about Izmeer

2009-04-24T13:59:00.019+08:00

1) He loves to smile since 1 month old

2) He loves to suck on handkerchief or any cloth in his hand,and even suck his thumb.

3) It's about time he needs a teether (nak tumbuh gigi ke apa ni, tp mcm possible jugak sbb mak dia orgnya terlebih kalsium,tgk gigi dah tau)

4) he sucks on pacifier too but only during bed time

5) he's now weighed at 8.5kg, masih memegang gelaran montos

6) nowadays, he refuses to sleep on his back, he's much more comfortable sleeping on his tummy

7)Managed to roll over front to back about a week ago

8) he can hold the bottle by himself, ni ikut mood rajin dia

9) he's a happy-go-lucky person, senang teruja dan ketawa (very much sound like his mommy)

Last but not least, he's a carboncopy of his abah En R.A, 100% punya carboncopy tak tipu nih- mcm ambik gambar rano ariff kan,pastu letak kat photostate machine, set 'reduce size 70%', tekan button,trettttt trett..kluar lah muka mcm kt bawah

kan?sama kan?:)

happy 5 month old sayang!

Athma..

2009-04-21T10:15:00.013+08:00

Again.

I hope this thing only happen to irina but now izmeer inherited it too. Semlm doctor tanya 'sapa yg ada athma ni?u or ur husband? NONE of us has athma. Kami adalah pasangan yg sihat walafiat, bertenaga dan fit ya,kalau sakit pun takat hingus meleleh demam2 air jer. Sakit hati,sakit jiwa,sakit otak tu standard lah,tp athma semput hemput ni takde ya.

Hmm..i should say maybe this athma thing come from my family side. As per record,my youngest sis adalah penghidap semput tegar semasa kecik dimana tak boleh cium kucing,bila cium kucing dia akan mencungap2 dan terkapai2 diatas lantai ,sgt helpless melihatnya ketika itu(tp mcm best lak tgk dia camtu,kakak kejam?mmgpun ;p ). Cuma bila dah besar semput dia pun hilang tp bdn masih mengeket tak cukup zat. my along juga menghidap lelah dimana inhaler sentiasa standby didlm handbag (bdn sihat subur punggung sedulang pun semput,apa kes long) and not forget to mention my nephews,Aliff dan haris si pau kukus tu pun kena athma gak.

So i have to admit lah mayb susur galur penyakit semput ni dtg from my family side. Boleh la pulak dlm byk2 benda penyakit semput yg diturunkan,cuba lah turunkan genetik hidung mancung aku ni ke,genetik penyayang baik hati disenangi ramai perasan tak habishabis ke,ok la jugak kan, ni semput,ketawa rabak,auta(200% dr moksu dia,komfem,tanpa ragu2) ,manipulative,benda2 tu yg anak aku dpt ceh

Since last weekend kami ulang alik ke clinic for izmeer's nebulizer treatment. Took half day leave yesterday for the 4th nebulizer intake and tonite probably another round of it.

bila sakit muka kena masam. I told you my mommy mmg perasan,she's such a cam whore!

i said enough mommy..enough..nmpk muka takde mood ni?

Muka masam, kepala pun kena masam jugak,baru macho *wheez wheez*

i really hope my baby will recover soon, at least no more chest wheezing because come 1st may,we'll be spending the long break for some family vacation.

Oh yesterday,while i spend my halfday leave at home with the kids, i perasan ada satu lg ciri2 kuat genetik marfuza yg diturunkan pd anak gadisnya iaitu gilerperasancunsenyumplasticbilabergambar genetik.

dan juga genetik keibuan yg sgt menebal.

sian babybear ni, sadis..sadis..

pergi tgk muka kt cermin skang, mata lebam tak cukup tido,, tiap2 hari dtg opis lmbt,rambut mcm penyapu, muka berjerawat,gigi kapak, kehidupan sapa lg sadis marfuza,siapa?siapa?

penyakit psycho dtg dah.

ok nak buat kerja skang.

Supermom?no?

2009-04-03T12:49:00.008+08:00

Nad awarded me with 'mum of the year award',thanks babe for having me in your list even i think i'm not that supermum,wah terharu nih, so nad,here's my version:

1.Admit one thing you feel awful about (involving being a mom). Once you have written it down, you are no longer allowed to feel bad. Remember you are a good mom!
of not being able to spend more time with my imans esp during working days. You see,everyday i reach home approximately around 7.15pm (diiringi kemerduan azan maghrib)and i only have about 3-4hrs to spend with them b4 they go to sleep. minus the cooking time,laundry time,menaga time,meroyan time bla bla,probably only 1 hr of quality time i have with them,paling terer pun bergurau senda di atas tilam sambil cuddle2 tgk mr bean for 3-10mins before they doze off to sleep,habes quality dah tu. I should do something regarding this before my kids think i'm one of the pompuan indon yg bekerja sebagai part time maid and start to call me makcik - horror,i know

2. List 7 things you love about your kids, you love doing with your kids, or that your kids love about you.

1. i must say this first,their kepamness!my kids are kepam kids esp behind the ear n i love to smell it!!(sickening,i know)

2. i love when irina praises my cook,like hmm sedapnya bau mommy cook,dgn muka sgt meyakinkan sambil berdiri sebelah mommy yg sdg memecahkan telur ke dlm maggie mee yg menggelegak.(dramaqueen,i know)

3. I love seeing izmeer's toothless grin dgn air liur yg meleleh2,selalu terjadi sekiranya dia merasa over excited

4. I love the moment when 4 of us hanging out on bed during sunday noon, berborak with irina bout her school,her friend etc while mommy under abah's armpit and izmeer on top of abah's chest menyengih all the way mcm faham apa yg diborakkan

5. i love to ramas perut buncit izmeer,mcm high jer dpt ramas (again,sickening,i know)

6. I love to have a daughter who treat me like her idol,always admire what i do and what i have;be it mommy's shoes, mommy's dress, mommy's handbag,mommy's make up,she wants to follow everything mommy does and possess everything mommy has,sng cerita apa mommy ada,kakak pun mesti ada,apa mommy buat,kakak pun nak buat jugak,verrry sehati sejiwa gitu. sikit hari lagi mungkin akan memuja gigi kapak mommy, sekiranya ini terjadi mommy akan buat satu poster besar tertera gmbr mommy dan gantung di bilik anak perempuan kesygnan;my true die hard fan heh

7. I love the way my kids make me feel that nothing in this world is more important and significant besides them. No matter how bad some people out there treat me, keep turning me down and make me feel like rubbish,useless and unappreciated,and no matter how low and gloomy my day is,at the end of the day i still have 2 beautiful creatures waiting for me at home to lighten up my life. They give me back the strength and faith that are long gone , they really make everything i do worth it..

3. Send this to 5 other moms of the year that deserve a reminder that they too are the best moms that they can be. Remember to send them a note letting them know you have selected them, and also add a link to your post that directs people back to the person who nominated you.
1:sally@eiseai (this lady is the real supermom,i bet everbody agree with this,so sally,buaaaat jgn tak buaaaat hihi)
2:noha
3:zura
4:hawa@mrsboan
5:nomee
6:madam markonah
7:sapa2 shj yg rasa suka nak buat

have a nice weekend frens..

Anda tahu anda perlu melakukan sesuatu terhadap pengurusan masa anda apabila:

2009-03-24T11:25:00.004+08:00

- Masih membaca suratkhabar bertarikh 4-5 hari lepas

- Tidak dpt membls sms dgn kadar segera,standard adalah pd keesokkan harinya

- Bil handphone di bawah nilai RM70 kerana sudah jarang2 dpt membuat panggilan bertanya khabar ibu bapa kakak ayam itik di kampung

-Mendpt balasan sms berbunyi ‘hah,hidup lagi kau,aku ingt dah lenyap di telan bumi’ tatkala menghntr sms kpd rakan utk bertanya khabar

-Mencabut bulu ketiak belah kanan diikuti dgn ketiak sebelah kiri seminggu kemudiannya

-Bertahan dan pasrah sahaja dgn rambut helmet yg telah dislh gunting oleh amoi salun cap ayam tanpa pergi merepair

-Sudah setahun tidak menonton wayang

-Sudah bertahun-tahun tidak membuat facial (paham dah skangkan kenapa muka kerak masih bertahan)

-Kali terakhir membeli novel iaitu pada harijadi yg ke-27 tahun dimana selepas 4 tahun bookmark yg terselit tidak berganjak2,masih berada di muka surat 5.

-Sudah tidak mengikuti siri2 tv kegemaran yg dahulunya tidak boleh miss langsung,dan apabila berpeluang menonton di waktu senggang diri akan merasa spt taik sbb dah tak paham jln cerita,like ‘ sejak bila pulak si lynette ni sakit barah’ or ‘spa q dah masuk musim ke2?i thought musim pertama tak abis lg? ’

-Profile picture utk akaun Friendster adalah gmbr usang tahun 2007.

-Kali terakhir update facebook adalah semasa mabuk2 mengandung anak ke2 yg mana anak ke2 kini sudah memasuki umur 4bln.

-Kali terakhir melipat baju ialah 6 bulan lepas(eh itu pun mak mentua yg tolong lipatkan)

-Bakul baju bersih sudah bertambah dr satu menjadi tiga,dan kesemuanya PENUH MELIMPAH RUAH

-Perlu mengais-ngais tiga bakul baju utk mencari spenda dan bra

-Perlu mengais-ngais tiga bakul baju utk mencari pakaian yg dihajati

Dan kemuncaknya apabila si suami menaburkan kata2 mencengkam jiwa(dan seterusnya rasa mcm nak mencengkam leher)

Canggih lah wardrobe baru kita, ringkas dan mudah ,portable pulak tu,boleh beli lagi sepuloh( mempamerkan muka confident sambil mengais ngais bakul mencari spenda)

Maka tahu lah anda bahawa anda perlu melakukan sesuatu terhadap pengurusan masa anda

Pelan tindakan slps ini:
-cari keratan iklan weekend maid dlm laci tepi meja mkn
-menyiapkan jadual kerja rumah utk suami (wardrobe canggih ya,beli sepuluh ya,siapppp la pasni)
-beli bakul baju lagi 2,I really need it
-mencengkam leher suami ;p

4 Little Candles

2009-03-23T11:46:00.019+08:00

HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING GIRL IMAN IRINA

NO DOUBT,SHE IS STILL MY LITTLE GIRL, MY MASYAM MANJA(masih ya,sentiasa menangis nak mummy kalau mummy takde dpn mata) AND MY VERYYY MINI-ME

BE A GOOD GIRL KAKAK.

STAY BUBBLY. STAY MAKCIK KIAH. STAY SPECIAL.

I LOVE U.

WE ALL LOVE U!

We went back to my hometown last weekend and had a small birthday celebration at my atuk sam's house in muar

my cousin,10 year old nadiah with her friend (bajet kt rumah atuk saya ramai kanak2 di sekeliling rumah so meriah skit nak celebrate,tp 2 org je ada,jadik la)

with mummy and adik izmeer

and on the same day at tokbak's house, mak usu bought a cute cupcake for the little cheeky

special gift and card from mak usu

tokbak turut memeriahkan majlis dgn tema pakaian berkonsep santaian.

AND another one:HAPPY 4 MONTH OLD IMAN IZMEER

it feels like yesterday u tossed and turned inside mummy's womb

and now u r busy tossing and turning on mommy's bed

STAY GOODBOY.

STAY MONTOS.

STAY MAT SENGIH.

AND STAY KEPAM TOO.

MUAAAAHSSS.

Bangkok-City of (s)excitement

2009-03-12T10:17:00.030+08:00

Bangkok Trip: Friday 6th March 09 - Sunday 8th March 09

Day 1 Itinerary:
-Departure at 1.40pm
-Arrived at 2.40pm local time
-Reached De Moc Hotel Bangkok
-Makan maggie,makan roti inside the hotel room(kebulurrr)
-went to khosan road night market (free tuktuk ride for hotel guest)
-went to suan lum night bazaar (by tuktuk also)
-went to Arab Street at Nana for halal food(again by tuktuk)
-Aqua club ;p
-Balik hotel,perut kenyang hati girang(tp muka kerak habis sbb asap tuktuk)

dlm mulut ada gula

gadis litar tuktuk

sehingga menjilat ibu jari kaki

tomyam kung yg sgt powerrrr

silalah ya,jgn malu malu

END OF DAY 1.

Day 2 Itinerary:

-Buffet Breakfast at hotel

-took taxi (with meter) to grand palace bangkok

-took taxi to MBK Centre (sgt memerah keringat dan duit tempat ini kerana kedai adalah byk dan brg2 jualan adalah murah)

-lunch at international food court (level 5 MBK)

-sambung memerah keringat dan duit( menshopping)

-went back to hotel around 5pm,had a good oil massage for the whole body (only 300baht/RM30 for 1 hr)

-around 8pm went to new world hotel (run by muslim ppl) to have a delicious halal thai delicacy

-thai girl show (iyer iyer, nak insaf lah ni,tanak gi dah,naik mabuk tgk manusia2 yg spt monyet bergantungan di tiang)

END OF DAY 2.

Breakfast (agak2 ada minyak babi tak kt dlm sayuran dia tu?erkkk)

Grand Palace-such a magnificient building

in front of MBK (Ma Boon Krong) Centre

International Food Court Centre. Membelek peta

nasi beriyani bangkok style

heaven..both of us had massage session next to each other(ya,org itu tidak berpeluang bersendirian,bini sentiasa mencengkam leher ke mana shj beliau pergi)

lepak at hotel bar while waiting for tuktuk to arrive

senyum sambil berharap rambut anda tidak mengembang spt simba (di atas tuktuk on the way to new world hotel)

New World hotel offer halal food at their restaurant (Sara Restaurant)

tomyam kung again,with green curry, mixed veggie and chilli prawn..nyummmmsss

END OF DAY 2:

Day 3 Itinerary:

Tiada specific activity kerana sudah mahu pulang. Took 1.40pm flight back to KL. We made a trip to airport around 10am(45min journey). So hanya syok sendiri mensnap pic di persekitaran hotel.

Hotel Lobby

apa motif kau berdiri di situ marfuza?

again?blergh

tuktuk yg dibenci kerana asap dan baunya tp tetap menjadi pilihan kerana pantas dan murah

in front of de moc hotel

at Suvarnabhumi International Airport

even this is my 2nd time being in bangkok,i love to go there again esp to MBK and hopefully i can make it to chatuchak market (the biggest weekend market) for my next visit (yg entah bila akan terjadi)

Terima kasih yg tidak terhingga kpd bonda puan nafisah bt ismail yg menjaga kedua2 anak marfuza. tanpa bantuan puan nafisah, rombongan ini pasti tidak akan berjaya.thanks ma (sebagai balasan hanya membeli pasu bunga sahaja utk ma,apakah?)harus kena belanja mak mentua saya ini nasi beriyani pelita.

Family DOES matter

2009-03-03T11:12:00.027+08:00

Hello.

Ada masa terluang ni,manusia jinjang tu keluar dah,boleh la saya merasa aman dan menarik nafas sedikit. Aaa penat,bukan penat apa, penat berlakon.Gigih ni dr pagi berlakon busy. Tanak bos pass keje punya pasal. Cukup2 la kan keje yg dah ada.

Ok la,cut the crap.

there are just so many things I have been meaning to update about,like izmeer aqiqah, my make up class, izmeer’s progress and irina’s bewilderment but as usual,time is rarely on my side(yer,busy berlakon busy,betul la tu ;p) so now I would like to share some moment during izmeer’s aqiqah which was held on 24th Jan 09 at my hometown, Muar Johor after maghrib prayer. I know mmg dah basi berkulat cerita ni but i still want to put up the pics for the sake of my 3 sisters yg tak ada bersama2 pd mlm tu.

sorang ialah miera my SIL,then left two, sorang tu mmg di ketahui kt UK(ni dah logikla tak dpt dtgkan),hah yg sorang lg tu di AK iaitu Ayer Keroh. Apehal kan kt ayer keroh pun tak dpt dtgkan,mempoyo betul minah sorang tu,feeling2 kt oversea jugak ke hah?sudah lah mardiana,podaaaah!!;p(podaaaah---irina menyahut dr belakang)

so here goes the pics:

org kuat di belakang tabir busy prepare goodie bag stuff-thanks along(penaja terbesar utk event ini)

End of kenduri aqiqah. Great moment, great family time, great food, great duit sumbangan ehe,lumayaaaan.

that's one part of it. Another great family moment is when my mak and along made a journey to visit us in KL, 2 times dlm masa sebln, sgt suka ini kerana selain dpt melepaskan rindu kepada emak dan ahlong, emak saya juga sgt ringan tulang membantu mengemaskan dapur yg berkeladak itu. Terima kasih emak.

gambar ini ditujukan khas kpd puan marniza dgn ucapan hapuslah air liur mu ;p

so far itu lah kejadian2 menarik dlm diari 2009 yg baru nak masuk bulan ke-3. Aqiqah ceremony on January, bengkel make up with izzat artistic team on february besides my mom's back and forth visit.

So what March got to offer me?what?i cant hear it,a bit louder please.,.

Oh!i hear it!i hear it!

SAWADIKAAAAAAP!

will fly to bangkok with my dearest R.A,together with along and her husband this coming friday, double date u may call it,or to be precise..our 5th year honeymoooon celebration!yahuuu!

(poyo je la kau marfuza,ckp je la nak shopping jeans siam banyak-banyak);p

Three

2009-02-24T09:24:00.017+08:00

Happy 3 month old iman izmeer!

I still love to call you boobie baby even you are no longer latching on it, and please dont grow up so fast baby,mommy,abah and kakak never get enough of you.

we love you izmeer!

and this is specially for mama, ayah, kakak qistina and brother aliff

although we are far apart and we never meet each other, but we are very close at heart rite cousins?we just cant wait to see you!(bila?tu tanya mommy dan abah yg sdg berhempas pulas menabung utk tabung kemanusiaan london ;p)

Mental

2009-02-06T15:19:00.008+08:00

Bayangkan ini:

Tido hanya 4 jam setiap hari. Setiap pagi adalah hidup dlm kegopohan dan kekecohan kerana tidak mendgr alarm clock. Bingkas bangun dan menyiapkan diri sendiri sambil menjerang air utk anak mandi (rumah saya tiada water heater). Melihat jam yg sudah menunjukkan pukul 6.50am,gerak tgn dan kaki semakin pantas.Didlm kesuraman blk begitu pantas menconteng2 muka dgn harapan kelihatan anggun walaupun ketiak sudah berpeluh2. Sambil itu si montos di dlm playpen sudah bergerak-gerak. Kakinya spt sdg mengayuh basikal dan tgnnya menggapai2 di udara minta di angkat.

Kejutkan kakak dan mendukungnya ke blk air lantas burr burr simbah air dan mandi. Di ketika ini si montos sudah menjerit. sgt kelam kabut. Suami di manakah dikau?oh sdg mandi didlm blk air dgn tenangnya sambil menggosok dan membelai2 tubuh. Tidak mengapa.

Cpt2 pakaikan uniform kakak dan membancuh susu si montos. On tv utk kakak. Bg montos susu sebotol and salinkan diaper. Montos kenyang dan kegirangan. Jam sudah pukul 7.20am. Bergegas pakai baju dan seluar,alamak berkedut pula,tidak mengapa gosok di bahagian hadapan shj. Berlari turun ke bwh,oh itu dia si suami, dgn penuh ketenangan sdg mkn cereal di dining table. Kiss2 montos yg masih lg kegirangan. Si suami masih jua meneruskan ketenangannya dgn memakai stoking dan kasut lantas memasukkan montos ke dlm kereta. Salam tgn suami yg bertenang itu. Bye2 montos,bye2 suami(suami hantar montos ke daycare).

Start engine kereta saya pula, campakkan segala bag ke dlm kereta. Alamak sakit perut pula. Spt mahu terber. Tidak mengapa ,thnkan shj. Jam menunjukkan pukul 7.35am. Tiba di daycare utk menghantar kakak. Oh genggaman tgnnya semakin kuat, tidak mahu saya melepaskannya. Menjerit2 apabila saya menyerahkannya kpd penjaga, 'taknak,taknak!pls mommy hntr kakak,kakak suka mommy,kakak syg mommy’ begitu katanya sambil menangis. Sgt dramaqueen tp cukup buatkan hati mommy sebak dan berat. Lama juga hendak menenangkannya,10min berlalu terpaksa meninggalkannya jua dan drive ke office.

Dgn fikiran berkecamuk fikirkan anak, memandu laju masuk ke federal hiway. Slps tol batu 3 shah alam, deretan kereta ssaaaaangat byk spt tiada berpenghujung.Oh my..Hati yg gundah bertukar panas. Maka bermula lah sesi mencarut berbakul2. Sudah pukul 8.10am. Masih tersiput2 di fed hiway. Hati berdebar2 sempatkah smpi ke ofis seblm 8.30pg?Sudah terbyg muka bos jinjang yg gila kerja itu. 8.15am, di jambatan kabel sunway. Komfem lah tak smpt sampai ke PJ seblm 8.30am. Hela nafas dalam2. Bertenang dan membuka cermin kereta. MasyaAllah,jelmaan mamabosan mana pula ini?muka sgt bersepuh dan bercapuk dgn make up yg tidak sekata,rambut pula saling tak tumpah spt penyapu. Inilah akibat bersolek di dlm suram.Sudahlah jln sgt jem muka pula sgt buruk. Ini sgt menyedihkan.

honk honk maki maki memecut membrek memecut, tibalah saya di parking lot ofis. Perlu berjln 10min ke ofis pula. Tidak boleh berjln ini,perlu berlari2 anak. Oh kedengaran pekerja ofis sebelah mengusik ‘lari kak long,lari’ shadaaap u,aku dah la penat ng tension. Spt mahu dilempang-lempangkan sahaja mereka itu tetapi tidak berani pula. Hanya teruskan sahaja larian.

Tettt,punch card pukul 8.50pagi.

Oh saya lambat lagi utk kali yg ke5 pd minggu ini. Dr kejauhan sudah ternmpk kelibat bos mundar mandir di meja menunggu saya sambil tgn memegang file. Perut yg lapar semakin lapar..tunggu lah sehingga jam 12.30 hari nnti,sementara itu makanlah hati dulu,mungkin boleh menjadi kenyang.

Begini lah kehidupan saya sehari2. Saya boleh menjadi mental jika ia berterusan berlaku. Oh tidak mengapa,esok sudah cuti. Bukan sahaja cuti tapi saya ada sesuatu yg menarik utk dilakukan esok.

Selamat Berhujung minggu rakan2. Semoga hujung minggu kita akan menjadi hari yg merehatkan dan mendamaikan.*tersenyum kelat*

The price of Motherhood

2009-02-02T14:09:00.021+08:00

So this blog has not been updated for quite a while now. Say, my last update was last month! isk isk, blame it on motherhood and the likes of it. Even though I am blessed enough to have my mother, mother-in law and husband to help me out, motherhood is still NO BIG DEAL. Try it to believe it.

But despite it all, I am glad I am still managed to handle between my 2 boys, my daughter and the house errant,yupp everything seems to be in good control . Cuma masa utk menjaga diri sendiri shj yg berkurangan uhuhu (read:ada panda bear berkeliaran di pinggiran usj)

i have so many things to tell but so little time to write(read:bos aku isi perut nazi)-so to cut it short,basically i already start working since last week after cny. Iman Izmeer is already 2 mth 10days now.We already held his aqiqah ceremony during cny break in muar(photos to be uploaded later in the next entry). He is now weigh at 6kg dan kadar pengembangan badannya sungguh menggerunkan eh silap memberangsangkan. He drinks 4oz milk every 2 hours and 1 pack of anmum milk lasts for 5days.(read:apa read read,sikit lg dah nak masuk kategori bankrup tau tak? ;p)

lama kami tak kluar anak beranak spend a good time,so yesterday we went to jaya jusco bkt tinggi (tmpt fav) saja jln2-u know,i started siap2kan anak,pack brg sumer pukul 9.30pg, pukul 11.30pagi baru boleh kluar,wahhh penangan betul bersiap dgn 2 org anakkn(sally,how u do it lah?)

taking a nap while mommy and kakak bersiap

we are ready to go!

before we go, menggetik2 dulu di dlm bilik (read:mak dia jer sorang yg ovvverrrr)

iman irina is now our photographer,my pic n hubby dia la yg snap (read:handphone usang mommy semakin jahanam)

getik bersama suami pula (read:itu bukan peha,itu lengan mafuza)

we had such a nice and peaceful lunch (read:windmill restaurant raaaaawwk)

( read:dia ni tido sbb tu la peaceful)

marfuza + r.a = r.a version perempuan & r.a version halus (read 1:anak2 aku mcm takde rupa aku punggg-read 2:genetik org terengganu kuat kot)

my precioussssss(read:kau boleh tak jgn suruh org read read?)

ok,dat was yesterday.

Today marks the 1st day iman irina starts her kindie lesson. We enrolled her at smart reader centre, sec23 shah alam.

I woke her up at 7.20am,bathe her and send her to daycare. The transporter picked her around 8am and there's another 4 kids inside the car from the same 'taman'. We cant send her to the kindie by ourselves since both of us have to go to office very early in the morning,dats why we opt for another transportation. Dont ask me my feeling tgk anak i 1st time naik kereta beramai2 pergi kindie.Sebak (mcm la anak aku nak pegi berperangkan).Hmm besar dah anak dara i.I drove and followed the car from behind and met her at the nursery. When the class started,i slowly i walked off and make a move to the office.

with her classmate, 3 yr old twin shameentra and her bro, shameen,cute sgt!

sbb register lmbt, baru dpt uniform td. So change to uniform. Irina sayang, u are officially a smart reader kid now!

'we are smart reder kids bla bla bla' they are all very cute and lovely!

i admit that i'm very lack of sleep nowadays, i never have chance to enjoy my free time, i always rush between taking care of the kids, cooking, house keeping and all, and i always fall asleep while feeding the baby,but it's all worthwhile to see my kids grow in front of my eyes. The feeling is PRICELESS. (read:en r.a,nak hadiaaaaaah) ;p!

New year,not-so-new me

2009-01-06T21:40:00.011+08:00

Happy 2009 everyone!

I think it’s not too late to wish a very happy new year. As for me, 2008 offered a lot of good thing in my life, and I just wish 2009 will be another promising year. I celebrated the new year eve waaaay different compared to 10 years ago. Yupp,10 years ago iaitu pd thn 1999 semasa marfuza berusia 21thn. Sweeeet 21.

If 10 years ago marfuza excited dress up to join the crowd for celebration, but 2009 eve marfuza excited dress up her daughter and son in pyjama to go to bed.

If 10 years ago marfuza berbau semerbak mewangi utk keluar bersama rakan2, but mlm menjelang 2009 marfuza berbau semerbak masam dgn muntah susu baby.

If 10 years ago marfuza sibuk menyapu make up di muka, mlm 2009 marfuza sibuk menyapu minyak urat.

If 10 years ago marfuza memegang botol mineral di celahan manusia2 yg membanjiri bintang walk, mlm menjelang 2009 marfuza memegang botol susu to feed her baby sambil membygkan berada di bintang walk.

If 10 years ago marfuza menjerit kegirangan di jalanan sambil menyahut happy new year!,mlm menjelang 2009 marfuza menjerit ketensionan sambil berkata tido laaah! to her daughter and son.

If 10 years ago marfuza menyambut new year dgn music2 yg hype, but 2009,marfuza menyambut new year dgn suara anak2 menangis..

2 scenario yg sgt berbeza bukan?

but did I feel regret?NO. NEVER. Staying at home with 2 kids has made me rethink the path I want to take in life. Even the fact that I’m no longer having much fun like 10years ago, I’m very sure that I’m now heading the right way.yupp. this is what I want and I am thankful for everything that has come my way.

Even if the body is out of shape.
Even if I will not get to enjoy my freetime.
Even if half of my salary goes to the kids.
Even if my nights are now sleepless.
Even if I have an eye bag.
Even if I will have dark circle around my eyes.
Even if look like a panda bear.
I am still thankful..

One thing for sure, it is no longer a path leading to nowhere. Not like 10 years ago.So.. NO REGRETS AT ALL!

p/s:Today marks the last day of my confinement,yahuuu!oh ya, i’m still in muar and only be back to KL on 18th Jan.

p/p/s:I miss my husband very much. He took 1 week off last week and spend the whole week in muar with the wife,daughter and son.He’s now in kl and back to work. Hmm..a husband’s got to do what a husband’s got to do rite?

p/p/p/s:I already break the confinement rule. I followed hubby to Malacca last Sunday for his collegue’s wedding. Not only that,I also drank a glass of sirap ais.Ampun mak. Cuaca panas. Iman anakmu senipis duitnya sekarang.

p/p/p/p/s:I miss to pose with my daughter. This is our happy/silly faces yg bebas kegirangan on the way to melaka. Anyone misses us?No?uhuhu...

Again, happy new year!

Prison Break

2008-12-23T10:19:00.001+08:00

Confinement sucks. I think it should be called imprisonment instead of confinement. My confinement period is already a month so no wonder I am already feeling so restless and frantic staying at home. Keras hokay. Jiwa terseksa nih. My confinement period makes me think about the sins I have committed in life so far. Mcm sdg menerima pembalasan dunia. yupp so chronic like that.

Imagine..

1) Not being allowed to bath frequently (paling terer sekali sehari,itupun before 5pm) for 44days

2)Being stomach wrapped(berbengkung) very tightly everyday for 44days straight. (ni pasni kalau perut gendut jugak tak tau laa nak ckp apa)

3)Having to apply ‘pilis’ on the forehead everyday for 44 days straight. (haha,actually i only applied this for 1 week.The last one was when dry crisps of pilis went into my eyes, and nearly into Izmeer’s mouth! oh and the smell stinks too,pening kepala gue)

4) Having to swallow the jamu dan segala mak nenek pati ikan haruan dan gamat everyday for 44days.

5) Being forced to drink ‘ubat periuk’ (air rebusan akar kayu dan segala daunan2 yg ntah dr mana dtgnya) everyday for 44 days straight. (the taste?hoho!rasa mcm nak terjun bangunan lps minum)

6) Having to avoid spicy food, seafood, sayuran2 sejuk, frozen food (fastfood jauh sekali ya, jgn mimpi! again my mom said) ah,sng cerita almost everything edible and delectable for 44days straight.

7) Having to drink nothing but a hot/warm drink everyday for 44 days straight.(cold drink?gassy drink?puuuun jgn mimpi jugak my mom said..)

8)having to apply minyak urat all over the body everynite for 44days straight.

9) having to wear socks and slipper everyday for 44 days straight.

ok,this is the worst:

10) Being stuck at home everyday for 44 days straight.

wah,no kidding, I only went out once to my sister's house yg sekangkang kera, besides that,hanya perukan di rumah shj huhu. Oh u know,tmrw will be a month check up for izmeer,i'm sooo look forward to bring izmeer to clinic so that i can see the outside world haha,takpernah aku seronok nak gi clinic,giler bunyik dah mcm org takde life huhu

i admit that i'm not going through the confinement 100% traditionally, ni pun even ada ngelat skit2 i already feel like choking! so to my fren sally,nadiahkhair and my SIL,miera yg sdg pregnant,all the best in your confinement period nnti ya ;P

oh ya,happy one month birthday to my beloved son..

mommy, abah and kakak would like to see more of you izmeer darling

mommy,let's go and celebrate my birthday at the clinic!

What kind of entry la deii

2008-12-17T17:09:00.003+08:00

Freeze!Or I will..

Okay mummy,i surrender!

No breast milk for the next 2 hours (i promise!!)
though breastmilk is really to hard to resist.

Stop calling me boobie baby. And stop tickling me.
Go tickle yourself.
Or Abah.

The Labour Story

2008-12-11T17:12:00.005+08:00

i still cannot believe that i already gave birth to iman izmeer. He arrived 3 weeks early from the expected due date which is supposed to be on 17th december 08, 3 weeks early tu.Dare i say that i tak ready to give birth pun masa tu. Let me recall the madness of that day..

The labour story:

18th & 19th Nov (Tuesday & Wednesday)

I went to meet my gynae for my 2 weeks gap check up when she said I was 2cm dilated and was then admitted . She said I was experiencing mild contraction but I didn’t feel it at all. Got 2 jabs for baby’s lung (as a preparation in case the baby come out earlier as he is still consider premature). Nervous like hell as I didn’t expect it to b this early, mcm2 dlm kepala;bag I,kakak n baby tak kemas lg,report tak siap, claim tak buat,rumah mcm tongkang karam blabla..but before I registered,smpt lagi mkn kt restoran sebelah,ye la mana tau kot2 I nak kena meneran kluarkan baby mlm tukn,so kena lah bertenaga,selamatlah I sental bihun sup semangkuk ng roti bakar satu set..tunggu punya tunggu takde contraction pun, instead nyenyak la pulakkan aku tido dgn aircond perut penuh bihun bagai..the next daynya Dr Ummul gave up,it was a false alarm,I tak ready utk beranak lg huhu,so I was discharged then-she suspected that it might be the cause of UTI (urinary tract infection)-got 10days MC and Dr Ummul predicted that I might deliver the baby around 2 weeks time,yeah,cud be early dec..so blk dgn hati girang;tidak perlu meneran2 dan dpt pula berehat 10 hari yahu

20th Nov(Thursday)

Bgn lmbt, mkn, kemas2 rumah, kemas bag nak blk kg,mkn lagi,tv tv tv dan tv,baring2 smpi lenguh,sakit perut, chatting on fon,makan popiah,perut mengeras,tunggu laki blk keje bla bla bla bla

21st Nov (Friday)

Bgn lmbt lg, cirit birit,mkn,tv,bermalas2,tghari masuk ofis sekejap,siapkan kerja,siapkan claim,handover project file bg bos,ambik notebook so my notebook tidak akan digodam oleh tgn2 gatal di opis,perut mengeras lg,cirit birit lg,pkl 4 blk rumah

23rd Nov (Sunday)
Staying at home made me feel bored to tears already, so I asked hubby to bring me to Jaya Jusco bukit tinggi. Planned to buy baby’s bag and to bring irina to the playland there. So we went there and reached around 2pm.

So this was when the drama started.

I tgh tunggu hubby belikan nasi lemak kt food court when suddenly I felt a water gushed out ‘down’ there and I was like ‘ah sudah, dr td mengepit pun boleh tekencing jugak’ then when I was about to stand up, the water gushed out again..it happened 3-4 times smpi aku tak berani nak bgn dan berdiri kerana seluar sudah basah n masa ni I tak terpikir yg my waterbag broke,I thought I was tercirit dlm sluar k,ye lah dah 2 hari cirit birit-hati tak sedap,hubby smpi sambil membawa sepinggan nasik lemak rendang ayam yg I order n nmpk muka kecuakkan saya.

Told hubby bout that then went to washroom to check on it. It was yellowish and a bit greenish (sori la kalu ada yg kembang tekak ya) on the panty liner and sluar mmg sudah basah lencun. Called my mom,tanya air ketuban warna apa?my mom kecoh2 dah suruh blk time tu jugak,dia ckp ketuban pecah dahtu,dahtau nak beranak jln2 buat apa lg potpetpotpet..tak psl2 kena bebel

pegi foodcourt blk jumpa hubby,I told him it might be the waterbag broke,hubby kelam kabut dah. Iman Iirna kelam kabut jugak,kelam kabut nak pergi playland. I plak blanked,dlm blank2 tu smpt lg kasik perabis nasik lemak. sedap.Then asked hubby to bring irina to the playland sementara I habiskan nasik lemak,mkn dlm keadaan air ketuban meleleh2,sadis betul.

Thought of tunggu irina n hubby kt foodcourt but I rasa tak sedap dah,perut keras lain mcm,n I felt discomfort,mcm contraction. Asked hubby to make a move immediately. Gerun jugak mengenangkan kemungkinan akan kluar front page paper dgn headline ‘seorg wanita melahirkan bayi di jaya jusco’ ,ya mmg aku giler glam orgnya tp tidak dgn cara ini ya.

Gegas ke UMRA Medical Centre. Planned to blk rumah dulu amik bag tukar baju bagai tp tak jadik la,the contraction became more stronger but still bearable. Sampai UMRA terus dibawa jmpa dr kiramjeet ,sluar baju dah habis lencun n ada stain2 pulak tu,maluuu

to make it short,dr kiramjeet found out that the yellowish n greenish stain was actually meconium,the baby’s 1st bowel movement-anak I dah berak dlm perut k,hebat betul anak beranak kaki berak-so no hope for normal delivery,no induced,no nothing,STRAIGHT TO OPERATION THEATRE, Dr Kiramjeet said,we need to take out the baby now,we need to perform emergency caesarian section,huh,perut kena lapah lg?arghh tidaaaakk,baru berangan nak push push,scream,push push-hubby signed the form,I signed the form, kiss hubby,kiss irina,cried-cried,sentap nak kena operate nih.

then I was wheeled to OT bout 3pm,Dr Ummul and Dr Rafi were already there. The anesthetist asked me when was the last time I took a meal, and I answered ‘ bout half and hr ago doc’ ,then dia tnya pulak ‘mkn apa’ I said ‘ nasik lemak rendang ayam doc’ doc terus tepuk dahi,ni kaw2 lah kalau I termutnah lps operate nnti,but he knew my worry,he said takpe lah nnti kita bg ubat thn muntah,sori ya doc,I tak tahu nak kena operate harini,so I bantai je lah mkn. Oh one more thing I tak blh lupa dlm tu,punya lah lama anesthetist tu nak insert the anasthatic needle between my spinal cord,sakit hokay,saketttt,I really traumatized by all these procedure,benda2 ni semua buat I fikir seribu kali nak beranak lg huhu

So at last, after 36 weeks of waiting and suffering, everything paid off at 3.47pm on the 23rd of November 2008. Iman Izmeer finally mine to bring home and keep. :) Pheww..

oh ya,I masuk OT tu dgn make up bergemerlapan di muka,ye lah sakan gi shopping kan,so kelihatan beria lah aku kan mcm org excited nak kena bedah,and the next day while the nurse help me to cleanse my make up on my face, boleh pulak dia ckp ‘oo akak ni la yg nak terberanak kt jaya jusco tu ya’ hmmm..

So there you have it. The Labour story of my Little I.I..Iman Izmeer (nasib baik bukan iman jaya ;p)

'saya lah budak yg sudah memerut di dlm perut mommy'

Birthday

2008-12-07T18:01:00.008+08:00

i find it hard to update my entry nowadays.

I have lot of stories to tell, lots of pics to upload but none that i managed to do,thanks to my 2 demanding babies.

Oh it has been 16days since i gave birth to izmeer. i shall say that he's such a darling to us,he's so baik lah,tak byk ragam,alhamdulillah sgt2, he's not like his sister during confinement period,adalah sgt menguji keimanan dan kesabaran kakaknya itu ya;kuat menangis, tak tido mlm, sentiasa nak berpegang, hampir2 i meroyan dgn kain batik berlari2 keliling rumah beserta rambut yg bergerbangan,ya sebegitu dahsyat penangannya.

overall, we are all doing ok. I'm recuperating from the operation n alhamdulillah luka pun dah sembuh and i dah boleh berbengkung. Kakak loves to have her brother around and plays her sister act very well;help mummy to feed the baby, help mummy to change diaper,help tokmak to bathe the baby;she just loves her role as a sister,suruh saja amikkan baju adik,or bottle adik or calming down adik if he cries,she will do dgn rela hati. She's really my angel lah even kdg2 ada juga bunga2 jealous dia kt adik,tu biasa la,but overall semua terkawal.

oh ya,last monday(1st Dec) was hubby's bday,HAPPY BIRTHDAY EN R.A DARLING, he's 34 already,aiyah i just can believe it,feel like he's still 24;his age when we 1st time met.

And Happy belated birthday (3rd dec) to my eldest sister MARZURAH OMAR aka Along aka Ah Long.

along adalah kakak yg best and she's generous too. She offered me a handbag at guess boutique last month when she came to kl n i teman-ed her to look for her dinner clutch. Ya sambil membelek2 handbag di rak dgn selamba along berkata 'pilihla handbag mana kau nak, hadiah bday ni,bwh rm500' and i was like 'hapa?ni dialog drama ke apa ni?'dan dlm keadaan diri spt di awang-awangan laju je la kan aku memilih huhu,thanks ya along-so dat's my along aka ah long yg mana spt ah long2 yg lain dia juga adalah suka meminjamkan duitnya kpd adik beradiknya. so to along, happy 37th bday, semoga sentiasa dirahmati dan next year bwkla adikmu ini ke butik coach pula ya ;p

a simple yet meaningful bday celebration..

no present yet for my dearest hubby,tunggu i habis confinement n blk kl,i'll get one for him.

Meanwhile,anggaplah ini sebagai hadiah bday dulu ya,kita share and nikmati bday present ni sama2,bleh?

He's here!

2008-11-27T12:29:00.007+08:00

dear blogger frens,

i already gave birth to Iman Izmeer bin R.A last sunday on 23rd november 2008, 3.47pm via caesarian section-baby weigh at 3.17kgs and he's doing very well right now,same goes to the mommy and the big sister..

Thanks for all the morale support,advices and encouragement. Appreciate it much frens..

sorry for the little update as i have some serious mothering job to do, breastfeed,breastfeed and breastfeed huhu..

iman izmeer at hospital 4 days ago

iman izmeer at tokbak's home this morning..

oh,i'm officially 30yrs old today,and this bundle joy of mine is really a great birthday present!

Syukran..syukran..

Embracing the final days..

2008-11-18T13:57:00.007+08:00

Tell me I’m still normal after u read this.

I’m approaching my 36 weeks and I’m sooo can’t wait to give birth. Cant wait,cant wait,cant wait. I’m getting so impatient nowadays. Why u asked me?

- Sleepless night due to cramp di sana sini

- Terrible backache (mcm pinggang kena karate)

- Shortness of breath

- Braxton hicks

- Heaviness & bloatiness

- Frequent visit to the toilet (letih,tatkala jalan pun dah terhempap2)

- Pelvic pressure (beberapa kali percubaan nak terkencing didlm seluar tetapi telah berjaya dikawal)

- Swollen and numbness of legs and hands here n there

- Ketiak kehitaman (kenapakah perlu aku menghebohkan ini?)

- Leher kehitaman

- My weight sudah di tahap yg menakutkan, I’m almost 70kgs now, I already gained 20kgs and mind to tell u I haven’t reached the full term yet, if I am to give birth at 40weeks, komfem lah akan membesar sebagai johan, sng2lah 76kilo dlm tangan k,arrghh

- I notice that besides the drawing cabinet, I’m the next bulkiest ‘object’ in my department, and don’t ask me to go to admin dept tmpt amoi2 slim dan seksi itu semua berkumpul, dgn keadaan fizikal yg menyamai sebuah mesin fotostat, terasa diri ini sgt menonjol dan begitu BESAAAAAR

- Speaking of menonjol, my belly button starts to protrude and it looks really ugly and scary. Irina always utter this when she saw my belly-button;" eee pusat mommy dah takde lubang,lubang dia dah hilang!" dgn wajah penuh ketakutan dan kegusaran-and it hurts too.

- Still on the weight issue, due to my current state now whereby walking has started to be a chore,the colleagues start to make fun of it and proposed that security guard to fetch me from the car using the wheelchair and wheeled me to the lift-and to add to the misery, they said it’s better to make the forklift standby at the service lift (used to hoist heavy equipment) in case they need to bring me to the hospital-oh service van pun kena standby jugak sbb diaorg ckp keta tak muat nak sumbat i..wheelchair?service van?FORKLIFT??? hmmppffff..kejammmm!!

- Sbb paling utama ialah I hate feeling helpless. There are so many things I cannot do, and am restricted from doing. Am I incompetent or what?and I miss to pamper irina,miss to carry her,miss to let her sit on my lap and lean against me-I can’t offer that much to her
now (I’m all belly bebeh) dan selalu pula di marahi tatkala mahu menyelit dan bermanja
atas riba mommy,poor my daughter..

But wait a minute, despite all the ongoing sufferings, there are still some other thing left to enjoy - I should enjoy getting all the stares from strangers, I should enjoy the constant wrong guesses made by others about my baby’s gender, I should enjoy the royalty treatment I am getting from people around me and I should enjoy the full and endless support that I get from my hubby, my family and my inlaws.

Yupp,that’s it.

Oh, I should be thankful too. After all, this smooth pregnancy is double the blessing, and I am just thankful to Allah I have made it this far.

Alhamdulillah.

Splish Splash!

2008-11-05T16:36:00.012+08:00

we have a new night time activity.

Since i dont have to prepare for dinner anymore (due to heaviness, pemalas + mengambil kesempatan pun iyer jugak), we fill the time with something benifical;bersukan i.e swimming sambil bermesra anak beranak.

it's a work out time for hubby yg claim dia sudah 'telmon' since quit smoking (remember his pic with babat di perut yg begemerlapan itu?dat's what he meant)and for iman irina yg suka sgt nak berjalan setelah seharian terperuk di daycare,it's such a blessful.

Selain dr hubby dpt men'exercise'kan diri, we really have a good family time esp for iman irina;we wanna spend and give irina the best quality time & attention we could ever offer before the arrival of the little I.I next month..

Panasonic Sports Complex, shah alam,we went here several times already for the past 2 weeks-ada pdg bola, gym, futsal, swimming pool,badminton ke basketball court x sure yg ni..5min drive from my house,dekat sgt2 dgn rumah set set tiap2 hari pergi pun boleh,ni kalau tak kurus jugak tak tau laaa nak ckp apakn

the swimming fees:adult:rm2 per entry, kid:rm1 per entry, tersgtlah affordable!

ini lah wajah anak yg sentiasa mendambakan kebebasan

and this is the back view of my 'Michael Phelps', oh cop cop ada pembetulan, ni Michael Phelps in the making, buat masa sekarang dia adalah Michael Flab,hmm flab..nyumm nyumm..I likeee..

gerammm jer tgk anak and hubby kelepak kelepuk swim main air sumer..rasa tak sabar2 nak give birth and work my ass out to get my ideal shape again..takpe sabar..sabar..

in a meantime ni sahaja lah yg mommy mampu buat..dok tepi kiddy pool sambil posing ala2 duyung..errr actually dugong is more like it lah..huhuhuhuh..

Marfuza in Wonderland

2008-10-28T15:50:00.006+08:00

Do you know the wonder of having a blog?

Do you have any idea how power your blog writing cud be sometimes?

I just figured it out last Friday.

It is so influential.

i mean my writing,my wishlist.

Just list down/put some wish in your blog and the next couple of weeks DANGGG your wish will come true and arrive at your doorstep. Yess,as easy as that. Simple yet powerful heh?

a 2kgs parcel from littlewhiz.com arrived at my hometown. The sender name is Puan Marniza Omar.Puan Marniza pemurah hati Omar. Puan Marniza baik hati sgt2 Omar.Puan Marniza cun melecun omar.Puan Marniza kakak kpd cun melecun marfuza omar. OK stop. cukup2lah mengipas kakak dan diri sendiri.Thanks a lot sis!love u lah!!!jasamu di kenang!

my wish come true. Fisher Price newborn-to-toddler bouncer yahooooo!!

Oh i should rephrase;Fisher price newborn-to-babybear-to-toddler bouncer

alamak, silap lagi,this one shud be real;a Fisher Price newborn-to-babybear-to-toddler-to-baby tua kaki terjulur bouncer

well..that's what i mean by saying your blog cud do wonder to you.Hmm..i should start listing my wishlist again. And at this very heavy 3rd trimester pregnancy stage, i still have ample time to mention all the things yg i 'mengidam', yg i still tak dpt lagi.

how bout mengidam 1 carat diamond ring?and oh ingin juga saya menyatakan bahawa lama dah saya mengidam nak toyota caldina sebijik..hubby?u hear me?anyone??

ok,impian sudah dinyatakan dan kini hanya menunggu sahaja. Mana tau seminggu dua nih akan ada seketul caldina berikat reben muncul di depan pintu rumah.

Fuhh fuhhh aminnnn..;)

Makannn makannn makannnn

2008-10-23T10:16:00.030+08:00

i think di musim2 raya ni jadual weekend penuh dgn acara makan2 kan?same goes to me

Our ngap ngap session for last weekend started on friday when irina's daycare held an open house for parents and children.

we had laksa penang, nasi minyak,kuih muih,kek,biskut raya..bermacam2 lah-ptg baru blk kerja,ujan pulak tu,so apa lagi makanlah kami dgn bersungguh2

then on saurday we went to a lovely bday party,it was ariff's 1st bday party at sally's place in bukit jelutong.

agak keji pula saya kerana tidak mensnap gmbr tuan rumah dan mknan2 yg lazat itu,instead i sibuk snap gmbr daddy kpd tuan rumah pulak, our ex-minister yg sgt dihormati,takpekan sally?pasni i letak kt facebook lak mcm u suggest tu hihi-oh amir pun ada dlm pic gak

We had bihun goreng, spaghetti bolognese,murtabak (nyummmsss sgt!),kuih muih,cake,air coke bertin2 dan spt biasa juga adalah telah memakan dgn penuh kegigihan hoh! (jgn serik jemput i ya sally ;p)

irina loves the goodie bag stuff!thanks auntie sally!

on sunday,another bday bash for our cutie niece,baby isya,meaning another sesi of kesengkakkan perot.

we had nasi tomato, bihun goreng,laksa penang,bubur pulut hitam,arghh bykla!nasib baik la aku pregnant, adalah alasan utk melahap semua2 mknan tanpa rasa bersalah huhu

then dgn tidak mengenal erti perut yg mengetat, kami bergegas pula ke puncak alam,to nonie's house-geng2 lain dah tunggu kt sana..

menu nonie masak;nasi beriyani, macaroni bakar,rendang,ketupat,kuah kacang,kek coklat kukus and the best part of it was i tried all the menus..arghhh!!

us;nasib pic ni berbalam2,kurang sikit nampak ketimbunan diri

and oh at the other side of the world, ppl that i love n miss sooo much also had a great raya celebration-my bro in law emailed us their raya photo when my sister held a makan2 session at her place and surprisingly she cooked!rendang, kuah kacang,ketupat waaaah!akhirnya puan marniza memasak!kalau dulu kt kl menu tunjuk2 dgn jari sahaja kan puan marniza?heheh

miss them!!

tpkan ada sorang tu,raya ke,tak raya ke,sesi kelas kecantikan tetap berjalan spt biasa ya,thanks to auntie dotty for the lovely present!muka mummy selamat dah..mlm tu jer 3 round make up k!huhu

hmm..so what's waiting for us this coming weekend?makan2 lagi kah?just wait n see..

Syawal 2008

2008-10-13T08:52:00.021+08:00

i had a long raya break..i came back to office last wednesday, dan spt biasa kena menghambakan diri dgn kerja opis yg tak pernah nak habis2 (boleh ke nak habis?kalu kerja habis tu maknanya company nak melingkup lah kan?)

Ok.

since company tmpt saya bekerja belum nak melingkup lg dan kerja juga dah berderet2 menunggu,i shall just blog bout my raya now,oh hanya menempek gambar shj ya kerana otak mcm membeku di pagi isnin utk membuat karangan ;)

here it is,my 1st syawal 2008 pics at hubby's hometown, marang terengganu

sebelum ada suara2 sumbang berbunyi disini,ya saya mengaku tema warna baju raya saya dan langsir rumah mak mentua adalah sama huhuhu..

yer,tgk itu kaler baju dan langsir yg senada dan sekata ..cett..

ladies in the house

with my sistah in law

me at 7mths, mak buyung ready to go beraya

2nd syawal 2008, batu buruk terengganu beraya di rumah de (De ialah kakak abah,kitaorg panggil dia de)

walaupun baju raya saya sama kaler dgn langsir (nasib alas meja ngan alas kaki kaler lain,kalu tak komfem menyentap di situ) saya tetap hendak menvogue dan happy2 bergambar, di sebelah adalah suami saya yg dah mabuk ketupat palas (dah mcm hantu Ju-On pun iyer jugak)

raya ke 3 blk kg i ke muar,tapi sekeping haram pun tak bergambar sbb sibuk melayan tetamu yg dtg, smpt juga kitaorg sefamily beraya ke melaka pd raya ke4..

that's one part of it.

yesterday, hubby's friends came to our house to beraya whereby the nite b4 tu ada 8 org his collegue dah dtg dah. So another batch for yesterday's afternoon khas utk ex-schoolmate dia. Mula2 one family jer nak dtg then we decided to call another hubby's fren yg stay nearby,then dr 2 families yg nak dtg telah berkembang menjadi 7 families dgn masing2 membawa anak yg dah 2-3 org,so can u imagine my house condition yg sempit tu dicramp dgn 20 org dewasa dan berbelas kanak2?ya,spt tongkang india nak karam with all the toys scattered on the floor dan hilaian tawa manusia yg berbagai2. plus tekak tuan rumah yg memetir2 jugak.

since it was kind of 'adhoc plan', juadahnya pun adalah adhoc jugak..

ada ketupat mini yg mmg dah ada dlm cabinet,i rebus then i cooked kuah lodeh..

i planned to cook sambal kacang tp tak reti dan agak terlambat utk proses 'try and error',takut jugak kang ramai2 pakat masuk spital sakit perut,so alternative adalah aku masak sambal ikan bilis jer bleh?heheh

then goreng chicken wings..

and this is the savior of the day..perencah segera mee bandung muar yg my mom bekalkan-tumis perencah shj then masukkan seafood, daging, sayur sawi dan telur,siapppp-2 round aku masak nih,berpeluh2 ketiak k ;p

tetamu last balik pukul 8.30mlm..mmg penat tp puas hati dpt berjumpa and menjamu tetamu even hidangan tak seberapa-wanna see the aftermath?

my kitchen...sampai pukul 10mlm oo i basuh pinggan mangkuk kuali periuk segala then lap dapur,mop lantai

nasib baiklah ada insan berbudi pekerti mulia nak tlg kemaskan living,sapu sampah mop lantai sumer, terima kasih ya,oh pardon the bloated stomach view itu ya,tu my favourite tuh heheh

now nih bdn sakit2,kaki lenguh,sakit pinggang urat segala kes berhempas pulas kt dapur semlm.

Si jepun ni pulak dr td pup pap pup pap kt tepi telinga ni bg instruction, bukan setakat badan, hati telinga sumer dah naik sakit dah ni,otak pun sengal semacam jer dr pagi,komfem la nak gi klinik sat lagi,nak amik mc haha

oh ya,i mmg tak plan buat open hse pun thn ni,ye lah tgh sarat mcmni paham2 la kan,but rumah sentiasa terbuka utk sesapa shj nak dtg beraya,jemput dtg ya

Puasa dan Raya

2008-09-26T15:44:00.015+08:00

warning: this entry adalah penuh dgn gmbr2 makanan, so utk mereka2 yg sdg krukk krukk grukk perut berbunyi sbb berpuasa tu, sila lah mengambil risiko sendiri ya,and msg to my beloved sister jauh nun di sana yg sdg homesick dgn lauk pauk melayu, AMPUNNNN TUANKUUU,nnti kitaorg kirim brahim's byk2 ya ;p

i never have chance to blog bout my buka puasa meal and raya is drawing near..so i just cramped all the pics and decide to put it under one entry. Oh ya,i tak ponteng puasa lagi, so far alhamdulillah dpt berpuasa even ada 1 2 hari rasa mcm nak merangkak2 sbb tak larat cuaca panas sgt.

i can say most of the time i cooked for our juadah buka puasa, masuk 2nd week of puasa mcm dah ngelat2 sikit,ada yg masak,ada yg dine kt luar terus, come 3rd week puasa dapur lagi kurang berasap sbb busy entertain client mkn kt hotel2, and now come 4th week puasa, semuanya adalah main tunjuk2 shj di bazaar ramadhan!

this is when i cooked. semangat abis lah ni dgn terbuyung2nya memasak kt dapur demi nak bersantap ng anak laki.

ayam seketul tu ng kuih muih skit beli kt bazar ramadhan,yg lain2 masak.Air sirap ros ngan soya

buka puasa with in laws:

tu dia aihh penangan mak mentua gue,penuh satu lantai ng makanan2,mmg heavennn..ada sambal ketam, ayam percik, ikan panggang, ikan goreng,sup sayur and ulam2,konsep mkn bersila pastu kaki perut sumer cramp tak boleh bgn sbb kenyang sgt

when we dine outside:

ni kt restoran tasik indah shah alam, our fav seafood resataurant

sizzling beancurd yg killer,mmg best!!

ada lala, ada buttered prawn, ada seafood tomyam

ini lah dia ratu lala

sedap sehingga menjilat jari dan kuku

buka puasa session with clients:

3 days in a row bwk customer bukak puasa

at one world hotel..

then concorde shah alam..

then grand blue wave shah alam..

holiday villa,shangri la and hyatt saujana i tak dpt join,bos and other colleague yg pergi, kesian mengenangkan hubby and irina mkn nasik bungkus pasar ramadhan jer..lauk pauk yg sedap pun jadik tak sedap dah teringat laki ngan anak buka sendiri kt rumah kemuncak berbuka puasa yg paling best ialah bila dpt mkn buffet ramadhan kt hotel bersama suami dan anak,dan ia adalah di taja sepenuhnya oleh company tmpt saya berkerja hahahaha..sukati jer la kan bwk kaum kerabat,ni kalau ada 10 org lg perangai mcm aku kt company ni, esok lusa komfem company ni bungkus,takpe yg ni mmg my immediate boss bg greenlight.

wajah2 kekenyangan

hapaaaa??mkn free?bukan mommy yg bayar?kakak maluuuuuu!

so dat's basically my puasa story, ni lg 2-3 hari nak blk kg rasanya mmg tak masak dah,main pakat beli ajer lah,ada la ayam ikan sikit dlm fridge tu nnti bg perabis kasik goreng.

oh ya,i blk tganu this coming monday, sambut raya kt sana dulu,then only raya ke-3 i blk my homwtown muar. So to those fren yg ada kt tganu/muar around that time,calling2 lah ya,jemput dtg beraya kt rumah (dotty,u blk tganu tak?)

I nak ambik kesempatan mohon ampun dan maaf atas segala salah silap mana2 terkasar bahasa terasa hati sepjg i menulis kt blog or ada terckp yg menyinggung perasaan. Maaf zahir dan batin ya. Be careful to those yg drive pulang ke kg, semoga selamat sampai ke destinasi.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MINAL AIDIL WAL FA IZIN dr Marfuza, Mr R.A dan Iman Irina.

Kampong

2008-09-19T11:31:00.012+08:00

It's good when we can go back kampung and spend time with the loved ones..

It's also good to balik kampung when the daughter can polished her touch up skills to someone's face..

and it's waaaay beyond good to see that someone's face menjadi tak ubah spt beruang panda yg kena tumbuk hahahahuhuhu

it's good to see the daughter have some good time with the cousins

and last but not least, best balik kampung sbb boleh ber'ym' and berconference dgn 2 org cheeky yg jauh nuuuun di sana..

aiyoh,missnya kt qis and aliff, miss nya kt kampung...cpt lah raya!

At 26 weeks..

2008-09-05T14:51:00.005+08:00

I did my routine check up last Firday,but this time with a different doctor. UMRA engaged a specialist scanner (scanner??) from PPUM to do a detail scan on the featus. Detail here means to check thoroughly on the heart, lung ,kidney and did a measurement on some parts of the body,and oh to check on the lips too (takut cleft-lips). So hard to see the baby’s face u know, ala2 malu la dia nyuruk2 muka pulakkan,but the doctor didn’t give up that easily, she kept on shaking and pressing my tummy more than 10 times to get the right angle on baby’s face and she got it! The result so far?Alhamdulillah..baby sihat and so active inside. The internal organs and the body parts develop very well and the baby weighs 900gm, sikit lg nak sekilo.

And the gender of the baby has been reconfirmed too.

It’s a BOY.

Itu tolobosa sgtlah jelas kebosarannya.

Alhamdulillah again... Hubby and Irina are so happy, irina mmg awal2 ckp nak babyboy (I don’t know y,maybe dia merasa kedekut tanak share harta2 permainan dia). And me?hmm even I always envisaged having all girls and dressing them up alike,play make up and babydoll together, but having a boy is a bless too, at least hubby ada geng,takde la kaum2 pompuan makcik2 kiah jer menguasai rumah kan-hmm maybe I boleh main wrestling pulak lps ni ;)

Now that the gender has been reconfirmed, I am more at ease and can start shopping for the baby. Not that I've not started shopping for him but yes, now I can shop MORE heheh. Sure, only some of Irina's clothes (baby pyjamas) can be passed down to the baby (and some of aliff’s too!thanks kakakkuk), but of coz he needs more boyish clothes of his own too. There are so many things that I want to get for the baby but are still contemplating i.e stroller since his kakak is much depend on the stroller if we are out to the mall. Or maybe I can consider getting a buggy for irina so the baby can use his sister’s stroller. Oh and baby car seat . And that fisher price bouncer too!whoaaaa byklah duit laki aku kan nak beli sumer2 ni huhu

Ok back to me then.

At 6 months 2 weeks now, my tummy keeps getting bigger and bigger by the minute, hence I feel like I am losing my sense of balance when I walk nowadays. I keep wanting to tumble to the left, or to the right. It is funny because I REALLY walk like a mother penguin now, Waddle, waddle. Imagine that,dah sebijik mcm mak pingu. Then the shortness of breath really irritates me. At one time I really feel like passing out and keep on panting for more air. Dah mcm org semput. Mr husband does not allow me to carry the groceries anymore and he ensures I do not carry Irina also.

The sleepless nights, constant heartburn, backache, mild contractions, leg cramps, increased moodiness, and the pelvic pressure are more than enough to keep me occupied and worried for now. Sleeping is now painful. PAINFUL. Maybe I should try sleeping sitting down and I have been passing urine every hour or so, I just feel like urinating on the bed at times. Oh ya,no more tandas cangkung ya, adalah spt rasa hendak terberanak di situ.

Me and hubby already decide on the name of our little hero. We are confirmed to maintain Iman as the first name. As for now I only can address him as little I.I.

Yes,my little I.I is making his debut soon.

for the time being, just enjoy the view of his face comfortably hibernate in mommy's tummy.

weekend:Stadium, lunch and make up session

2008-08-29T13:41:00.000+08:00

I shall post this entry 2 weeks ago, means this entry dah terperuk dlm entry list i for 2 weeks

Last last Sunday(which was bout 2 weeks ago), we started our day quite early,we woke up around 8 am(utk seorg encik r.a dah abis awal dah 8pagi ni). Anak pun sama2 lah bgn awal, pukul 8.30 am dah mandi dan bersiap2 utk ke..stadium shah alam!

we know from our fren who stay in shah alam dat pagi2 ahad ada mcm2 org menjual kt stadium tu,it's like pasar malam but this one is a huuuuge one and dibuat pd waktu pagi. So slps beberapa siri kegagalan utk pergi ke sana di pagi ahad (due to bgn lmbt pkl 10,blk kg and so on) at last we managed to go there!

selalunya irina have her morning milk atas katil pukul 10pagi dgn pipi masam tak mandi,but this time was different;9 pagi, sudah mandi, berbau wangi,berjln ke stadium sambil minum susu

hah,this is what i'm talking bout,huuuuge pasar pagi dgn deretan gerai yg menjual bermacam2!ada baju, hiasan rumah, kasut,handbag,brg2 basah spt ikan,sayur,byklah,org jual kereta terpakai pun ada

i terkena kt sini,kena paauuuu!

u know,we all tak spend lama pun kt sini, less then 1hr blk dah,satu sbb dah panas terik(no wonder kwn suruh dtg pukul 7),another one cik kak sorang tu byk la ceritanya pulak, semua gerai jual toy nak singgah,i tak smpt nak tgk brg2 makcik kiah lain i.e alas meja,sarung kusyen yg i boleh grab-so i bought barbie spenda, tooth brush(byk2 benda,ini yg aku beli) and a make up set for iman irina,tak abis2 berangan.

dah lama irina merengek nak make up sendiri,selama ni abis dia kerjakan make up mommy,dat day iada survey kt toysrus and ada junpa one box of make up set mmg complete la,lipstick,nail color sumer ada,but it costs rm129,RM129???giler haper,baik aku beli estee lauder make up,dpt seketul compact powder k.

hen,we pekena nasik lemak at restoran gembira and that week we feel like bermalas2 shj di rumah. So we went to giant to buy brg basah utk dimasak lunch.

this was my lunch menu set:

ikan siakap masak tiga rasa style marfuza (style syok sendiri)

satu periok tomyam campur.

sawi masak lemak and fried chicken utk budak kuat berangan.

tadaaa..dah mcm nak mkn utk sepuluh org,lihatlah nasik yg bertimbun itu, konsep 'eating for two' katanya padahaaaaal..

basically,i enjoyed my weekend,even at the end of the day i kena korbankan muka utk dijadikan bahan eksperimen seorg mak andam halus (Mak Nab jr) dan kelihatan tak ubah spt seorg 'drag queen',but i'm still happy..a happy mummy with a big tummy..

this is how i look after a few attempt irina make up kan i,horror kan..i bet u all tanak tgk pic for 1st attempt, lagiiiii la horror huhu..

p/s:Mak Nab adalah mak andam terkenal suatu ketika dahulu di kg saya,kalau dia make upkan pengantin,komfem muka sepuh k.

selamat berhujung minggu frens dan SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK.

Fact or Myth?

2008-08-15T11:33:00.003+08:00

1)Is it true dat the shape of the belly determine what type of gender your baby is?like perut bulat cantik adalah boy,perut ke tepi dan kelihatan err agak buruk adalah girl?

2)Is it true dat we are forbidden to extremely hate someone atau mengeji2 org atau menyeksa binatang2 kerana digeruni akan mengeffect baby dlm kandungan?or org tua ckp 'terkenan'?tp mcm betul la yg ni coz I remember my mom once told dat my nenek really hate one Indian neighbor when she was pregnant and bila lahir my uncle adalah sebijik rupa india k,kulit hitam, rambut keteng2 india skit, auta2 sumer ada, complete package! skang ni kalau peratikan betul2 mmg ada iras seorg pelakon tamil, betul ckp,tak tipu ni,hmm psychology factor is more like it kot..

3)Is it true dat masa mengandung jgn mkn/minum yg hitam2 like mkn kicap, minum kopi cincau krn dikhuatiri kulit anak akan gelap?and the other way round,minumla susu or soyabean byk2 utk dptkan kulit baby yg cerah,betul kah?dah tu kalau suami isteri mmg dah gelap gelita akankah berhasil?(berkata sambil mencermin diri sendiri dan suami)-ok I have to admit this,even I’m quite skeptical with dis tp aku mengaku adalah terpengaruh sikit dimana slps mkn nasik dgn kicap yg membanjir(aku hantu kicap!) aku akan bilas kicap tu dgn minum soyabean,tanak anak berkulit gelap punya psl, boleh gitu?

4)Is it true kalau pregnant babygirl maknya akan sentiasa nak melawa dan berhias2 cantik while pregnant with boy akan membawa kpd ibu kelihatan tidak semenggah dan nmpk kurang bergaya,betul ke?dahtu kalau org tu mmg seorg yg selekeh then mengandung girl akankah dia evolve menjadi seorg diva yg meletop dan begitu juga sebaliknya?

5)I was once told dat masa pregnant jgn mandi mlm2 slalu,nnti anak ‘kembar air’ or some sort like air ketuban byk then bila pecah akan melimpah ruah,gitu la kot -ni cuaca panas skang ni how not to mandi laa,berkuwap ngan berkepam k badan..haih mcm2kan?

So ibuk2 yg berpengalaman,care to share your opinion with me?

Iman Irina's world

2008-08-11T14:47:00.019+08:00

Hi. Nama saya iman irina.

Saya berumur 3thn 5 bln.

Saya adalah mommy’s daughter. Ini gmbr saya bersama mommy tercinta di wet world shah alam.Semua org mengatakan dlm perut mommy ada baby, tp saya tidak peduli itu semua. Yg saya tahu saya mahu mommy sentiasa mendukung saya kerana kdg2 saya merasa spt mahu mengada-ngada dan bermanja.

Lihatlah muka saya yg masam itu kerana telah dimarahi akibat perbuatan mengada2 saya dan lihatlah juga lengan dan badan mommy yg sedang berkembang dgn pesatnya. Saya ingin memberitahu bhw mommy cuba menyembunyikan ukurlilit perutnya disebalik baju hitam itu ttp tidak berjaya.

Saya kembali girang apabila abah memujuk saya dgn pelampung besar.

saya berasakan spt model baju renang di kala ini.

disebabkan merasa bangga yg teramat, saya tidak dpt mengontrol tahap kekembangan hidung saya.

sekiranya tidak melakukan aktiviti riadah di luar,saya akan duduk dirumah shj smbil menyiapkan kerja sekolah.

iya betul, saya hanya berangan shj. Saya belum bersekolah lagi .Saya hanya feeling2 spt sudah bersekolah dgn mempunyai buku, pensil, color pencil dan bag. Saya sering merengek kpd mommy utk mendaftarkan saya di sekolah 'mat ridal'(read:smart reader). spt kakak qistina dahulu. Mommy akan berkata 'iyo laaaah, nnti mommy suruh abah cap duit byk2 kt blakang rumah ya' dan saya akan riang gembira semula.

ini lah kerja sekolah saya.

slps puas feeling2 budak sekolah, saya akan feeling spt seorg pekerja kolar putih walaupun kolar baju saya tidak beberapa putih dan ada beberapa kudup bunga ros disitu.

saya gemar bermain dgn PDA abah walaupun ia diringi dgn pandangan risau tuan empunya pda dan renungan tajam mommy. Kdg2 renungan tajam itu akan bertukar menjadi suara high pitch yg menggerunkan apabila saya terjatuhkan pda itu atau membaling 'stylus'nya setelah bosan bermain.

saya juga suka feeling2 spt org dewasa. Lihatlah saya menyedut siput sedut masak lemak dgn berselera sekali.

dan ini pula adalah close up saya yg sdg menikmati lala. Bibir saya menjadi begitu akibat perbuatan menyedut siput sedut tadi dgn bersungguh-sungguh.

setelah berperut kenyang, saya feeling2 pula spt wanita dewasa dgn meng'apply'kan lipstick di bibir. Tidak perlu hirau dgn wajah yg sudah comot dan rambut yg bergerbangan kerana gaya itu adalah penting.

setelah letih ber'feeling-feeling' spt model, budak sekolah,wanita bergaya dan sebagainya, saya kembali kpd dunia realiti saya. Inilah dunia saya yg sebenar. Saya dan babydoll.

babydoll saya sdg demam semput. saya sdg menekup keseluruhan mukanya selama beberapa minnit dgn inhaler bertujuan utk merawatnya.

saya tidak sabar2 utk mempunyai adik sendiri so saya dpt bermain2 dgnnya. Saya sudah menanam azam utk merawat adik saya dgn inhaler spt apa yg saya buat pd babydoll. Apabila saya berkata begini kpd mommy,mommy akan merenung saya dgn pandangan ngeri sambil bersuara 'oh nooooo..tidaaaaaakkk..'

saya tahu itu tanda mommy merestuinya.

bye-bye. ;)

It's time to say Good-bye..

2008-08-11T14:21:00.005+08:00

KLIA
Friday August the 1st
10.40pm..

I will not say good-bye

Yet I would say farewell

For we shall meet again

That I can foretell

The future is unpredictable

Tomorrow is uncertain

Keep our laughs and memoirs

But I wish you have no burden

We shall keep on learning

Remain as students and become as mentors

Face the unknown with confident yearning

Pursue our life endeavors

Farewell, my sister,

I utter it with pain

Farewell, my sister,

In sunshine or in rain,

Farewell, my sister,

This day would come, we knew

Our dreams we shall pursue

For now, my sister..

adieu

Dhainee Pfafflin

Marniza off to London..

2008-07-30T16:19:00.021+08:00

Don’t ask me what’s my feeling right now-it’s all jumbled-up. I’m happy for her, I’m proud of her but at the same time I feel so sad, anxious and down- my sister will be living in a foreign land for 4 YEARS and bring over all her lovable kids and husband and it is very super duper slim chance of us to meet her for the next 4 years-4 years mannn..4 years..bukan sekejap..and and somemore it’s London..bukan dengkil atau kuala pilah atau parit buntar perak ya yang agak2 nak visit start enjin kereta jalaaaan..or kalau kt indon or Thailand or negara2 asean seangkatabn adalah boleh digagahkan jua utk melawatkan..

Gosh..u see,for all this while I’m very close with my sister and I even blogged bout her once-she’s 1 year older than me and we are so damn closed during childhood and schooling time,in fact we felt like we were twins during those childhood years , baju kasut barang mesti indentical ok. And gradually when we grow up and get married, we are still like isi and kuku even we rarely meet due to family and career commitment. We share stories, opinions, happiness and sadness.and she’s a good listener too,always be my shoulder to cry on .so, marniza takde,sapa nak dgr keluh kesah marfuza ni?sapa nak melawat I kt spital bila bersalin nnti dan sibuk bg tips dan petua2?sapa nak offer comfy word over my anxieties or my complaint psl kerja, suami dah anak?(yess abang,I did complaint to my sister bout u bwekk ;p)

And and our kids are also closed, irina adalah sgt kamceng dgn kakak qistina and aliff, they play together and scream over toys together, they laugh, cry, mad and share pillow and mattress together,and sama2 kuat berangan ok..irina pun dah pandai, asikla tanya ‘bila kakak nak besar mummy?kakak nak pakai bra..’hebat pertanyaan tu kan?tak terjangkau dek akal fikiran,and u guess dia belajar dr sapa?yeah of course from mentor berangan dia qistina asyura.

So now boleh bygkan kesunyian yg bakal melanda kami anak beranak?qistina is now 4years old and aliff 3years old..tgh sedap buat main tau, but now they are leaving us..and only be back to msia when they are 8 and 7yrs old..arghhh…I’m gonna missed their cheeky side!i’m gonna missed my little qistina and aliff..tell me qistina, sapa akan hiburkan mummy,tokbak and tokmak dgn aksi qistina?or sapa akan memaksa kami memanggil nama qisitina sebagai qistina erra dan adik iman,iman isya?or sapa akan sibuk memakai bra sambil kaki terkepit2 berlagak spt mermaid?or sapa yg akan asik menyikat rambut sambil menonyoh bibir dgn lipstick maklong?sapa qistina?sapa?nobody..can u imagine how sad I am right now?can u imagine how lonely ur buddy iman irina after this?can u imagine ur tokbak,tokmak, maklong ,mummy and maksu’s feeling ?........it’s gonna be empty and dull after this..

In conjuction with keberangkatan ija and family to Barking London this coming friday, we held some makan2 activities..

1)kenduri doa selamat at my hometown,muar - 12th july 08

2) dinner treat at TGI Fridays Subang Parade

to my beloved sister marniza, wish u all the best in pursuing your phD at King's College London, take care mar,gonna miss u a lot..jgn lupa oghang kt sini..(teary-eyed)..

to my abg ipar yg sgt sporting dan baikhati, abg hafiz,all the best at your new place, we put hope in u to take care of marniza and that 2 little cheeky,may Allah bless your family always..

to Nur Qistina Asyura..mummy gonna miss u lot dear,A LOT..dont be naughty k syg,i'll buy you a mermaid costume when u come back to msia k,hope u make a good friend at your new school k

to Mohd Aliff Iqbal..mummy loves u much,gonna miss u much, be a good boy k adik,mama will be busy with her study,hope u'll cope up fast with your new environment

to my beloved mr R.A..start saving your money bang, your wife akan meroyan sekiranya tidak berjaya menjejakkan kaki ke London by next year, NAK PEGI LONDON JUGAAAAAKK huhuuhuuu

and last but not least,a mental note to myself;back to spenda scarlet jaya jusco 3 helai sepuluh ringgit,nak kumpul duit punya pslkan, tak reti2?;p

XX or XY?

2008-07-16T12:27:00.005+08:00

As I’m approaching 20 weeks, one thing very obvious besides the sight of my big heavy tummy is this standard question ppl keep on throwing me everytime they meet me;what is the gender of the baby-and up to now to everybody’s surprise, I still do not know what is the gender, and when I said that,ppl will do faces like ‘eh ye ker?dah nak masuk 5bln ni takkan tak tau lg’ or ‘ala nak rahsia la tu,cpt bgtauuuuu..’and I was like ‘tidakkah kau tahu yg aku ni nseorg kepohchi dan kak nam?kak nam yg terbilang takkan nak rahsia2 punya k’ hah gitu I will respond. But itu lah kenyataannya.

Ok,let me backtrack a bit.

During my 3 mth check up, I was not keen to ask the gynae of the gender bcoz of my shock after knowing the cyst thing, so adalah tebantut nafsu di situ. So for my latest checkup which was last week,slps ketraumaan terhadap cyst keji hilang,and besides eager to know wether the baby was growing okay,we were dying to know the gender as well, bukan apa,ni tgh megasale kan,sng I nak shopping brg2 baby nnti,kalau girl takde masalah la kan,baju kakak dia byk, but what if boy?bygkan boy pakai mitten ng bootie kaler pink,and baju bunga beropol2, tak ke ngeri tu, so that’s y lah I agak excited nak tahu.

So anyway, the baby was ok,even the cyst was still there, it regresses for another 1cm (boleh tak kau lenyap jer terus wahai cyst?) and even both hubby and I did not understand 90% of what we were seeing from the detailed ultrasound, we did not wince even for a minute, as well as kakak iman irina. Her abah was telling irina to look at the baby. Obviously the poor little girl could not find baby around her and thus, had no idea what he was talking about. She kept exclaiming "Wheeeere?" mana baby kakak?’sambil mata terkebil2.

So back to the gender issue, the baby’s position was not at it best for doctor to detect the gender hence we are still not firm of the result yet. But the doctor playfully predicted the gender based on the heartbeat and the not so clear image of the part between the baby’s leg, but I still do not want to hold on it since it was not 100% confirmed yet, but then again, anything can happen and we are well-prepared should the gender change again in future checkups. So once confirm, I’ll tell you all k.

What is my preference ,some asked me-boy or girl?frankly speaking I don’t mind (typical answer heh),I’ve got my own point to have either boy or girl this time. Kalau dpt girl lagi ok jugak,at least kakak iman irina ada geng nak main masak2 or babydoll,and all her toys yg bertimbun2 tu (girlish one) bolehlah diturunkan kt adik dia. And also her baju pink yg beropol2 ,sapa nak pakai tu?kalau dpt babygirl jimat dah duit mummy,takyah beli baju byk2. Kasut, bootie, mitten, accessories sumer boleh recycle bg adik dia pakaikan.

And I think it’s also cool to have more girls in my family,ntah la maybe I was born in a family yg di dominan oleh pompuan2,;4of us girls,cuma my brother jer sorang boy(bygkan betapa terseksanya jiwa my brother dikelilingi pompuan2 bingit )we are very closed to each other,mcm kwn2 dah,we share laughter and tears,we share story and secret, we always mencapai kata2 sepakat bersama sbb kami adalah sejiwa dan dominan,so kaum2 adam dlm keluarga pak omar terpaksa la menurut shj hahaha suka suka..we do a lot of girl’s thing together,and one of it is bergosssippp!!(so tau lah mana dtgnya skill kak nam aku kan,bakat telah di asah dr rumah lagi)it’s fun u know, dr kecil smpi besar..so I want irina to experience it too,that’s why if we have another girl after this I pun tak kisah.

But I need to be fair to the husband too, ,kesian jugak kt dia kan,sorang2 takde geng-bygkan he has to layan 2 demanding girls now, everything is all about girl thing, shopping pun brg2 pompuan jer,u know now nih instead of temankan wife beli heels,dia pun dah kena teman beli heels utk anak (yer anak dara aku dah pandai melaram nak kasut tinggi),bygkan dia kena dgr something like this twice” yang ,ok tak kasut ni?” from the wife and ‘abah,cantik tak kasyut bunyi kakak?’ from the daughter- Dahtu kena paksa layan wife or anak posing2 ngan kasut or baju baru, kesiankan? Dahla kt rumah tu tekak2 perempuan jer kedgran, desibel suara anak pun dah sama naik dgn maknya, baik ketawa, baik menekak,giler la aku groom anak aku dah abis sebijik marfuza jr ,ni kalau kluar sorang lg marfuza jr komfem la rmh tu girl power abiss..gosh..now I realized kemungkinan tekanan jiwa yg hebat sedang melanda mr r.a..

Hmmm..i need to give him a boy,if not this time,next time must try hard hard one,org tua pun ckp,at least ada sorang boy,pembawa nama family katanya..then boleh la mr r.a share some interest with his son; main ps2, main futsal, main gitar, tgk bola..

layankan jer la bapakmu itu nak..

oh speaking of tgk bola,during final match euro 2008, I teman him to watch the live match,which was at 2.45am-we slept in front of the tv, and as soon as the match started,I cudn’t help myself from feeling sleepy, ye lah orgnya bukan kaki bola, niat suci di hati hanyalah nak teman si hubby,so I tried very hard to create conversation on the soccer stuff i.e "u think y david beckham married posh spice?dia tuh skepeng sgtlah muka mcm bongkak bla bla,eh u thnk his sex scandal was real or not?bla bla bla"

And some question like

"eh kening ballack berdarah,wat happened,wat happened?tell me tell me" dlm keadaan separa sedar and the last question yg aku ingat sebelum hubby naik darah ialah ‘ kenapa nama dia puyol bang?baik dia letak puyuh jer kan’ sambil gelak2 manja ,immediately pastu aku telah diarahkan tido hoh!

darling, just pray that the doctor's prediction is right..so that u'll never have to sleep alone while waiting for the soccer match, and nobody will ask u about the puyol-puyuh thing again..huhuhu

on top of all thiskan..ni semua kerja Allah,tak kisah la babyboy ker girl,janji sihat sejahtera sempurna sifatnya,i tak mintak lain dah..aminnn..aminnn..

Not that good..

2008-06-16T10:57:00.004+08:00

It is so not good to know that:

- U r too lazy to do everything u used or love to do like housekeeping, cooking, blogging etc and to make it sound more pathetic u also skip brushing your teeth b4 u off to bed and let ur armpit hair grow wild without feeling any guilty and it happens for a few month..

-U have less time to spend with your beloved sister and ur so cheeky niece and nephew since they will be staying so far away from u and only be back after a couple of years..it is more sad to know that ur sister is letting go her laundry dryer but u have no space to put it in your kitchen and u feel like squeezing it into your living room space, hmm maybe next to the tv cabinet,brilliant tak?

-Ur daughter is throwing tantrum 24-7 even for a single silly thing like failure in writing S alphabet properly or no Kipper on tv screen at anytime she requires it to be and the result wud be endless crying and throwing everything she cud reach before rolling herself from living room to the kitchen. ‘Pembawakan budak ‘some old folk said but for me adalah pembawakan urghh tak tahu lah.Membawak amarah lagi ada.

-On top of all this is..it is really really totally not good to know that when u were 12weeks pregnant, ur gynae diagnosed u of having an ovarian cyst..this is bad rite..really really bad..

Ovarian cysts in pregnancy may cause abdominal pain due to torsion or rupture. Ovarian cysts most commonly undergo torsion and rupture during the first trimester.

If the woman is in severe pain, suspect torsion or rupture. Perform immediate laparotomy.

If the cyst is more than 10 cm and is asymptomatic:
- If it is detected during the first trimester, observe for growth or complications;
- If it is detected during the second trimester, remove by laparotomy to prevent complications.
If the cyst is between 5–10 cm, follow up. Laparotomy may be required if the cyst increases in size or fails to regress.
If the cyst is less than 5 cm, it will usually regress on its own and does not require treatment.

but as for my 3rd checkup which was last week (at 14weeks) the cyst regress at about 0.5cm and the doctor said nothing to be worry about, this is her quote: I nak u buat bodoh jer kt cyst tu, jgn layan dia, anggap dia takde kt dlm tu,trust me,it’s good if it can disappear but if it remain at this current size of 4.5cm it should be harmless..oh ya baby u sihat,tgk jantung dia bla bla bla..

Boleh ke nak buat bodoh jer?i don’t know..knowing the fact that I’m carrying something besides my baby is really scary but I know doctor knows best,I trust her and hubby really want me to be optimist, he wants me to be strong and not to get down by this matter, he said berserah dan bertawakkal, everything will be fine..no doubt he is my pillar..

The only good thing is we celebrated our 4th anniversary last 2 weeks, good supportive husband and good food really made my day that nite..

and yesterday morning we went for some mini picnic at tmn tasik shah alam. I prepared some tuna sandwich and roti telur for the daughter,and we tapaued teh tarik from mamak nearby..again another good family time..

I need to be surrounded by all this +ve thing as doctor advised me to always b +ve and strong,it will boost up my antibody system hence it wud help to cure the cyst..

and I know I’m on the right track now..

p/s:thanks to my family for their support and prayer..and frens, pls pray the best for my baby too ok..syg korang..

p/p/s: i'm helping my sister to advertise on her house,she wants to rent it out effective early August 08, it is a 3 room 2 bathroom medium-sized apartment at bandar baru sentul, a good and startegic place to stay, nearby amenities esp LRT Sentul (walking distance!) to be rented out at RM1,100. Mintak tlg sampai2kan ya..anyone interested can e mail me at marfuza.omar@gmail.com

Our current story

2008-05-08T13:59:00.005+08:00

So now I’m 8 weeks pregnant, and as early as it may sound,I still don’t feel like it’s been 8 weeks, I do feel like I’ve been in this crucial stage for ages. I’m so weak, I lost my enormous appetite on food,i've been throwing up like nobody's business and I’m overly sensitive with strong smell,be it bau makanan,ketiak hangit, kepam badan manusia, perfume tengik or asap kenderaan. and Oh bau kepala irina yg yg bermandi peluh tatkala pulang dr playground menjelang maghrib juga turut menyeksa jiwa dan raga.

Our life routine has also changed. No more roaming around at shopping complex or try a new mkn place di mlm minggu. Anak beranak hanya melepak di rumah dan mkanan hanya di tapau shj.Iman Irina hanya berpeluang menikmati aktiviti luaran di kawasan berdekatan rumah bersama abah since mommy has to stay at home. Tidak berdaya dan hanya melepek. Pergi playground nearby, 7-E,kedai runcit speedymart and habis terer pun pergi tesco shah alam main indoor playground. Pity my Irina.She lost some of her adventurous moment due to mommy’s condition. I really hope things will be ok soon.

And how bout my man?how he copes with this situation?i could say that he impresses me very well!Hey,we are talking bout Mr R.A here ok,seorg lelaki yg tak pernah buat kerja rumah hatta mencucisebijik pinggan, sidai baju or memasak. Okla bg credit sikit,tak la teruk sgt sbb he irons his own work clothes and mmg amik tender basuh toilet kt rumah,but kerja2 dapur?sgt tidak sinonim dgn encik R.A k.

But now,he shows his other side of capability as well. Mr R.A is now in control of the housechores you know. He plays Mr Mama very well.He washes the dishes, he keeps the kitchen clean, he mop the floor, he bathe irina, he dresses her up, he washes her poo poo, he put her to sleep,he does almost everything except cooking. Yes, agak kekayuan ya apabila tiba bab2 memasak but it’s ok darling,u do more than what I expect,lgpun I tanak dapur kita terbakar hangus ya ling,so it’s ok. I’m so thankful to have such a helpful and understanding husband like him, thanks so much lah!,I bg u special present bln 12 nnti k.

Honestly, I couldn't have asked for a better husband!

Alhamdullilah..

Daddy's girl now heh?

Lembik..

2008-05-02T15:29:00.002+08:00

How would you like it if you throw up everything after every meal?

Say, throw up after breakfast, lunch, tea break and dinner?

How would you like it if your mouth tastes of basically whatever you throw up?

How would you like it if you easily become nauseated by your kitchen's smell,or by your neighbour's cooking?

How would you like it? I do not like it a single bit. Hazab k.

Oh well. That's the only quick update from me :( nak post gmbr trip bandung pun tak larat..

Happy Weekend frens..

Precious Gift.

2008-04-15T17:40:00.000+08:00

I think this year's bday celebration was the meaningful one to iman irina. Besides the 'bolehlah-tahan' bday celebration,she also received a lot of bday present,way more than her 1st n 2nd year.

And similar to those years,me n hubby also bought a gift for her.

A present.

A tangible gift.

But this year is so special. The present is double. It comes together with intangible gift. The gift that she can't see and hold..at least at this moment. The gift that will take 9 month to be hold and see...and i could say that this gift is not only for Iman Irina, but it is also a special gift for me and hubby.Alhamdulillah..

Welcome my first trimester, meaning welcome all those throw ups and nausea..i havent start with it yet and i wish it will never happen,or at least after i make it to our family vacation next week. Frens, pls pray that i'm gonna have the smooth 1st trimester journey k, InsyaAllah..

In a mean time,before iman irina gets busy with bottle, mitten and all,we let her play with this first.

ada gaya chef kan?;)

p/s:i answered ibu emir's question already in the previous comment,and to mrsboan & zura i'm joining u all now,we are the member of mak buyung's club! ;)

Pictures

2008-04-11T17:58:00.014+08:00

Life of a 3 years old gal..

enjoying outdoor swimming session

...and also indoor pool activity yg dihiasi toilet bowl

spend time with her virtual fren,nemo..

Try her best to help nemo find his way to school

draw shapes.she recognises all the shapes and colors already..thanks to barney color & shape learning vcd

coloring..sambil memakai baju terbalik

fold her own laundry..

watering the grass..

and last but not least..

she knows how to pose with some accesories

pink sunglasses & mommy's heels, nak lawan tokeh ni

aiyoh,iman irina mmg dah besar lah!

Birthday Celebration cum Housewarming

2008-04-02T09:51:00.026+08:00

birthday who?
iman irina

where?
tmn pinggiran usj,subang jaya

when?
last weekend,29th march 08

overall how?
tiring but exciting!

some of the highlights:
-catering dtg lambat,which was 1 hr late hence caused 1 hr of sesi mencarut berbakul2 di dlm hati
-it was raining heavily,but it stopped around 3.30pm and by the time it stopped,the crowd started to built up.
-the mkn2 session shud finished around 5pm but due to the delay caused by caterer,we extent it till 7,and the caterer only kemas2 his thing around 7.30pm tanpa berbunyi sepatah haram pun,tau salah sendirikan
-we got discount from caterer to compensate with their late arrival,yahooo!
-ma cooked her yummilicious nasik dagang to serve my family yg sgt dahagakan rasa nasik dagang pantai timur,thanks ma!
-majlis turut diserikan dgn kehadiran individu O.K.U (Orang Kurang Upaya)
-iman irina berupa sgt comot dihujung majlis ttp sgt happy dikelilingi ramai kawan,saudara mara dan hadiah2-and she followed qistina back home at the end of the day.

the goodie bag

the cake shared with lil qis (bday 1st march),so got 2 names there

the guests

the food

birthday gal

my sister helped with the cake cutting session

the two lovely birthday gals

with cousins-alif, iman & qis.

grinned from ear to ear!barbie mariposa is now a hot stuff for lil girl!thanks to makusu & mama marniza!

some of the presents,thanks all!

from left-right: nadia my youngest cuz,my mom,my sis along,my auntie mak itam and ma,MIL

Adik, mak and abah

he's cute kan?i told u my abah mmg cute n best!heheh

my dearest SIL, Miera and my along

my another sister, marniza just arrived

org kuat di belakang tabir-miera n mardiana.

inilah dia tetamu istimewa dr golongan O.K.U-MARDIANA OMAR!! clap..clap..

bestfren

sesi bukak hadiah diketuai oleh ketua kanak2,auntie miera ;p

me with my collegue steven and si tempang.

with my ex-sains muar dormmate,noha and zai,thanks dtg,luv u la bebeh!

with my long time-fren (since form 1) hawa, we used to be called twin during those years in sek men dato' tp skang twin dah hilang,hawa lg putih n gebuuu,thanks hawa sudi dtg!

colleagues

pasangan tuan rumah yg cacat

million thanks to my family;mak,abah,along,abg long,mak itam,nadia and adik for making and effort to come all the way from muar,and also to my kakak puan marniza and abg hafiz yg sudi dtg dan sanggup menghangkot iman blk ke rumahnya mlm itu utk memberi peluang mommy and abah berehat,thanks mar. thanks to mak uteh sefamily.

also my warmest thanks to my MIL ma and miera yg sama2 menyumbang idea n tenaga utk majlis yg tak seberapa ni esp to miera,thanks sponsor goodie bag n party hat,thanks a lot sis!.

and a special thanks to my one and only adik,mardiana,even adik dtg dgn diri yg serba kekurangan dan kedaifan serta tempang akibat kaki injured jatuh longkang,but akak appreciate ur morale support,serba kesakitan kan hari tu,kaki sakit..dompet sakit (2 barbie mariposakan) dan skang hati pulak sakit baca ni kan hahaha!!

oh ya,thanks bebyk to along and ra sbb sponsor sate,along,u r the real Ah Long!heheh

thanks to my frens noha,zai,nad,dena,hawa,shai,sheila and kani,thanks for the present ya!

thanks to my collegue ganesh,howard and steven,thanks to cikgu2 nursery iman irina,thanks to joey and kak huda my neighbour,and thanks to hubby's frens n colleagues, thanks all!

and last but not least,a trillion thanks to mr R.A yg sgt bersabar dgn kerenah 'project manager' dr sebelum majlis smapai majlis habis dan juga bertindak sebagai financial controller dgn cemerlang.(dpt discountkn syg?my facial cleanser how?heheh)

to my frens yg tak dpt attend,takpe takde rezeki kita nak berjumpa haritu,next time insyaAllah..

3 years old

2008-03-25T17:02:00.016+08:00

When times seem too hard to bear & I l feel like giving up
I vision your beautiful face, the twinkle of your eyes and things of such
The bond we created from my womb to the day you were born
Is a mother and daughter bind that can never be torn
With the strength and guidance of God and the blessings he pours down from above
I want to be the best mom I can be to you and embrace you with all my love
You are as precious as a flower and as gorgeous as a rose
You have been specially made to the very tip of your nose
You are as sweet as honey; such an innocent young child
You are brighter than any star in the sky every time you smile
I want you to be proud of who you are and strive to be the best
Put forth your efforts to achieve your goals and let God do the rest
I will always be your mother first, but I'm also your friend
Your are the most precious gift, that I've ever been given

~Sherri Lawrence~

Happy 3rd Birthday Iman Irina..

With All My Love,

Mommy

Si Jonah goes to function

2008-03-13T08:28:00.003+08:00

Our company will held a function dinner tonite in conjuction with a new product launching,so that would tell why i'm so quiet for the past weeks. Even the co appoints even management, but still we need to do certain things on our part. Then besides busy with the preparation and all,i was also sickly worried bout what i'm going to wear for the event since i dont have appropriate formal attire. So the job becomes double; day time is full with invited list and all,and nite time busy melawat pusat2 membeli belah. It's not that i'm too beauty-conscious or getting excited to dress-up mengalah anak dara,but the scenario kind of freaking me.

U see, we need to usher vip's to the stage to do the launch,and there will be me, esther and jennie. How to stand between this 2 single,sexy,vogue and malatop ladies?as of jennie,she's 5' 8 tall, skinny,flawless skin,mix-blood,sng citer cantek..the body?fuh,drool..she really looks like a model (somehow i wonder apsal dia tak jadik model dan memilih utk terperap kt reception counter jadik receptionist and di ngorat oleh technician2 dan pak guard,giler takde life k)and dia kan,bg lah pakai apa pun,mesti nmpk cantik,aku rasa kalau mlm ni dia pakai t shirt cap pagoda ngan kain batik diri atas stage pun org akan ckp cantik,cuba kalau aku,komfem mbok k-then come esther,hah yg ni tayah ckp la,small,petite,babyface and the most important thing her cleavage line pun dah mampu bg org sakit jantung,n i bet tonite she's gonna wear plunge-neck dress,boleh bygkan dah kan?

so paham skang kenapa aku risau?in between jennie the supermodel and esther's boobs, komfem aku lenyap,i do not want to look like an alient on stage,or nmpk mcm makcik or ah soh,tanak k,but at the same time tanakla pulak over-dressed mcm bini org tak sedar diri,i just want to look simple and nice yet look elegant (wah mcm bagus).

So..after surveyed at a few places around shah alam,finally i found one!organza gold-colored kebaya pendek and black satin sarong with a buckle,hah shud be ok kan?i spend 2 days looked around for this u know,and for u girls who stay near shah alam,i wud suggest to go to SACC or Plaza Alam Sentral,byk butik2 jual kebaya or fashionable kurung,and the price is reasonable.

so the day has come,blazer and baju kebaya dah standby gantung dlm keta.Jap lg around 11,we need to go to the hotel already. The conference will start at 2pm and around 5 we need to change and get ourselves prepared for the cocktail and dinner function. Agak berdebar2 juga bcoz whoever knows me,they will know how clumsy i can be esp in front of crowds (my fren even call me Jonah). So for clumsy ppl to get clad in kebaya ketat,tube and kain sarong yg hanya diikat shj,ia adalah agak membimbangkan.oh bukan agak,tp sgt bimbang k. Kemuncak kebimbangan?yess heels,marfuza and heels adalah suatu kombinasi mimpi ngeri k,sgt ngeri.

Pls..Pls God,i pray very hard for not to get clumsy as tonite is somehow a significant event for the company.All the prominent clients will be there, JKR,MARA, property owner, consultants bla bla-Agak mengerikan bila membygkan tiba2 kaki tersadung kt tangga masa nak naik stage or tgh jln then terpijak kain lalu terus tersungkur,or worst, kain telucut..erghh..

i do not want to be a laughing stock k,tanak.
TAK SANGGUP.

K Wish me luck,nak gi dah ni.Daaa..

not so real..

2008-02-29T15:56:00.006+08:00

Do u know what's the bad side of being the only child?

the tendency of your child having an imaginary friend is very high.

the tendency of your child playing with imagination is very high.

the tendency of your child talking to a non-living object is very high.

the tendency of your child acting as a big sister to makhluk kupam berbulu coklat is very high.

the tendency of your house getting mess with scattered toys and cushion is very high.

the tendency of the scattered cushion being some 'imaginary kapal' is very high.

the tendency of u get yelled at bcoz of u intrude the 'imaginary kapal' zone is very high.

the tendency of u having your butt rest on the cold floor instead of that comfy cushion is very high.

the tendency of your lovely living room turn into some horrible sarang-buaya lookalike place is very high.

the tendency of u having a high blood pressure is very high.

the tendency to have the strong feeling of getting pregnant again is very high.

Enough said. Production line status as of 29th feb 08:ON 24hrs 7days a week.(wah,bleh?)

dont disturb me mommy!

this is my soul mate

at this critical moment,what come across my mind is my cheeky niece, qistina aka irina's best buddy. Qistina dearie,it's good if you can have some sleepover at mommy's place,pls tell your mama bout this k,mommy tak thn dah,pls help me,pls come n rescue iman irina from drowning in her own imaginary world,pls make her stop from continuosly talking to any bulu-buluan objek,and pls tell her that sofa will always be a sofa,ia bukan kapal laut,jauh sekali bas sekolah..pls help me qistina syg,and most important thing is..i want my living room back,huaaaaa..

this was taken sometimes ago,when irina was getting real with her real buddy in her real world..

oh ya,happy 4th birthday to Nur Qistina Asyura,mommy,uncle and iman love u very much!

Get Together

2008-02-21T08:13:00.012+08:00

bosan.

takde masa.

rindu nak blog.

tak sempat.

upload gmbr je la.

gmbr mommy bergumbira.

kt planet hollywood.

last saturday nite.

mr r.a?ada

ada kt umah main ps2 sampai pkl 2 pagi

marfuza?enjoy jugak sampai pkl 2 pagi

I have a bunch of great frens,i have one sporting husband

so,apa mau lagi?

it was all F.U.N

i'm glad to meet and lepak with all of them esp to jijieboy yg sentiasa mcm cacat,to khairil, even he's busy melayan kerenah kudsia tp boleh gak lepak, to amyzadin yg busy berkempen for the upcoming G.E still ada masa dtg,n mostly to yatt,even she turned up quite late,i'm glad to see her smiling face after the terrible loss of her hubby,sheikh ajil. Frens, love u all so much,we shud have this kind of session every mth!hihi (mcm la laki aku nak layan ;p)

ok dah,coolie nak kena start keje. bye

at last..

2008-01-28T12:08:00.000+08:00

i cant believe that i'm here again. It's been a while since i last updated my blog. As what eiseai wrote in her blog,something wrong with the internet connection. At first i thought it was this office's IT system that went haywire (as it always be), but nope..some of the ppl outhere also experienced the same thing. so that's ok,tidak perlu berterusan mencarut dan memaki IT staff di dlm hati ;p

and oh the workload matter too..my work is just killing me esp when the big festive season is just around the corner. Everything and anything MUST BE DONE before CNY break, no matter how much u have the urge to pee or pass motion,tahankan sahaja hatta kamu mungkin berpotensi utk tercirit di atas kerusi, yeah to that extent,and and at the same time berharap shj yg mungkin bonus kamu akan betambah sekali ganda sebagai reward kpd perbuatan mencirit kerana kamu telah mengutamakan kerja dan kepentingan syarikat lebih dr segala-galanya, itu sesuatu yg hebat utk dibygkan bukan?

ok, enough marfuza.

Well, nothing much happened to me and the babes, i mean the small babe and the big babe..and same goes to me-i notice that we spend more at home than outside now-like for the past 2 weekend,we just stucked our butt on the couch lazying around while flipping to all the channel and i cooked the whole day,i mean for lunch and dinner. And i have new routine too, to get my day start early on saturday mrng and bring irina out for some leisure activity since hubby is working halfday. We will go for breakfast and have our roti canai and teh tarik before we hit to a huuuuge playground at tmn tasik shah alam. Irina will lost in her own world while me sitting at the nearby bench reading my newspaper and monitoring her..ahhh such a pleasure morning to start with..dan sekiranya bernasib baik dapatlah sampai awal ke rumah which is around 12noon, butttt tidak selamanya bernasib baik dimana kdgkala terpaksa melakukan lawatan sosial ke shopping2 complex dan melaburkan sejumlah wang di kedai2 mainan,kedai buku ataupun kedai dvd,then only i managed to drag her back home.

Another thing is we are now busy working on our hse compound project yg berkeadaan tidak ubah spt pdg ragut, or maybe worse than that,padang jarak padang tekukur is more like it. i just cant stand the ugly side of it so we already decided to plant a carpetgrass,and it cost about rm5 per 1 sq.ft,and after we total it up, the figure become rm2k utk tanah sekangkang kera kat depan and that not so huge backyard,rm2k?rm2k?????is this real or not?so any mommies out there yg ada experince with the lawn project,is this price reasonable?urghh i thnk it's too late to ask for opinion since we paid half of the cost already..pepatah ckp takde duit tgh bulan mkn pasir kan,hubby ckp tgh bulan boleh mkn rumput,buat ulam..hmmppff..

oh i would like to say sorry to eiseai for taking such a long time to do the handbag tag she tagged me. So sally,here goes my handbag story!

My handbag, my purse and my usang handphone. There's 3 component inside this handbag,so the most important thing i.e handphone and wallet shall be in the same main component,so it wud be easy to acess.

The 2nd component consist of peralatan2 mak andam: hairbrush, eyeliner,lipbalm,lipgloss, lipstick,mascara,2-way cake foundation,moisturizer goshh..most of u must be wonder punya lah byk make up dlm handbag tapi muka marfuza mcm tu jugak..maybe I shall opt for plastic surgery or extreme makepover after dis ;) oh there’s my fav eternity parfume and nina ricci lotion too,sebagai penyelamat tatkala berbau masam menjelang tghari

Tissue cap tesco,wet tissue (will be used for some comot occasion like iirina mkn ice cream,tgn mommy melengas melekit bla bla) and there’s a small notepad and pens for some jotdown purpose but most of the time for irina to conteng2 or mommy to draw cat,star,car and abah’s face for her.

The 3rd component (which is zipped) is for emergency purpose like err sanitary pad,panty liner,uphamol to treat my migraine, all the hairclips during my bad hairday (which is everyday hoh!),some mint tablets,minyak geliga (utk luka,gatal),handyplast..ni kalau ada dettol,wool cotton,bandage n yellow lotion komfem la marfuza boleh jadik paramedic bergerak..

ok,i shall start doing my work again,sambil membygkan mendpt bonus 6bln..tanpa perlu mencirit di atas kerusi of course ;)

oh lupa pulak, i'm tagging noha,zura,Dotty, mommyalif, Nad, Raf & mira
to reveal their handbag,so kawan2,sila lah ya

Iman Irina's zone

2008-01-12T10:26:00.000+08:00

Hi.

Nama saya Iman Irina.

saya merupakan anak yg baik kpd mommy dan abah.

saya sering sembahyang di sebelah abah. Saya suka meniru abah melakukan perbuatan2 di dlm sembahyang spt berdiri, sujud dan duduk. Walaupun saya mempunyai sejadah sendiri, kadang2 saya berhasrat utk sujud dan berdiri di di hadapan abah dgn tujuan berkongsi sejadah. Mommy akan marah dan cpt2 mengangkat saya sambil meletakkan saya di sebelah. Saya tidak mengerti mengapa harus marah ttp tidak mengapa.

saya suka memakai tudung ini. Walaupun mak usu suka mentertawakan saya sambil berkata saya kelihatan spt anak org acheh, saya suka dgn renda dan reben di atas tudung ini. Ia menambahkan lg keanggunan saya. Tambahan pula tokmak dan tokbak yg membelikannya utk saya. Saya merasa sgt gembira.

selain drpd itu, saya suka membantu mommy di dapur. Jikalau dahulu semasa saya masa kecil, mommy hanya akan memberikan saya cawan dan menyuruh duduk di atas lantai, ttp tidak sekarang. Saya sudah besar dan boleh memanjat sendiri ke atas kabinet. Saya merasakan spt dapur itu saya yg punya walaupun muka mommy tidak ubah spt simba lion king menjegilkan mata kpd saya tapi saya tidak takut. Minat saya terhadap sinki dan kepala paip itu mengatasi segala2nya.

saya akan membasuh cawan atau apa2 shj yg dpt saya capai. Saya akan membasuhnya berulang2. Selagi seluar tidak basah dan mommy tidak menjerit,saya akan melakukannya tanpa jemu. Saya hanya akan berhenti apabila Puan Simba sudah tidak thn lalu mengangkat saya walaupun saya meronta2 menangis.

Saya ingin memberitahu anda satu rahsia. Ini ialah tmpt persembunyian saya yg terbaru.

Saya suka berada di sini terutamanya apabila mood saya tidak berapa baik.Mommy berkata saya mungkin mengalami PMS. Kadang2 saya tidak mahu menukar diaper yg saya pakai walaupun ia sudah agak berat. Saya tidak mahu dan mommy akan marah. Saya lantas menyorok di tmpt persembunyian saya.

Saya tahu rambut saya kelihatan spt mop apabila berada terlalu lama di tmpt persembunyian. Agak panas dan berkuwap di belakang itu. Tetapi saya tidak kisah,janji diaper berat itu akan sentiasa bersama saya.

Slps puas membuat perangai dan menyebabkan mommy meroyan, saya mengambil keputusan utk bersiar2 di luar rumah dgn menaiki basikal bersama babybear kesukaan saya. Saya akan bermain sehingga ptg dan tidak akan mahu masuk ke dlm rumah walaupun hari sudah menjelang senja. Sayup2 saya akan terdgr mommy menjerit lagi.

Sekian shj cerita dprd saya.May u have a nice weekend, as nice as mine.

Bye bye.

The Sweetest Things..

2008-01-03T07:55:00.000+08:00

2007 passed by within a blink, at least that’s what I feel. Said bye-bye to 2007, welcome 2008. I don’t know what this year got to offer me. I just wish it will be as blissful n meaningful as last year,like all the things that happened to me and my family esp towards the end of the year. My mak and abah’s grant to perform Hajj had been fulfilled and they also returned home safely on 30th Dec, I had 2 wonderful trips, managed to stay in our own house, have my own car, career advancement, oh God,I couldn’t ask for more,it’s more than what I expect to achieve,i feel so gratify, Alhamdulillah for all the good things He bestowed me..

My beloved Mak yg sdg terharu sambil teruja..missed her so much!

Selamat kembali, Syukran syukran..

bakal2 pak haji

So that’s the good part,how bout the not-so-syiok part?hmm still ada,nothing goes perfect without any flaws rite?well,this thning that I’m going to list down tiap2 taun ada k under my ‘must -achieve’ list,dan tiap2 taun jugak at the end of the day akan masuk under my ‘fail-to-achieve-big-time-punya’ list which is:

1) jerawat free- hampasss..ni ada seketul besar kt tepi idung,apsal la byk2 tmpt kt situ kau nak duduk bertenggek?menci k

2) babat free-faillll,big time punya failll..malahan telah membesar sebagai johan di sebalik baju

3) cellulite-free – bersepah2 dan sgt degil,mungkin next year perlu masuk under ‘mission impossible’ list

4) further study-hoih tiap2 taun ada ni,tp masih tidak jemu dan berputus asa utk letak dlm list, sekadar hiasan ke apa ni tatau la-but i really wish to do this

On top of all this,the most important thing is I want to be a better person, as in overall a better muslimah, a better wife,better mommy, better daughter and better in every single thing that I do, but I cant help myself to be better in terms of femininity , ‘soft-spoken wanita melayu terakhir’ that kind of thing ,adalah sgt fail itu,I cant stop being witty and ckp melalut laa,just bear with me k fren,nasib laki gua tahan sbb tu la dia boleh jadik laki gua heheh

Oh another big achievement during 2007 was my hubby quited smoking already,after berbelas2 thn menghirup asap rokok dan menikmati nicotin,at last he gave-up!yahu!sakit dada dah kan yang?takut kan?tanak jadik mcm Loga kan?hah tau takpe-I’m very proud of him sgt2!selain dr saya berasa bangga,hati saya juga kembang berbunga kerana dgn saving duit rokok itu juga saya secara automatic telah dpt menambah koleksi2 baju dan kasut2 heheh,’pau’ jgn tak ‘pau’ ..

And on irina’s achievement, she has achieved something big!something really hard to do but she managed to do it. She has stopped suck on her pacifier!she’s now a pacifier-free toddler yahu!,lega sgt mommy,so takde la mulut tu asik bertampal jer,rimas k tgk-And recently,she also managed to sleep on her own bed and room. Tiada lg berkongsi bilik with us. I did some decoration to her room so that she would love to stay in her own room tanpa perlu menangis di tengah2 mlm minta utk tido menyelit antara mommy n abah.

Selain dr menjadi kejayaan irina,ia turut mencatatkan satu jayaan peribadi bg puan marfuza dan mr r.a kerana telah mendpt kembali ruang2 privacy di dlm blk sendiri,ini lah dia kejayaan terbesar 2007 yg paling bermakna!yahu!

feel like 'muntah darah' anyone?:P

New Year,New Role

2007-12-28T08:02:00.000+08:00

I miss blogging.

I miss chatting and YMing with my giler frens.

I miss surfing fav website from office.

i miss visiting and reading my all-time-favorite blog;noha,zura,sally,dotty,raf, rad,mira,nadiahkhair,zetty etc

I miss talking crap and whine about all the thing under the sun, here,in my blog.

ok lah sng cite I miss abusing my office facilities.haha.

Haihhh,i seldom login lately,bukan kata surfing,nak gi toilet pun berkira2,letih k bila kena mengepit thn kencing, sgt berpotensi utk berpenyakit batu karang.

But i shudn't grump and complaint much since i know behind all these reason i've been rewarded with some good prospect,so tak payah nak bunyi byk k marfuza.Effective last Monday, I was transferred to the other dept,which is under project team. I take it as a new challenge for my career and thanks a lot to The One Above for this new career development,oh and also the new salary scheme,Alhamdulillah..tidak lah byk kenaikan itu tp lepaslah nak beli spenda yg better sikit dr scarlet j jusco 3 helai 10ringgit;p-So now basically i'm no longer doing technical office-based thing. Duduk mengadap komp dr pagi smpi ptg sampai bontot naik lebam doing the same boring jobscope for almost 5 years adalah sgt menyengalkan otak.so now i managed to do something a bit diferent and exciting. When i mentioned project sales,of course my work routine is totally changed.No more getting my ass stuck on the chair 24-7 attending to all technical inquiry and such,but now it's more on dealing with client outside.

Speaking of meeting the client,this thing really freak me out. Aku blurrr k bab2 jumpa consultant ni n to tell you laa most of the case when the namecard come with a title Ir @ Professional Engineer,rasa nak terkench terberr sumer ada la nak jumpa ng diaorg ni-bukan apa,usually this Ir ppl they like to test our technical knowledge by throwing irrelevant question or the one that is out of my jobscope,org kata saja nak test,nak tunjuk pandai pun ada gak-dahtu tak pepasal laktanya bab2 wiring cable mcmana nak smbg, switchboard la panel la ntah hapa2 lg yg aku haram tak reti,terus aku wonder aku ni ada rupa wiringman ke?haih,sapa lah suruh tanya benda2 ni sumer hah kan aku dah menunjukkan kebongokkan diri..ni kalau bos aku tau mesti dia menyesal hantar aku training kt japan aritu,tu la sapa suruh hantar trainig masa nak winter,sejuk k so otak pun sejuk beku gak la,bleh alasan?

one bad thing bout me that i only realised is aku tak fokus..this is serious k. I realised this tabiat buruk sejak kena jumpa customer. i dont know why but everytime bila masuk topik2 serius like project discussing or technical part otak aku start la melalut. Kang tak pepasal la aku pikir ada lauk apa dlm fridge nak msk for dinner,or irina cubit budak lain ke tak kt nursery,or worst is tiba2 teringat aku off ke tak seterika pagi tadi dan dgn tak semena2 rasa berdebar kalau rumah terbakar bla bla..no kidding k masa ni la sumer random thought nak kluar-i dont know what's wrong with me.pastu tiba2 jer client dah tanya 'can u explain this terminology marfuza?' hah terus aku terkebil2 ,faillllll k..Tapiiii bila bab2 cite psl makan, psl movie,lagu2 or apa2 yg tiada berkaitan ng kerja aku laju jer ,cpt jer pick up,apasal la aku ni..

so that's my few experince sejak join team baru-and that explains why i seldom blog lately..everyday kluar and blk ofis dah busy buat kerja..takpe la,take it as a challenge heh

so to all my blogging frens, i would like to wish Happy New Year (ckp awal2 sbb cuti on 31st Dec)!may this new year brings all the good thing for all of us,insyaAllah,take care all!

It's family time!

2007-12-18T11:03:00.000+08:00

i noticed that i spend less time with my family lately. After the 2 consecutive trips, i could say that i missed 3 weekend in a row of staying at home and be with my love one. So after my japan trip n in between of the days before i off to bangkok,i threw a surprise b'day wish for mr r.a. U know adalah sgt sengal saya ini kerana telah terlupa utk mengwish b'day husband sendiri iaitu pd hari saya kembali dr osaka-tiba klia pukul 5 ptg 1st december dgn hubby yg kegembiraan menyambut di arrival hall tp saya yg sengal ini tidak teringat lnsg akan harijadinya pd hari itu. Apa yg paling mengecewakan adalah simptom hilang ingatan itu telah berlarutan sehingga larut mlm dan hanya tersedar dr mimpi apabila hubby mendpt call dr kwn2 yg mengwish...sgt berasa kecewa dgn diri sendiri krn the day before sudah teringat dan berangan2 utk mengwish di arrival hall sambil menghadiahkan ciuman spt sebuah scene drama swasta ttp adalah hampas..haihhh..

so utk menebus rasa berslh yg mencengkam,i planned with my SIL to buy a cake for hubby and mengejutkan hubby yg sdg turun tangga dgn menyanyikan b'day song beramai2 since ma,SIL n her hubby were at my house,and i can see his glowing face yg terkejut dan terharu dgn surprise yg tak seberapa..

happy 33rd b'day ma mann..i love evey bit n pieces of u lah!hoho!ayat marfuza nak cover rasa berslh but i mean it lah syg really ;p

after a few days spend with hubby n irina,i was off tu bangkok pulak for 4 days-irina pun dpt manja ng mommy for a couple of days only b4 kena hantar duduk ng MIL for the 2nd time..so my bangkok trip, i cud say that i didn't enjoy it as much as i enjoyed being in osaka sbb asik ingat anak ng laki,tak sabar2 nak blk dah..cukuplah trip2 ni sumer..

Blk dr bangkok,that nite me n hubby went out for makan2-rasa mcm dah lama tak spend quality time berdua berborak2 and ketawa2 so we took this oppotunity since irina pun kt rumah ma lg-planned for ribeye steak at Victoria Station but last min changed plan sbb tetiba rasa nk mkn seafood-we are already bored with Kelana Seafood then tetiba teringat one seafood restoran behind shah alam sentral i went last mth for lunch appointment,so patah blk ke shah alam and went to restoran tasik indah..

seafood tomyam, buttered prawn, ketam masak cili with asparagus belacan..fuhh!mmg sedap,tgk gaya hidangan mcm seploh org punya mkn kan,pdhal ada 2 perot jer,2 perot buaya

tukang bayar merangkap tukang makan yg sdg bersungguh2 menghabiskan hidangan

since i spent less time with irina for a few couple of weeks (8days out of 3weeks!) so irina punya perangai pun ada lain mcm sikit,manja,mengada,menguji keimanan dan kesabaran sumer ada.Maybe sbb kurang kasih syg dan attention dr mommy,so dia buat perangai,but mommy sabar je la kan,sapa suruh tinggal2kan anak..hah terima aja lah..

oh thing very obvious bout irina since i came back is she sleeps verrrry late..i mean around 12.30 to 1am everynite..i repeat everynite without fail..haaaihh..mayb dia nak compensate blk all the days yg tak dpt nak spend with mommy but mommy needs to go to work the next day,so adalah sgt menyeksa jiwa dan raga tatkala bdn penat,mata mengantuk tp kena melyn keletah anak berckp, bermain dan bernyanyi..

irina tido lmbt then bgn awal,i think she just cant get enough of mommy lah,selagi boleh spend time dia nak spend time,selagi boleh berckp ng bermain ng mommy,she'll just go for it..these pics were taken at 6.20am while i busy getting myself to go to work..on MONDAY morning..

ya kami turut ber make up bersama2, we have such an effective way of spending 'quality' time together heh?

saya sedang 'mengular'

2007-12-12T10:29:00.000+08:00

Zura, Noha and Nad tagged me this:

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night.
Mr R.A

2. What were you doing at 0800?
Mencarut di federal hiway

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
mkn nasik lemak

4. What happened to you in 2006?
Menembam.

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
Bagi lah signal mangkuk

6. How many beverages did you have today?
3 in 1 nescafe.

7. What color is your hairbrush?
Black

8. What was the last thing you paid for?
Nasik lemak telur mata with extra sambal.

9. Where were you last night?
At home.

10. What color is your front door?
Coklat.

11. Where do you keep your change?
Purse.

12. What’s the weather like today?
Cloudy

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
Strawberi

14. What excites you?
Perut Irina

15. Do you want to cut your hair?
Tersangat lah.

16. Are you over the age of 25?ya.

17. Do you talk a lot?
pun tersgt lah jugak,mostly talking crap heheh.

18. Do you watch the O.C.?
tidak

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
steven ng my colleague.

20. Do you make up your own words?
Yes esp in front of Bobby

21. Are you a jealous person?
errr sikit2 adalah kot,kan hubby kan?sikit jer kan?

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’.
Ad.

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.
Kani.

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
Bobby.

25. What does the last text message you received say?
Huwahuwahuwahuwa!(pardon me frens,my youngest sis mmg retard sikit)

26. Do you chew on your straw?
No.

27. Do you have curly hair?
No.

28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?
Washroom,rasa mcm nak terberr pulak lps pekena nasik lemak extra sambal with nescafe

29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?
contractor cina apek yg gaya dan cara percakapan spt tokeh khinzir kt pasar.

30. What was the last thing you ate?
Nasik lemak.

31. Will you get married in the future?
Jika hubby tidak berkahwin lain,saya juga tidak akan berkahwin lain, boleh jawapan?hoho.

32.What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
Provoke

33. Is there anyone you like right now?
Iman Irina and her roundish stomach

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?errr..last Saturday(just came back frm bangkok last nite).

35. Are you currently depressed?
No.

36. Did you cry today?
No.

37. Why did you answer and post this?
tension ng bobby lantas dgn sengaja telah mengabaikan kerja dan memblog di waktu pagi tanpa rasa berslh haha padan muka.

38. Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
anyone yg baca ni,hmm maybe dotty?or eiseai?or raf?or rad?or nadiahkhair?or mira aka emir's mummy?nadiah aka mamarawk?ju?persudikan lah ya ;p

Moshi-Moshi !~ Part 2

2007-12-06T14:38:00.000+08:00

oh! sgtlah tidak sempat hendak bercerita byk sbb dah nak blk, jadi cukuplah sekadar menaip cerita pendek bg setiap gambar yg ditempekkan ;p

3) Custom/Culture

tmpt parking basikal di shopping complex

friendly to environment:berjalan kaki dan mengayuh basikal adalah normal

zone bebas rempit-sakai town ,osaka

hait!hait!hait!sila lah ya!sila lah!

4) Scenary n places:

nice view kan?pic taken from my hotel room

sungai err sungai sakai kot

berjln2 sekitar hotel, sakai osaka

Love All, Serve All-HRC Hommuchi Osaka

sakai express train station, last moment in osaka..board a train to kansai international airport bersama luggage yg kelihatan spt hendak meletup kepadatan

paling puas ati dpt beli ni!

Asyraf,nnti kalau ada rezeki auntie gi sana lagi,auntie belikan ya ;) insyaAllah

Moshi- Moshi! ~ Part 1

2007-12-05T09:14:00.000+08:00

hi frens!

i'm back. Most of the thing settled so far...alhamdulillah-My parents dah selamat pergi and they called us everyday from mekah,so the missing part is so far bearable. My new house pun byk yg dah settled,esp part2 mengemas cuma tinggal part nak mendeco esp kt yard dpn ng blakang rumah yg berkeadaan spt padang ragut (nak rumput kapet!ada sesapa nak sponsor?hihi) and also the training course in japan,pheww..ni part paling lega bila dah selamat pergi dan balik..i dont want to elaborate much on the trip,just want to share some pro and cons conclusion based on my observation during my 7days of staying in osaka japan.

the best part is:

1) local ppl love to greet esp the one who works in service line like hotel,shop,restaurant..smile and greet and tunduk2 kepala ckp ohai-yo gozaimas hait hait hait byk2 kali-sungguh menghormati pelanggan mereka2 ini

2) the clean environment,tiada sampah sarap berterabur or tong2 sampah berlalat yg mana sampah terburai di sana sini, jauh skali nak bau busuk sampah sarap atau longkang

3) the safety factor-tiada mat2 rempit berperangai spt monyet sarkas di atas jln raya atau pencopet atau peragut (mayb ada but the % is very small),the crime rate is very low over there,no wonder all houses tak pakai grill biar terlopong mcm tu jer and basikal parking kt shopping complex tak perlu di kunci-cuba try tgk buat kt m'sia,rantai beskal pun org rembat k

4)they cycle to work,they cycle to shopping complex, they cycle to every where!we can see a lot of bicyles over there-i must say that the public transportation services is superb and efficient,but still a lot of them opt to use bicycle bcoz they concern bout their environment-just imagine this:stylish executive woman wears high heel boot clad with long burberry jacket and wears LV handbag mengayuh basikal ke tmpt kerja,this is really cool!agaknya kalu aku buat pangai mcmni kt msia mesti org ingat aku pompuan mental mana

5)it is very true that japanese ppl is workaholic and loves to read-i dont know wether this fall under good or bad catagory but somehow they inspire me with their way of doing works and also their reading habit although kdg2 tgk diaorg ni mcm org takde life. tp adalah kagum bila melihat mat2 kutu jepun tekun bermain word puzzle or sudoku didlm train instead of huha kecoh2 smbil kacau awek.

6) awek2 japan adalah sgt stylo!!seriously they know how to do fashion very well!and baju n handbag burberry blue label adalah sgt cantik tp tidak mampu utk memiliki jadinya hanya merenung shj di kejauhan sambil menelan air liur di takashimaya

oh byk lg yg best tp spt malas hendak berpikir dan menaip,jadi cukuplah sekadar ini shj.

So now i'm going to categorized all the pics tat i have during my stay. Food will be the 1st sbb marfuza kuat mkn ;p

Training Centre, Kanaoka Plant, Osaka Japan

24th nov 07 - 1st dec 07
Temp ~ 14 deg C during daytime, 8 deg C during nite time

1) The food:

my lunch box! 5 hari mkn bersila

sushi..fresh-juicy raw fish!

nasik and err some lauk pauk yg tak reti hendak menyebutnya disini but one thing for sure aku just mkn nasi ng sayur2 tu jer

sotong ball,fuhh sedaaaap bila mkn panas2 esp mkn smbil jln meredah sejuk,mmg berasap mulut!

rumput ke apa ke nama ntah ni,but the slices of fish behind the rumput adalah sgt yummy!

dinner japanese style!

muka2 berlakon terrer pakai chopstick

me with my collegue and the waitress yg sepatah haram tidak paham english tp adalah sweet dan begitu polite

2) the ppl that i met

my colleague from the other country:Ireland, Singapore, Belgium, Spain, Argentina,Japan HQ,Dominica and also Meh-hi-co!(Mexico)-nmpk muka aku terselit kt blakang tu,sorang2 jer pompuan takde geng!asik kena buli!

with the trainer,Kyo-san yg sdg bermuka teruja

cheers mate!oh itu adalah oolong tea ya,bkn long island tea hihi-this is during welcome party

with Mayuko!they claim the 'peace' sign as the famous japanese style bila snap gmbr,so masa snap gmbr kena buat mcmni sambil jerit 'japanese style!!' haha..mcm cacat jer aku..

another japanese style pic, with Pinard from dominica n Masaharu-san

ni gmbr aku paling cacat!mesti irina merasa malu tgk gaya bergmbr mommy yg spt kanak2 ribena-with Toon from Belgium and Mark from Ireland

nnti smbg part 2 lak..

I love my washing machine box

2007-11-15T12:24:00.000+08:00

It’s been a while since my last updatekan.

yupp fren I’m still alive and never been admitted to any hospital yet due to either sesak nafas, sakit jantung or critical-meroyan case, so alhamdulillah on that. It’s just that I merely get caught by police when hubby reported that I was no where to be seen for a whole 3 days which in fact I’d been hiding myself inside the washing machine box as one of the attempt to get away from all the chaos. Oh adalah merasa sgt bernasib baik juga kerana tidak end up di mana2 mental hospital ;p

As what I wrote in my previous entry, this month is really a tough month for me to deal with. Ok I’m going to list down again my November schedule:

1) kenduri doa selamat kt muar – alhamdulillah done (last weekend)

2) keberangkatan mak dan abah ke makkah- tonite..check in pukul 2.30 pg.So the whole clan of pak omar will be coming to kl and gather at my house since it’s quite nearby to Kelana Jaya. Agak mengerikan juga utk menyambut tetamu dewasa seramai 15-20 org dgn keadaan rumah yg sgtlah spt sarang buaya dimana kotak2 bertaburan di sana sini. Yer, confirm akan ada yg duduk terselit di celah kotak pd mlm ini dan adik, kamu tidak akan terlepas.

Rungsing dgn keadaan rumah is one thing, but I think keadaan jiwa yg sgt kacau ni sebenarnya berpunca dprd pemergian mak dan abah mlm ni.. serious aku tak keruan skang, it’s a mix up feeling;bersyukur dan happy for mak abah sbb hajat nak buat haji tercapai juga akhirnya..

but deep inside me ada rasa risau dan takut..u know what I mean..mayb sbb aku trauma arwah atok pergi sana 10thn lps and he never come back after that..no it’s not that aku mintak jadi yg bukan2 but I cant help from having that feeling..pls folk, pls pray that my parents selamat pergi dan kembali dgn mendpt haji mabrur..insyaAllah..

oh another fren of mine said this “u shudn’t feel sad, in fact u shud b happy sbb yr parents are among the luckiest person yg terpilih utk menjadi tetamu Allah..” oh god..u r so true dear, thanks very much for the comfort word..

3) New house renovation process- grill, lampu, kipas, built in cabinet, plaster ceiling all done alhamdulillah, tinggal kitchen cabinet dan awning kt belakang rumah tak siap lg,hopefully settle hari ni so that tmrw I can wash the house and move in on Saturday as per our original plan.

4) Pindah this coming Saturday – must be a very tiring day..i’m taking leave tmrw and also next Monday to settle hal pindah randah, lorry pun dah booked..so hopefully cuti 4 hari tu akan diutilizedkan sepenuhnya utk pack dan unpack brg-terus teringat Rafiqah said last time,unpack lagi tension drpd pack,betul la,menciiii..

5) A trip to Osaka the next weekendnya (24th-1st dec) sally,sbb tu la I tak dpt dtg b’day asyraf so sorry huhu..my preparation?zero,yellek(kapla kasi goyang). The temp there is expected to be around 13-14 deg C during night time and I still don’t have any suitable jacket. Mungkin akan membaluti tubuh dgn kain guni shj..oh ya, I got msg from HQ office in Osaka that we might need to take either express train or taxi from kansai international airport to the hotel and the cost is about JPY800 for train and JPY15000 for taxi,and u know how much does it cost if I convert it to RM?It’s about RM450 for the taxi fare!holy shiteee!Hoh lupakan lah shj hasrat utk menshopping t shirt di hard rock Osaka dan membeli all those nice n kinky undergarment..huhu

6) Oh ianya tidak berakhir di no 5,ada lg yg ke-6, the next next weekendnya pulak (8th-9th Dec) after 1 week blk from Osaka, I’ll be going to Bangkok pulak..champion eh?yg pastinya poket adalah sgt kering utk menshopping di sana slps abis kena pau ng jepun,maka harus mengikat diri di kaki katil hotel agar tidak merayap dimana2 shopping spot-mls nak citer byk dah..doakan je la semuanya beres dgn selamat..

So if anyone of u get a msg saying I’ve been warded bcos of hypertension or high blood pressure or maybe lemas kerana menyuruk di dlm kotak mesin basuh selama seminggu,u guys shud already know the reason behind it.oh ya,sila abaikan tajuk yg tiada kena mengena di atas.

Have a nice day fren.Tata.

my November story

2007-11-02T15:47:00.000+08:00

Sesak Nafas.

I'm struggling for more air.

I'm almost drowning.

Help..

ah dah start la perlakuan drama queen but i just cant help it. Everything happens at a face pace. i feel like i cannot catch up with time anymore. Everything and anything needs to be done. It's not only my officework, but there's something else,and it's all happen during this month-my november agenda;F.U.L.L.

We need to move out from our current house to the new house latest on Sunday 18th Nov, meaning i only have about 16days to pack things and all and by logic,only 3 weekends available for us (including this coming weekend).The scary part is i haven't done anything yet in terms of persiapan nak berpindah furthermore grill rumah hanya akan siap lg seminggu lebih.So perlu lupakan shj hasrat hendak mengangkut brg sedikit demi sedikit sekiranya rumah tidak bergrill. So nothing much i could do besides pack brg sikit2 and maybe this weekend hanya akan berkeliaran di kedai2 lampu dan langsir shj.

Then come 2nd weekend,we will be back to muar. A kenduri will be held in conjuction with keberangkatan abah dan mak ke mekah to perform Haj. So must go back. it's a MUST.

3rd weekend, this is the critical point,the final dateline-early Friday flight mak abah ke mekah, saturday harus mengemas tak kira mcmana penat sekalipun badan and on sunday by hook or by crook rumah sewa perlu dikosongkan. So now u see why i said sesak dada in a first place?

Summary:
-mengenangkan masa yg suntuk atau boleh dikatakan hampir tiada utk mengemas (unless mengemas di mlm buta slps irina tido pd hari bekerja sehingga bermata lebam dan konfem akan menjelma sebagai panda bear menjelang hari2 terakhir perpindahan)

-mengenangkan renovation process yg agak slow (cuaca tak menentu that's why grill amik masa 2 minggu nak siap..katanya..)

-mengenangkan duit yg dah habis

-mengenangkan mak abah yg akan pergi ke mekah..semoga selamat pergi selamat kembali..ala dah sedih pulak nii..

-mengenangkan jemputan2 opehhouse dan majlis2 yg tak dpt nak hadir

-mengenangkan diri yg berkemungkinan menjadi beruang panda

i wish org2 india yg ramai masa opis kami berpindah pd hari tu tiba2 menjelma kt rumah tolong mengangkut brg segala dan aku hanya perlu bercekak pinggang mengarah itu dan ini...or how i wish aku lah yg berada didlm salah satu kotak yg sudah di bungkus dan hanya menunggu org mengangkut aku utk di bawa ke rumah baru..hmm not bad lah this idea,mungkin perlu melakukan ini sekiranya tahap meroyan sudah maksima ;p

well,my sis ija asked 'why dont u just pay extra rent for this month so u could extent and have extra time untill the end of this mth jadi tidak perlu terkocoh2 berpindah?'

my answer is no bcoz i'll not be around on the 4th weekend and wil be away for a business trip until 1st dec, so no use..

wish me luck ppl, pls pray that everything is scheduled accordingly and work as per plan.

breathe in..
breathe out..
check the mirror
go

Have a nice weekend frens!

Selamat Hari Lebaran

2007-10-24T15:15:00.000+08:00

gaaawddd..at last i managed to blog! internet connection suxxx big time since we move to our new office and there's a pile of sheet (ke shit?) plunk on my table waited to be done. Everything seems so important and dealines are so abrupt and short. Only a few min ago i just decided 'ahhh pegi mati lah dgn keje2 ini sume lalu terus memblog dgn gumbiranya' hohoho, senang je kan

oh, apa ini? memulakan entry with all the whine in the world, furthermore we are still in a holy month, bulan keraian, bulan kegembiraan, bulan syawal yg suci..astagfirullah..tak bagus ini marfuza..tak bagus..pardon me..i shall start my blog with a wish;

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN to all of you my blogger fren and sesapa la yg membaca blog ni

even it is now a 12th days of syawal and i know adalah agak basi utk mengucapkan selamat hari raya, but i still want to ask an apology from all of u kalau ada slh silap mana2, terkasar bahasa yg terkurang yg telebih mintak halal dan dimaafkan ya.

since i need to catch up with time and deadline adalah sgt menghantui, i just upload a few pics during my raya break. I celebrated my raya in muar frrm 1st to 3rd raya and on 4th raya i went back to terengganu sampai weekend lepas, and only came to office last monday, such a long break kan,tu yg best menjadi warga muslim tunggal dlm department ,kot ambik cuti sebln pun takde org nak question tp annual leave abes adalah sendiri mau ingat la heheh..

sepsg suami isteri yg sakan di pagi raya

irina memperangai..

berperangai sehingga rambut menjadi kusut dan masam

berjaya mensnap gambar bertiga (yeah i know it's time for me to get rid of that pacifier berhantu from irina, only i realised almost all of our raya pics si kodok puting ni ada sama, gaawwdd she's so addicted to her pacifier, hantu puting dah merasuk irina gamaknya)

marhaban di pagi raya..johor jer ada acara ni kot,tak sure tmpt lain ada ke tak,meriah bila ada marhaban ni tau,terasa sgt suasana raya-oh ya notice tiada gmbr satu family?sbb abah sibuk bermarhaban dr pagi smpi tghari,mak sibuk melyn tetamu, along and angah kt rumah mertua, marniza sibuk melayan anak and mardiana tak tau la apa yg disibukkan malahan hanya berbaju kurung serta berseluar tido ke hulu hilir dan kelihatan amat tidak semenggah utk mensnap gmbr bersama2, hence hanya kami 3 beranak shj yg sakan bergambar hihi

so on the 4th day of raya,we went back to terengganu, 8 hrs journey from muar to marang,adehhh patah pinggang oo tp raya punya pasal, hilang sakit lenguh segala

we stop at kijal terengganu to buy lemang,kt muar takde ni,so terus grabbb nyumm nyumm

mendokong anak yg cuba bermain dgn api lemang dlm keadaan pinggang yg patah

irina also want to wish Happy Hari Raya and World Peace :)

New 'Darling'

2007-10-09T11:16:00.000+08:00

Irina has developed new obsession. This time around she's no longer worship purple dinosour aka mr barney, or the cute character of mumble that she called baby pingu in happy feet movie, or kipper the dog.. she has new sweetheart, new darling..i'm now presenting..

MR BEANNNNN IN THE HOUSE!!HOHOHUHUHUHUHU (tatau la ketawa ke menangis ni)

u dont have any idea how much she loves mr bean, celik mata pejam mata hisap susu mr bean mesti teman-and she even remembers all the plot in 'mind the baby mr bean' episode, how mr bean dances, how mr bean does that funny-irritated face (for me,but for irina mayb that face is the most adorable look she ever see heh), how mr bean keeps an alive fish inside his mouth,and she remembers some of the lines saying 'happy new year'! or 'excuse me' or 'i'm sorry' yeah some short line in the dialogue.. apparently i'm happy with this part, at least she picks up some simple english words so that at least she learns something out of it,bukan tengok kosong..

tapiiiii..

the sight of her immitates some nasty and gross action of mr bean is totally unacceptable laa,u know like picking nose, show her butt of sambil tertunggeng,and all those gaya 'lurus bendul' dan bodoh2 alang si mr bean..adehhh sgt memalukan dan merisaukan k, kenapa lah anak aku terang hati bab2 ni, bab2 nak ingat color punya lah susah, yg dia tau blue green yellow tu jer pusingan, tp bab tiru gaya mr bean cpt pulak tu,haishh..and the worst part is she is now has some courage to 'perform' her mrs bean action in public. Adakah berbakat menjadi pelakon lawak slapstic dan memualkan menggantikan senario 20thn kan dtg?oh tidaaaaaakkk!God forbid!!sgt mengerikan itu.

perlukah berkelakuan sebegini di khalayak?haih..mrs bean in the making

confirm la tekak aku jer melantang2kan masa ni marahkan anak..

she's a soup lover, by the time her soup served, she's no longer played mrs bean malahan telah memakan dgn bersungguh2..

and now only i know betapa tebalnya daging lengan iman irina.

penutup karangan yg sgt lari dr topik, i know ;p